AN: So this is a one shot I wrote about the night at Sonny's and what happens after. It's a little rough around the edges lol. There will be a second part to this coming soon. It was kind of rushed at the end, I didn't have any time to edit before posting this so excuse any errors. I hope you all enjoy part one.

No Regrets

"I told you when I signed the divorce papers, I don't regret the time we spent together. I never will." Sam told Drew as they sat in Sonny's living room after sending Mike to his room. She meant every word, she could never regret the time they had together no matter how it ended. In fact she wished it never ended to begin with, she wished she never said she still loved Jason, but the doubts she had about her choices after the explosion were real. It brought out a lot of confusion and had her questioning things she already knew the answers too. Maybe if she had just took some time to process the feelings it brought out she wouldn't be in this situation. Instead she'd be going home and making love to her husband, not sleeping in an empty bed without him.

Drew looked at her with a look that said he felt the same, mixed with what she thought was desire and then laid his head on her shoulder. The action was reminiscent of the way he had leaned on her after seeing Jason that day in the hospital, except this time it definitely wasn't because he needed comfort. She leaned her head on his and just relished the moment. Feeling his breath on her shoulder made her shudder, it's been months since they were this close. She missed him… she missed them... she loves him.

They sat there like that for a few minutes just thinking of the good times. God she still smells the same… Drew thought to himself, he missed her, her smile, her laugh. He missed the way they were together, he missed going home to her and the kids. The day everything had fallen apart she had begged him to stay and part of him wanted to, but he knew staying wasn't the right thing to do. He most likely would've ended up resenting her and she probably would've ended up doing the same. They would've fallen apart regardless and instead of an amicable divorce it would've been bitter. For the sake of their daughter and the love they shared he was grateful things ended the way they did. At the end of the day though he still loves her, and from the way she looked at him today he could safely assume that she felt the same.

Sam felt him move his head and she shivered. Lifting her head she looked at him and the look in his eyes made her weak. It's been months since she saw that look and she wasn't the least bit shocked that one look could make her wet, but then again Drew rarely ever had to do anything to get her ready for him, hell just his presence makes her pussy throb. Well Samantha if there was ever a time to make a move… and move she did. Caressing his beard softly she leaned forward looking for any hint of reluctance. She saw none so she kissed him, softly at first and then he deepened it.

After that things just escalated, kissing got intense and hands wandered. She moaned when she felt his hands slide up her thighs and underneath her dress as he pulled her to straddle him. Breaking the kiss his lips traveled down her neck, grabbing a handful of his hair Sam moaned his name. The heat between them was enough to set Sonny's house on fire. Drew slid his hand between them and felt her wetness, he groaned. He wanted her, right now he could care less about the fact that they were in the middle of Sonny's house where anyone could walk in, see, or hear them.

Flipping them over so he was on top of her he moved her panties to the side and slid his finger between her folds, enjoying the way her body responded to him. She was always so responsive… and responsive she was because as soon as he started rubbing her clit she came. "OH MY GOD!" She screamed,

"Not god, just Drew." He smirked looking her dead in the eyes as he licked his fingers. Damn she tastes better than I remember…

Sam couldn't take it anymore, she wanted him, she wanted him inside of her. Watching him lick his fingers was enough to send her over the edge again with a mini orgasm. She closed her eyes and shuddered. She felt him taking her underwear off and knew that he was just getting started. She'd be surprised if she even made it through the night after he was done with her. He always did have a way of making sure she couldn't get through the next day without somehow still feeling him between her thighs.

He kissed her again as his hands roamed her body. He kissed her down her body through her dress, yes her dress was still on. Even though he didn't give a fuck if anyone could see or hear them or if anyone walked in he wasn't going to have her body out in the open for everyone to see. Her nails were digging in his scalp as he got closer to where she needed him to be. She was so ready…

"Drew…" she moaned as he kissed the inside of her thighs purposely avoiding where she wanted to be kissed. "Don't tease me."

He just smiled and continued his ministrations, finally getting down to business he licked her slowly, taking his time. The wetter she got, the better she tasted and he was reminded why he was so addicted to her. He didn't go slow for long, after he made her cum again he ate her pussy, like a starving man fresh from the desert. Her legs were shaking and her moans were out of control, her nails were becoming painful but he didn't care, he couldn't get enough. When her legs locked around him he pulled them apart, keeping them that way and her back arched...

Sam couldn't take it anymore, the pleasure was too much for her. The way he was making her body feel was like an overload on her senses. Her back arched and she felt like she was floating and being held down at the same time. She couldn't explain the way it felt, all she knew was she never felt this before. It was new, even for her and Drew. Maybe because he used to stop when she tapped out, but there was no stopping now. The man is clearly trying to kill me… death by orgasm, what a way to go she thought as she came again, this time harder than she ever had in her life.

Drew felt like she was going to rip his hair out with the grip she had, but it wasn't enough to stop him. When she came he licked up every drop of her essence, he was addicted. He felt her grip relax and her body go limp and he smiled to himself. His goal was to take her to new heights and make this night one she'd never forget, especially if this was the last time he'd ever get to make love to her. He kissed up her body again when he reached her lips he pulled back to look at her.

"God you're beautiful." He told her sincerely. She was always the most beautiful to him when he saw her with their kids or when he was making love to her. Even sweaty with sex hair she was the sexiest woman in the world to him, and he was proud that he was the one that did it to her.

