I'm an idiot, so I'm starting another story I cannot get out of my head. It's inspired but not copied by Destroying Typecasts by Zandara Gorin. It's going to be ooc, twilight switch flip craziness. I promise I'm working on chapters on my other stories too.

Disclaimer: Twilight is not owned by muah.

If I could have dreamt of anything it would be of him breathing, happy, and human. There was nothing in this world that mattered to me more than this seventeen year old human boy. He was everything. If they succeeded in what they wanted I would never get to see him smile, kiss him, have him wrap his arms around me and gasp when the light caressed us. I would never know if Alice's predictions were true, I would never know what his children would look like. I would never be sorrier for who and what I was then that moment.

I would find them, there was no other way. There was no other solution. I would sacrifice everything if I could only bring him back to me.

Bella

This place always brought back the memories I tried to repress. Esme and Carlisle had lived here before my change. Before I was brought to my new family, before I became a monster.

Alice was bouncing in the seat next to me, as per usual. Jasper was sitting silent and stoic in the back. I think he was more upset about his last slip than the rest of us were.

"I'm not very impressed with you for not going back to high school with us but I know I'll see you there plenty," Alice smirked next to me.

I grimaced.

I was excited about being able to start at Peninsula College instead of Forks High School. I had planned on getting my partnered BA in Human Services and then transferring to UDub with the rest of the family when they graduated, but I hated being away from the rest of my siblings. Bar Emmett who would be going to college with me.

The white Porsche Panamera shifted seamlessly through the wet roads. I nearly groaned. Rosalie had picked out the perfect car for me. A black Cadillac Escalade hybrid that housed Emmett was in front of me, Rosalie's cherry red Cadillac ELR behind him, and Esme and Carlisle in their grey Mercedes-Benz S-Class leading the way. Alice and Jasper's gold BMW Activehybrid 7 would be here within the week, not that they would have driven it here anyway with Jasper having just slipped a few weeks ago.

The hybrids were a new thing in the Cullen household. It took Rosalie an entire week to prepare them all after they had arrived in our old home in Connecticut. I wasn't sure about trying to "save" the environment. The humans were pretty good about wrecking it themselves, but my new car was fast now and eco-friendly. Ha.

I glanced around as my mind sifted those thoughts. Forks looked exactly as it had nearly a century ago. Minor changes, of course but I could dimly recall the city of my youth. As we pulled into the drive of our new home I glanced around. The groundskeeper had cleaned up around the house but it would still need a lot of love before it was to Esme's standards. The classic white suited Esme's taste perfectly. I could see the potential that she saw. It would be breathtaking when she finished it. I remotely guessed it would take her about five days tops to get it to her kind of perfection.

"I spy with my little eye…."Alice trilled as we excited our vehicles and everyone sped to the house. Alice and I stayed behind so that she could play her little game. I glanced around but wasn't quite sure when exactly she was hoping for me to catch. There was a whole storage unit full of boxes outside of our new home.

"Ugh it better not have anything to do with the performance camshafts not coming." Alice tossed a glare towards Rose. I laughed. God forbid anything happen to any car parts.

"Don't worry babe, I'll make sure you get your camshaft," Emmett slung an arm around his wife and toted her in the house.

I laughed again and looked at my youngest sister. Her caramel eyes were glazed over and she was deeply entranced in another vision. I felt dismayed at how many she had gotten since we decided to come back to Forks.

"Anyway! I spy with my little eye….." I looked accusingly at her. She was awful chipper about that one.

"Bella, guess!"

I sighed. I was trying to entertain myself by deflecting the pellets of rain with my shield and watching them bounce, calculating exactly how far they would fly once they hit it. The last one went 1.256 millimeters.

"A new romance just for me?" I bit out sarcastically. Alice sighed this time getting annoyed with me not taking the game seriously.

"No." I didn't like the gleam in her eye at my guess.

"A giant flatscreen for Emmett and Jasper to play Bioshock Infinite on?"

I heard Emmett yell and pump his fist inside our new home, Rose scoffed next to him and Alice rolled her eyes next to me. Jasper was already holed up in his and Alice's room. I hoped his guilt would subside soon.

"No, not until tomorrow. Our new clothes! I can't wait to show you what you're wearing tomorrow around town!"

I hated to admit it, but I was moderately thrilled at the concept at a whole new wardrobe for our new home. It helped the uncertainty that coming back to my home brought. The familiarity of my sister's clothing obsession was soothing.

I smiled at my sister and looped our arms together.

"So then, you better show me the new Dolce."

Alice sped so fast into the house and up the stairs I struggled to keep our arms locked.

After an exhausting amount of Alice showing me my outfits for the few weeks before they would become "old" I retired to my safe haven. I was thrilled at the idea of having a huge wall of glass that would allow me to see the lake from my bedroom.

As I walked into the immaculate room I was shocked to notice that there was a huge bed taking up the space that the boxes weren't. It was still wrapped in plastic and smelled like fresh cedar and the creamy silk of the dusty rose sheets and blankets packaged next to it. I shook my head and figured that Alice must have been up to something tricky. She had been acting mysterious with these visions in the last few weeks, I tried not to let it bother me knowing that she kept secrets from time to time but I couldn't help but wonder.

I took another quick look and was relived to note that my acoustic panels were set up on the walls and my guitar was safe next to the other boxes.

I sighed and flitted around the room putting things in their proper place and making the annoyingly beautiful bed, letting my voice echo around the room as I sang.

