Wow, what a beautiful night...
The rain poured hard, colliding with the cold road. The lightning illuminated the dark sky and the thunder roared. The wind blew furiously, sweeping fallen leaves from the ground and carrying them to the unknown.
It's funny how day by day nothing changes, but when I look back everything was so... different.
The red headed girl stood there, in nothing but a soaked white night gown. No sweater, no scarf, not even shoes! She slowly walked around the empty park, gazing at the bright full moon.
To think a year ago, I would have been afraid of... all this.
She stood there, cold tears running down her face. Blood was dripping from fresh cuts on her arms, but she barely felt it. She only felt a little sting.
I'm so happy.
I think I took too many pills.
I wanted to stop the pain and misery.
It Worked.
Hahahaha!
I feel nothing. Nothing but happiness. Nobody can take away this feeling from me. Not right now.
She closed her eyes with a big smile on her face. She never wanted this feeling to leave her.
I remember, back in Hueco Mundo. I remember him.
How in the world could I forget? Strange, I almost when a moment without thinking of him. He was so... complex to understand. He wasn't bad, but he wasn't good either. He was used and thrown away. He didn't deserve to die.
I watched him die!
He didn't deserve to die!
She dropped to the cold floor, her knees scraped as she did so. She began to sob loudly.
I can't do this! I don't want this thing! I don't want it inside me! How would I explain this to my friends and the soul society? The sin he and I created is growing inside my stomach everyday. Everyday it gets stronger! Everyday it grows more and more!
I don't want it inside me! No! No! What have I done! How did I not think of this outcome ? How could I be so stupid ? Stupid me... Stupid me.
Hahahaha.
A human and an Espada creating a child? I didn't think that was possible. But each day my stomach grows and grows. So obviously it is. What do I do? What do I do? What do I do?
What do I do!
How do I get rid of this thing?
How do I get rid of me?
All of a sudden, I wish I was anywhere but here.
I can't love this thing.
"Ulquiorra!" The girl screamed as she looked up into the sky.
I'm pregnant. I wish you were here. I can't do this on my own. I don't know what to do. I need you. I love you.
Should I turn this into a multi-chap? Review please and tell me what you think (:
