Virgin Suicide
After countless years of fighting his inner demons.
Those pesky demons had finally won.
It had been the dead of night when sixteen year old Naruto Uzumaki decided to end his life; swallowing the last bit of his resolve he had glanced down into the murky blackness beneath his sneakers. Hesitantly, the golden-blonde had stretched his arms out at his sides, similar to the way a bird would do before taking flight. He faced the wind that mercilessly beckoned him to leap into her arctic embrace.
She stroked his blonde locks forward teasingly.
The endless caresses against his sun-kissed cheeks, giving him the fortitude to go through with it. He knew if the fall from the highest point on the highway bridge did not kill him the shock of the ice cold water surely would, tilting his head towards the heavens as if clarifying with whatever deity out there that there would be no going back after this point.
No one could save him not now. Naruto would rather end the emptiness that smothered him on a daily basis. He knew deep down no one would miss him. Slowly, Naruto had tilted his weight forward.
He was too engrossed in his actions that he failed to hear the lion-like roar of a V-twin engine from a 1960 Harley-Davidson vastly approaching.
It took a moment for Naruto to realize a vice-like grip taking hold of his wrist yanking him opposite of his current direction. This individual had jerked him so hard sending Naruto back towards the asphalt below but in the process, the man had crashed his most cherished bike. The bike lolled on its side after sliding 20 feet.
"Oomph."
Naruto had hit the asphalt. He and the individual both rolling once before coming to an abrupt halt.
This time, the teen had a good view of the stranger who was lying on top of him both their breaths mixing with the crisp night air. Subconsciously, the tip of Naruto's tongue jetted out rolling over his bottom lip, the thing that caught his attention was the stranger's dark penetrating gaze which stood out the most. He was tall and lean but extremely attractive; By now Naruto's heart was throbbing against his chest though it could have been from the adrenaline or the agonizingly close proximity between them.
The ebony-haired biker had on tight leather pants which Naruto knew because he could feel every part of this guy's lower region pressed against his own. He also had on a leather jacket, but no shirt underneath and he also reeked of alcohol. Abruptly, the man had moved from ontop him.
"What the hell is wrong with you kid? There is nothing that bad to make you want to kill yourself."
"You don't even know me," Naruto countered.
"Well, we have all night for that. I suppose I'm on babysitting duty now. So you have no other choice but to come with me," the attractive biker had run a pale hand through his raven locks. His boots clumping over to his fallen motorcycle, and with hardly any effort he lifted his bike onto its wheels. He checked to make sure it was alright his Harley's frame was dented in the front and the light had a huge crack in it.
"So, you're kidnapping me now," Naruto said this while hiking a brow.
"What do you have to lose? Were you not just trying to off yourself about a minute ago, or did I imagine that? Trust me, if I wanted to harm you I would have done it by now."
Somehow Naruto found himself silently agreeing. The man then threw one leg over the bike mounting it. Casually, he expanded his palm out towards the blonde.
With bated breath Naruto had taken ahold of the man's smooth creamy extremity, as he hopped on the back of the raven's Harley.
"Hold on tight," The man had guided Naruto tan arms around his washboard abs, entwining his fingers together. The man rose before throwing his leg down and revving the engine to life.
They took off in the night as the stars seeming to streak through the sky. Naruto had pressed the side of his cheek against the raven-haired biker's jacket vest to keep his hair from smacking him in the face. The ebony-haired charmer used only one hand to steer his chrome bike, while the other rest on top of Naruto's entwined fingers. Naruto knew his guardian angel did not trust him enough to let go.
It was only the two of them cruising across the long stretch of asphalt. That night, the sky appeared to be at its clearest oddly enough. The stars themselves were striving to communicate with the pair they were so bright and close almost like a map to light their way. Naruto noticed when the raven had turned off the chunk of highway and towards a dirt path, which led to an old-fashion saloon where dozens of parked Harleys outside. He had parked his bike right in front of the stairway climbing off.
"Come here," He stretched a palm out towards Naruto. The golden-haired virgin had looked down at the offered hand something that was quite foreign to him. Tentatively, he accepted offered appendage climbing off the Harley as well. They both walked towards the saloon's door. The man never releasing his hand as he opened the swinging doors he, was quickly ambushed by a woman with bright pink hair.
