The clock strikes 2 AM as I walked toward my room after feeding in the torture chamber.
I was feeding on a red-headed bitch who wouldn't shut up about her personal life.
She thought if she rant everything about it, I would feel sorry for her? Pfft never. I ripped her mouth instead because she was pissing me off.
I got nothing else to do now since Aro haven't summoned me lately for a mission or a small task.
I got up from my bed and put on my cloak. I looked at myself in the mirror and thought "am I really going to look like this forever?" I am sick with my appearance. I'll be thousand years old later but still looking like a little girl. Can't I at least look like I'm eighteen instead of looking like I'm twelve? It's kind of depressing.
I headed to the library to get some interesting books to read.
Besides, I might find Renata there and she'll start babbling about tons of books that she read.
As I walked past a bookshelf, I saw a bronze haired man standing against the wall, holding a book. I recognized it was Demetri.
The most handsome Volturi guard that I've ever met. He likes to joke and mess around so I decided to ignore him instead.
When I was about to grab a book, he was already behind me and helped me to get the book.
"Not tall enough?" He joked.
I rolled my eyes and scoffed at him "Mind your own business, Dem. " I said
"Can I at least get a thank you?" He asked, grinning.
"Thank you!" I faked a smile at him and turned around but he grabbed my arm, pulling me to the corner and pressed me against the wall.
I gasped "What the hell?" I said, glaring at him.
"Oh I'm not scared of you, Jane. I didn't know you read books." He paused "Or did you come here to see me?" He continued.
I pushed him away roughly "You're disgusting." But he pressed me against the wall harder.
"You're such a cock-tease, Jane." He said.
I chuckled "Excuse me? If you're trying to get laid why don't fuck with Heidi?" I said.
I knew there was something happening between both of them. You can actually tell by the way they look at each other's eyes and by the way they talk.
"Heidi?" He sighed softly into my ear "She's not my type. You are." He whispered.
Did Demetri just get a brainwash or something?
"You're ridiculous and not making any sense. I'm leaving." I said and pushed him harder this time but he leaned down and pressed his lips against mine, hard.
I wasn't expecting for that. That was my first kiss. His soft lips is still caressing mine gently, so I kissed him back.
We were kissing passionately for like two minutes then he opened his mouth and pushed his tongue into mine. I pulled away.
"What was that all about?" I asked him.
"That was my lips against your lips and I was about to slide my tongue into your mouth but you stopped. What did I do?" He asked me back.
I shook my head. I can't believe I was making out with him. "I'm leaving." I said and he didn't stop me this time.
"See? You're such a cock-tease I told you!" He yelled at me and I turned around.
"I am not a cock-tease. Leave me alone." I said, glaring at him once again.
He pulled me to him and pushed me against the bookshelf then I felt his fingers trying to tear my underwear.
I wanted to know how it feels to get intimate with someone. But this isn't how I want this.
I fought Demetri but his slide two fingers already inside my pussy. I moaned and throw my head back.
"Demetriiiii..." I couldn't find the words to say as he pumped his fingers in and out of my pussy. It felt great. I needed more.
He kept pumping his fingers in and out of my pussy but a few seconds later he added one more finger. Three fingers are inside of me. Making me feel wonderful. He was kissing and biting my neck. I hope he didn't leave any bite marks. I pushed my hips toward his fingers in respond then his other hand was unbuttoning my cloak then slid under my shirt and started caressing my left breast. He was twitching my tits and squeezing hard until I moaned out loud.
Then I realised this was wrong. I fought him and pushed him away real hard this time until he fell.
"Jane..." He looked upset and confused.
I pulled up my underwear and took some books with me.
I glared at him again and said "That never happened between us."
And I left him in the library alone.