Edward

I caressed the keys like a long lost lover. I let the music flow directly from my soul to the instrument. I was trying to ignore the whispers of my fellow classmates. New students meant instant gossip and they were evidentially shaking things up in our small town.

Orchestra was like a release, I could feel the tension easing. I didn't have to worry about grades or about my parent's while I left my energy to the pearl keys.

Lauren had been begging me to take her out again. I didn't have time or interest for any female company. Especially Lauren, I could never figure out how she could spread herself around La Push and then expect none of the guys at school to know.

The notes seeped out of me as I caressed the piano. The song ended far too soon in my little corner before the whole class started rehearsing.

I walked slowly out to my sedan after practice. I could still hear the voices of the other students around me. The news was that the family was pretty weird. Husband and wife or Dr. and Mrs. Cullen had their niece, Isabel, and their adopted children. Not so weird, but the rumor was that twins Rosalie and Jasper were with their other "siblings" Emmett and Alice. I didn't care much for the rumors, but in a town this small they really stole the show. I had also heard in fierce whispers that amazing genes ran in the family. Supposedly Dr. Cullen and his sort-of offspring are all genetically apt. In all honesty I was grateful for some new blood in town. I had only transferred to Forks High my freshman year so I was still kind of new too.

"Hey Edward, everyone was going to grab a pizza to try and see some of the new kids, did you want to join?" I wasn't very social. I much preferred my own company and my Steinway, but Ben was my only real close friend.

"Uh I don't think so, dinner with the parents tonight," I shrugged at Ben before he trotted off to hop in the van with Mike, Jessica, Angela, Lauren, and Eric. I felt like I should have been disappointed to miss it, but I wasn't.

The house was dark when I pulled up. I figured my parents wouldn't be home until much later. They told me they needed regular date nights to keep things passionate. Ugh.

I tossed my coat and backpack on one of the high back chairs around the bar. There was a twenty dollar bill taped to the refrigerator with a note. 'We love you, don't wait up ;)' double ugh. I was starving though so I discarded the note and rummaged in the fridge. Soy sauce, moldy lime, loaf of bread, milk, looked like I'd be taking the money and my bank card to the grocery store tonight. My mom could be kind of an airhead sometime. It was no surprise to me that she must have forgotten to go shopping again before they left.

I picked back up my coat and checked my pockets for my wallet before heading back into the drizzle and starting up my car.

Bella

"I think it would be best to run it to Port Angeles after you pick it up, "Esme gave me a motherly smile before going back to make our house spotless to vampire eyes.

"Okay, did anyone need anything while I'm out," I spoke to the rest of my family. I heard everyone's murmured no's and Alice's tinkling laughter follow me out the door. I was starting to feel like Alice was hiding a lot.

I pulled into the driveway of Forks homely looking grocery store and stepped out into the drizzle, covering my hair with the hood of my coat. I could have cared less about the rain, but for appearance sakes it had to be done.

The Food Mart was playing some dreary circa 90's pop as the doors slid open. I barely registered the stares that followed me as I entered the store. It was no surprise that we would be big news, if they only knew the real story of the Cullen family.

I scented it then, the most agonizingly delicious scent. It smelt like mint, ginger, and fresh rain. It was better than any blood I had ever smelt. I could barely hold on as I walked as fast as I possibly could to find who it belonged to. I needed it now. I would tear this whole grocery store apart. I dimly heard my phone jangle in my pocket and swiftly reached in to silence it. Nothing would get in my way.

After the longest seconds of my immortal life I found it. I found him. He was tall, nearly a foot taller even as I stood in heels. I was drifting closer. I tried to calculate how I could possible take him. Would he follow me? I had little doubt that he would. My hands were clenched impossibly tight against my stone legs. I wanted him now though. His hair was an odd color, strands of copper twirled through the coffee strands. I stood in the middle of the isle as he debated different bags of chips. He didn't notice me yet, good. I drank him in, the flames tore through my throat causing an intense burn I had never felt before. Right at that moment his peridot eyes met mine and he gasped, dropping both bags of chips.

I rushed towards him to help pick them up, making sure not to touch him although I wanted to. I wanted to twist my hands in the soft strands and tip his head to the side and place my mouth on the perfect spot on his neck where the blood flowed, fresh and hot.

"I- uh I'm sorry about that," I let the mint burn me as he spoke so close. How long would it take me to lead him out? I would have to take him in the woods, but could I wait that long?

"No, that was my mistake. I'm sorry, "his heart beat faster as I spoke. Interesting, I wondered if he was already afraid of me.

"So rude of me, I'm Bella. Bella Cullen." He stood speechless in front of me and I giggled, but I was wondering how long it would take him to react. I might have to pull out some Rosalie to get him to follow me faster.

As soon as he was opening his mouth to speak my phone went off again. I looked apologetically at the child who only had a few moments left before I sucked him dry. I grabbed the phone out my raincoat and glanced at the caller id. Alice, of course I sighed and answered.

"Bella don't you dare do it! Emmett is on his way. Imagine what Carlisle and Esme would think, and so soon after Jasper. Don't do this to them, don't do this to you. You have no idea what he is going to mean to this family. Leave right now. Emmett should be there by the time you get to your car. Hold your breath and go! Fight this Bella!"

I could feel the monster rattling its cage. I didn't want anyone coming for me. I wanted him, but Alice was right as she normally was. I cut off the raging inferno and stopped breathing. I could always try for another time. I had never felt this lust before, the true carnal vampire need of his blood.

"Bella!" Alice screamed as I dropped the phone back in my pocket.

I turned and ran.

I almost stopped though, when I heard his voice. It was perfect, whispering.

"Bella."