"Oh, Sasuke my love I just knew that was your bike." She wrapped her bare arms around his shoulders before kissing him on the mouth though he did not kiss her back.
After the brief lip-lock, she glanced down at Naruto curiously, "Who's this cutie?"
"Does it matter?" He casually replied only to abruptly pushed his way through into the saloon. The saloon was coated in a sea of cigarette smoke there were people playing pool, drinking beer, and hard liquor at the bar as soon as Sasuke stepped in all the people in that space had shouted Happy Birthday to him while holding their bottles and glass up in greetings.
The other bikers inside were equally curious about the new face another attractive raven had approached, she had the palest eyes Naruto had ever seen they were captivating to him.
"Who's your friend Sasuke? He looks too young to be in here." She smiled softly at youth which made him blush.
His guardian angel was on the verge of speaking but Naruto had done it before him.
"My name is Naruto," She nodded encouragingly.
"I'm Hinata. Sasuke and I have been friends ever since we were very young. You must be someone extremely special to him; because in all the years, I been knowing him. I never seen him hold anyone's hand before, not even his own mother's." She giggled when Sasuke swiftly released Naruto's palm.
The girl with hot pink locks had approached again but this time she came bearing gifts, two beers in each hand. She handed Sasuke one but hesitated in the process of handing Naruto. "How old are you, kid?"
Naruto had looked at all the pair of eyes watching him expectantly. "Eighteen," His eyes drifting down to his shoes. Okay so he lied, but something deep down inside had told him it was meant for the best.
The overzealous fuchsia-haired girl began to gnaw warily on her lower lip in silent debate before giving up and shrugging. "Aw, screw it, you're old enough." She laughed before handing him a beer. "You two drink up, it's not every day a person turns 22."
"My name is Sakura by the way." She then looped her arm through Hinata's while dragging her off towards the jukebox. She placed a quarter inside the slot of the jukebox, making it erupted to life as the song by Depeche Mode: Behind The Wheel came blaring through the speakers, all the women screamed while the men sighed.
My little girl
Drive anywhere
Do what you want
I don't care
Sakura and Hinata began to dance together, swaying their hips in a bewitching way. More woman began to adhere to them, soon enough one spot of the bar was packed with people dancing. Sasuke was gone before this happened. He had parked his back-end on an unkempt leather sofa that rested in a far dark corner of the bar. He sat on the sofa one arm rest on the arm rest while clutching an ice cold beer between his thumb and index his whole demeanor showed just how detached he was from the party. Without warning, Naruto was swiftly snatched by the drunken Sakura.
"Dance with me cutie!" she shouted.
There are times when I feel
I rather not be
The one behind the wheel
Come
Pull my strings
Naruto felt a tingle all over his body from the alcohol. He had finished his first beer in one swift swig. The bridge of his nose scrunching up in disgust. Sakura upper torso draped over his shoulders, while she swayed her hips to the beat. "Don't be shy. You got to feel the music let it take over your body, let it guide your feet. Let it take a hold of you." Somewhere between her whispering, in his ear, the lights inside the bar seemed more vibrant. He was actually having fun. Naruto actually liked Sakura she was nice, Hinata was too.
Watch me move
I do anything
His cobalt colored pools scanned the room at the people dancing. He felt himself moving as well with every throb from the speaker, moving his body on its own accord or it could have been the alcohol. Ultimately, his eyes had fallen on the single brunet with the come-hither expression. He was on his second beer. Their eyes connected had Sasuke been watching him this entire time, he wondered.
Tonight
He looked back at Sakura. "Don't bother asking Sasuke. He doesn't dance."
I'm in the hands of fate
I hand myself
He looked again, and sure enough, they made eye contact. Just then, Sasuke got up from his perch moving closer to them, Sakura and Hinata both stopped dancing in complete awe. He finished the last bit of his beer tossing it to the side.
