All my life I've heard of Take-nii
Told that my life was precious because he gave his life protecting mine
Told I look just like him…
Told I must live my life for him…
Do my very best for HIM
What about ME?
I don't want his responsibilities
I never will
I want to live MY life not his
You think I dyed my hair pink for shits and giggles
I did it so people would stop referring to me as the "spitting image" of Take-nii
We aren't the same people and I wish everyone…including my family would see that
Please don't get me wrong, I love my brother and my family but…
Sometimes I feel I had been the one who died in the Blue night…
I think that's why I was so excepting of Rin…Everyone treating him like he is Satan himself when he really isn't… He's just Rin…
And I'm just Renzou…
And I want to live a quiet life…
One were I don't have to worry about death or responsibilities…
But…
I know that wont happen.
So, this was a very short rant of how i think Renzou Shima feels about himself and he's life :p
