Chapter one-Coming to Forks

Esined's POV

I made my way off of the plane so grateful that I remembered to bring my anxiety pills. I've almost always been having all these anxiety attacks. The other day my boss kept clicking that damned pen and I just wanted to snap it in half. My heart sped up my vision zoomed in close. I started sweating so I quickly pulled out my pills that I took for my anxiety and took them and I calmed down. That's always happened almost 24/7. Honestly. I don't know who I am and one day I'm hoping to find out on my own. I had a boyfriend and had a best friend. He broke up with me. I already knew he was hooking up with my ex-best friend. I tried to let it go, though. I'm just a little pussy as everyone calls me. I know I am and every time I get some money out of the ATM I see these words on the screen but, I know that isn't what it really is.

'You're a little pussy'

'You're a fucking coward'

'You know your ex-best friend slept with your ex and you won't do anything about it'

'You're broke asshole'

'Stand up for yourself already'

I can't stand it. There's nothing I can do, though. I guess it's true what people say about me.

"Excuse me, ma'am," A child made her way past me and ran straight to a woman who I guessed was her mother. I gently smiled at her and my ears started to twitch as everyone cried or screamed or dragged their suitcase. I quickly snatched my pills out of my bag and took a few and instantly felt better. I walked a little further and I heard my name being called. Or as everyone calls me by.

"Esined!" The voice yelled out again and I flinched turning around and met faces with my cousin Bella.

"Um, hey Bella...nice seeing you again?" I said to her but, it was more like a question.

"Nice seeing you again too! I haven't seen you in a while! Your hair has gotten longer I see. Yeah, I have hair that stops at my knees, bright and I mean bright blue eyes, my hairs an auburn colour. I have small plump lips. I'm only 5'2 and I'll never grow anymore.

"Yeah, it has. Thanks for noticing," I twirled some of my hair around my finger biting the side of my lip. Bella looked paler than usual and I could see her golden orange eyes through her contacts. Hmm, that's weird. Her hair was darker and went down her back. A man and a girl came over. I looked them up and down.

"Oh! Yes! Esined this is my husband Edward and my daughter Renesmee," Bella smiled at me and I just nodded. I was pulled into a hug and I froze and just patted the girls' back.

"It's so nice to meet you!" The fifteen-year-old looking girl said to me

"Same to you," I said and 'Edward' grabbed my bags. I guess my medicine stopped working because I started feeling bad again and felt something coming up behind me so I quickly turned around to see a ball coming towards my head causing me to duck. The ball hit the ground and I looked up and seen these teens looking mad. I shrugged and then was led to this silver Volvo. Bella was lucky. She had her father I never knew mine. He was gone. Mum always said I was just like him special. I always thought that she meant that I was dumb but, I had straight A's as a kid.

"You don't talk much do you?" Edward asked me. I noticed how he was driving quickly. I'm going to take hints on him and everyone else. We had approached this big home like a mansion.

"Hmm, nice place," I complimented the house and all of these people were suddenly outside and they were just as pale as Bella and Edward. I didn't hear any heartbeats. I have a good sense of hearing so yeah...

"Thank you, welcome to our humble home," A man with blonde hair spoke to me with a kind voice.I stared at them attently as they take breath's that they knew they didn't need. Something is up with family and I'm going to figure it out.