Hiya people! So I hope you'll like my new story "I don't want to lose you"! It's full of I don't really know. I just got this idea when I was supposedly studying for exams… (don't tell my mom). I just lied down on my bed, grabbed a notebook and started writing them BAM! I have a new story idea.
Chapter 1: Reyna
"Reyna, sorry." Mark said as I was packing my bags. I grabbed my clothes from my closet and stuffed them in my luggage. Mark was making up excuses and saying 'I Love You' every excuse. I hated those three words… those three words made me go blind.
"Mark, that was the last straw." I said going out of our bedroom "Of all the sluts and girls you could sleep with, why Carmen? She's my freaking boss!"
"What about your daughter?" he screamed at me "I fed her for the last three months. Your boyfriend left you with her and I took you in! Don't you think I have the right to do this?"
"No." I said as I grabbed my daughter's hand and dragged her outside. She kept crying but all I wanted to do was get out of that hell hole. Why does this always happen to me? Every single boy I date cheats on me. Am I that easy? I grabbed my phone and called Annabeth, my best friend.
"Hello?" she asked from the other line "This is Annabeth Chase, may I ask who called?"
"A-a-annabeth?" I said trying not to cry. I've always been fearless… but with love as an enemy, I'm not exactly good at winning.
"Reyna? Are you crying?" she asked concerned "He broke your heart, right? Reyna! Snap out of it! When are you going to realize that 'the one' you've always dreamed of is not coming? Sean lied!"
"Annabeth!" I said trying to calm down "Sean didn't want to leave me!"
"Fine." Annabeth said "Boys are pathetic! They tell you they love you then break your heart!"
"Well," I said "Find me a nice apartment in New York, I'm staying there."
"What about your job?" she asked
"I quit." I said "I provided for the family and he sleeps with my boss."
"And Emily?" she asked. I looked at my daughter and said "She's my daughter."
"REYNA! She's your sister's daughter! Your sister went to work in Seattle and left you her daughter!"
"I know," I said "Mark believed my lie. Timmy, he played an important role."
"He's your sister's boyfriend who went missing. And Reyna, Rosie's coming back sooner or later; she just helped your other sister Hylla with her job… your going to explain to her why Emily keeps calling you mommy."
"Annabeth," I said "Emily knows I'm not her mom. She just wants to have someone who reads her bedtime stories… Timmy's MIA"
"And Rosie just left you with Emily! Reyna, give her back to Rosie."
"Annabeth-."
"Reyna," she said "I need you to meet someone. He's Sean's bestfriend."
"And?"
"If you give Emily back, he's going to help you from your recent breakups" she said emphasizing the word 'breakups'
"Annabeth." I said loosing my grip on Emily's hand "I'll do it…"
"I'm so proud of you!" she said and hung up. She needs to get a boyfriend, fast. Then I remembered my first boyfriend, Sean.
~Flashback~
"Sean!" I said as I tackled him in a hug. He smiled and hugged me back. He was wearing his favorite white shirt that I gave him for Christmas and his faded blue jeans. He was cheerful as always but there was something wrong with him over the past few weeks, he seemed weaker everyday, but when he smiles, it's like nothings wrong. He wanted to tell me something.
"Reyna, I missed you so much" he said kissing my forehead
"We've only been separated for 24 hours, no big deal." I said
"I have to tell you something." He said in a serious tone
"What is it?"
"Let's just sit over there at that park bench." He said as he put one arm on my shoulder and he led me to the nearest bench.
"What is it?" I asked "I only got a few minutes to spare, so make it quick, Rosie needs my help with something."
He took a deep breath and said "What if this guy was a bout to die and leave the girl behind, will the girl ever move on?"
"The girl should move on. Maybe that person only played a role in her life, she'll find the one."
He took another deep breath and mumbled "wimdyiming"
"What?"
"I'm dying." He said a little bit louder "I found out a few months ago I have leukemia. The doctor said I won't survive."
"Sean!" I said standing up "WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?"
"I was afraid you'll get hurt." He said "Hylla and Rosie knew."
"My sisters knew." I said crying "and they didn't tell me about this!"
"Tomorrow I wouldn't be attending school. I' m sorry Reyna."
"What about us?"
"You said it yourself, you'll find the one. My role is over, I just played a role, and the person you're meant to be with is coming in time. He'll be your saving grace"
"Sean, I love you! I can't live without you!"
He smiled but I know behind that smile is full of misery and sadness "I promise you, he'll be there someday, he'll be the least expected person."
A few months later, I found out Sean died in his sleep. After that, I started dating; all of them were full of lies and miseries. I was so obsessed with finding the one.
~End of Flashback~
We crossed the street not bothering to look at the traffic light. Suddenly, I saw a car going directly at us. The driver kept hitting the break but it won't budge. I closed my eyes and hugged Emily. Suddenly, I felt someone grab my waist and Sean's voice rang in my ears "You'll find the one; he'll be your saving grace "
"Are you okay, miss?" the guy who grabbed me asked
Did it suck? Tell me if it did and I'll make a few modifications and try to improve my writing. Anyways, review! Please! I'll try to upload fast. Uh.. wish it was Christmas already so I could just write stories all day and beg my mom to buy me one of Jason Mraz's album (already completed Taylor Swift's and no more book to buy so I'll be bored to death… also my birthday is coming very soon! Yey!) Oh by the way, think of a great job for Reyna cause she's gonna need one.
LoveLots,
Ena
