I do not own prince of tennis. Even tho I'd love too.

Yukimura Seiichi has always been my best friend. He was the one person I grew up with. He was the one that always looked out and protected me. I loved him and in turn thought he loved me.

Maybe I was wrong. I haven't figured it out yet.

I was was always by his side. Pushing him threw all the hardships he faced. I was the only one that knew all his secrets and even about his family life. Or what's left of it. Not even Sanada knows half of what I know.

I shouldn't feel smug about that fact but I do.

I was there, beside him, when he got knew about his condition after he collapsed. I held him and let him cry when he kicked everyone else out. I was the only one who saw the 'Child of God' weak.

I convinced him everything would be ok after the surgery.

I was there every second. Every hour. Of every day. Helping him. Giving him the strength he needed.

I helped him train after the surgery. I helped him recover. And I'm so proud of him.

I watched as he consoled his team after they were defeated. I watched him grow as he told the. It didn't matter about winning every time. They tried their best.

I watched as you smiled as you walked out if the hospital. Better. Finally.

I was was always by his side. So then why, after he got better, did I get cast aside?

I know everyone at school was worried about the infamous 'Child of God' but that's it. They weren't really worried about Yukimura Seiichi.

At first I didn't think nothing of you standing me up on outings. I knew you were ad to be up and about instead of stuck in a plain white room. But the. Days turned to weeks and you wouldn't even look at me anymore. I was in Invisible to you. I don't understand it.

Did you put up with me only because I was there? Because I was really all you see.

My chest burned with all these thoughts. The pressure was constantly pushing down on my chest.

I loved him. Plain and simple. I've had people ask me why I still try. Why was I always there. And that's my answer.

I love him.

My greatest thought tho is that I helped him when he needed it the most. I was the one he relied on. Even for a short amount of time. And it hurt in the end. But he's in better health and that's all I can ask for.

I watched as you congratulated your team even though they last the nationals.

Your eyes looked up and locked with mine. A smile played on your lips. Giving a small smile back. I turned and walked off.

"Kai...are you ok?"

"hai my cute little brother. "

"Are you sure. "

"Hai Ryo. "

"I don't believe you. "

I just smiled at him. Because even if I'm not ok. I will be.

Suddenly a body wrapped me in a hug. Startling me a little.

"C"mon Kai. Come celebrate with us. !"

"hai hai. Eiji. "

As as they walked away. I looked back. Meeting eyes once again with you. Your face seldom.

"C"mone. Kai. "

"Coming coming. "

I turned around and ran back to the group.

I always there for you. Watching you and supporting you. Always by my self. No one helping me or supporting me. But while you pushed me away. Intentionally or not. I found people that wanted to help me. They want to support me and be there for me. So now it's your turn to watch me walk away. Like I watched you.

'Do find happiness tho. But don't push it away. '

THE END

hope you guys likes it. It just hit me. I tried to make sure I didn't have errors if you see any let me know. Reviews are welcomed. Thank you.

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