He approached the teen until they were standing there facing one another. The raven had slid an arm around his waist pulling him closer they were facing one another their hip-swaying together; Slowly, Sasuke hand drifted to the blonde's lower back as they practically ground their pelvis' against one another. It was like no one else was there just the both of them underneath their own personal spotlight of some sort. Naruto's body felt hot. He was dripping with perspiration. It could have been from the alcohol or overactive hormones both of which was a bad combination.
Drive
I'm yours to keep
Do what you want
I'm going cheap
Tonight
You're behind the wheel, tonight
The song came to an end, and so was the fantasy. Naruto had no time to speak or do anything. Anxiously, he released a shaky breath before he was hauled away from his exotic dance partner by a persistent Sakura. Naruto glanced back at Sasuke who had an amused smirk on his face.
"I can't believe you got him to dance! I have been trying for years! What's your secret? Oh and here you're looking a little dry," Sakura had tapped on the bar ordering four shots. "Let's celebrate." She handed him two before grabbing a lime and some salt.
"I think I reached my limit,"
"Nonsense tonight you become a man," She took a shot then another, in between her shots she licked the salt from the side of her hand and sucked on the lime. "C'mon don't leave me hanging!"
He watched both shots before gulping one then the other and mimicking her actions, of course, both burned on their way down.
The shots of tequila had hit Naruto fast he felt himself wobbling before he took the wrong step and was going down, but were quickly stumbled by two hands wrapping around his waist, blue met obsidian. "I got you."
Naruto had smiled his first genuine smile in years. "Why?" The crown of their forehead's touched as their hair meld together. Sasuke had gazed deeply into Naruto's blue depths.
"No one deserves to be alone even if it's for one night."
There was defiantly something between them some sort of connection. He did just that. The entire night between drinking and being yanked away by the girls Naruto had no time to be alone. He was the center of attention and the woman adored him.
They had put a sort of orange color eye-powder beneath and on top of his eyelids on another pale blonde by the name of Ino who worked at a salon had trimmed his hair so it wasn't a shaggy mess but a cute pixie cut. "Much better," Ino had said this while putting away her stainless steel scissors.
Throughout the night he was given more drinks until he reached the point where his body screamed at him to sit down, and he did just that parking his buttock right the love seat. Somehow Sasuke's friend had followed shortly after Sakura was on his left, while Hinata rested on the arm rest next to her, meanwhile, Sasuke was in the middle sprawled out his head rest on Naruto's lap while his legs rest on Sakura all was taking and intoxicated nap.
Naruto was the first to jerk awake fear rushing through his veins had it all been a dream when he looked down he realized that it wasn't. He smiled before closing his eye again. When Sasuke woke up, it was a whole other story. He knew he would have to get the teen home, but he did not want to flat-out ask. So he had reached into Naruto's pocket looking for any type of identification.
He found it and also realized that the teen was younger than the age he previously stated.
"Shit."
"What is it," Hinata had muttered while rubbing moisture from her eyes.
"I think it's time I take Naruto home."
"I have an old truck you can use." Sakura had said this while caught between a stretched and a yawn.
Although, Sasuke started the engine; he sat there in Sakura's old vintage 1974 Toyota pickup, hesitating to shift gears or move. He glanced at the sleeping blonde curled up on the passenger seat, something prevented him from driving off.
He sat there for what felt like an eternity gazing at the sunrise. Come on Sasuke you are not acting like yourself, he silently berated himself. The blonde lived on the other side of the bridge it would not take any time to get there. However, Sasuke was unable to drive the vehicle. His hand remained frozen on the stick shift. He looked back at the sleeping blonde signing deeply.
After a while, he drove off leaving the saloon that Sakura's father owned.
As Naruto eyes opened up to a cottage cheese looking ceiling Naruto had quickly jerked up on his elbows, had it all been a dream? The kind of dream where someone is aware that they could never have what they were shown.
He felt as if his chest was constricting in pain he placed a hand over his face? His eyes stung with tears, yet shed that was when he saw it, out the corner of his eye he saw the leather sleeve covering his right arm it was indeed Sasuke's jacket. He knew the design from that night he was surrounded by those jackets. So it couldn't have been a dream. Abruptly, he scrambled from his mattress.
He needed to see Sasuke.
Should I continue this story or is it a lost cause haha let me know.