She smiled exhausted and flushed, but ready for more. Kissing him with all the energy she had left "Make love to me Drew." She whispered huskily. Reaching down to his pants she unbuckled his belt and slid her hand into his pants. He groaned, his dick was so hard it felt like it could break a diamond, it was painful and all he wanted was to feel her wrapped around him. When she touched him he almost came, he couldn't wait anymore… sensing his need to be inside of her, she unbuckled his pants and pulled them down along with his boxers.

Gripping his dick in her hand she rubbed her thumb along the pre-cum that was oozing from the tip. She stroked him a couple of times before he took her hands in his and intertwined their fingers holding them above her head. Letting one hand go he used it to grab his dick and rub it up and down her pussy slowly, driving them both crazy.

They stared into each others eyes as he entered her and for the first time in months, it felt as if they finally came home. He made love to her slowly at first, gently knowing that she was exhausted and still sensitive from her previous orgasms. He was so tender and loving with her that when she came again it brought tears to her eyes. Tears that he kissed away as he came inside her for the first time in what felt like forever. Leaning his forehead on hers he just looked at her "I missed this." He confessed.

"I missed this too."

"I miss you."

"I miss you too." She kissed him and flipped them over, her energy seemingly replenished after that. "Now let me show you how much." And show him she did.

Half an hour later, in one of Sonny's downstairs guest rooms...

"OH MY GOD, DREW! YES!" Sam screamed as she rode him hard and fast, meeting every one of his thrusts. Clawing his chest and clenching her pussy muscles around him as she came all over his dick.

"Oh fuck! Shit! Sam! AHH!" He moaned as she scratched him up. When she came her pussy clenched around him so hard that he couldn't help but cum after her, long hot spurts of his seed shooting all up in her womb.

She collapsed on his chest breathing hard and sweating as if she just ran a marathon. He ran his hands up and down her back then pulled her head up to kiss her.

"That was incredible." She said as he broke the kiss.

"Yes it was." They both moaned at the sensation as she slid off his dick. It was enough to set them off for another round but both were too tired to even think about going again right now, so she just kissed him again and laid her head on his chest as he held her.

She was rubbing circles on his chest hoping he didn't regret this when he spoke. "You know we probably shouldn't have done this..." He felt her tense as her fingers stopped moving. She buried her head in his chest one last time before trying to move, but he held her in place. "I only mean we probably shouldn't have done this, because now I won't be able to stop wanting to do it every time I see you."

"You don't regret it?" She asked somewhat vulnerably.

"Sam I could never regret making love to you."

"I don't want this to be just a one night stand Drew, and I don't want it to be just sex with us. I know we have a lot of issues to work out, but sex has never been one of them. I want us to get back on track. I want to earn your trust again. I want to earn your heart again. I'm not gonna be able to stop wanting this" gesturing between them "every time I see you either, I'll never be a 'one and done' kinda girl with you. But I want more than just this."

"Good, because I'll never be a 'hit it and quit it' kinda guy with you. Yeah... I know we have a lot to work on and we will. I want us back on track as well, but it is going to take time for you to earn my trust again. Just as I know it'll take time to earn yours as well. Now as far as my heart, Sam you never lost it. The love we shared isn't gone, I know you still love me and I know, you know I feel the same. We may have drifted apart, but baby we're not lost at sea and this will never be just sex."

She couldn't speak after that, all she could really do was cry, not because she was upset but because she was happy that there was hope for them. Hope she didn't have a day ago. Hope she never would've had if they didn't come to Michaels farce of a wedding. Him wiping her tears did nothing but bring on another set.

"Hey, hey none of that. Okay? Baby don't cry." He said kissing her softly.

"I know, I know. I'm sorry, I'm just happy."

"Moved to tears huh?" He joked. "Well if I'm going to be the cause of you crying I'm glad it's not because you're upset."

She just smiled and cuddled back into him "Can we just stay like this?"

"Hmmm yeah for a little bit, but I'm sure Sonny will be back soon so we should probably get cleaned up and at least try to make this place look decent again." He laughed.

"We did get a little wild didn't we?" She said as she looked around the room. "Oh well, I'll get Graciella to clean it up while we shower." Drew just looked at her like she was crazy "what? It's not like she hasn't seen worse with Sonny's sexual escapades."

"Well that's true… alright fine let's do it."

An hour later…

Drew and Sam were sitting back on the couch watching tv, his arm was over her shoulder and she leaned into him basking in the lightness between them. Graciella cleaned the bedroom while they showered. Well, truth be told all they did was utilize their time underneath that amazing water pressure in more dirty ways, instead of trying to get clean. Sam smirked at him when she thought about just how dirty they got. She was about to speak when they heard the car door slam.

"Well Sonny's home." Drew said as he was about to remove his arm.

"What are you doing?" She said locking their fingers and stopping him from moving. "We're not about to hide from Sonny and Jason of all people."

"It's not about hiding, I just… I don't know. I wanted this, between us to be ours for a little longer before everyone else got wind of it. Plus I really don't want to deal with Sonny or iRobot's reactions tonight."

"Okay." she laughed kissing him "this will be all ours for now. I don't like it but fine, no robots or midget gangsters will find out tonight." She laughed as she ran her hand across his lap making him groan pulling back just as she heard the key in the lock.

"To be continued..." he whispered in her ear.

"Most definitely." She responded huskily.

Sonny came in followed by his guard dog of course. "Hey Sam, thanks for staying with Mike until I got back… oh, hey Drew." He said as they got into the living room.

"Hey man, I hope you don't mind me helping Sam with your dad." He said as they stood up.

"Nah I don't mind, thank you. I'm sure my dad appreciated it." He said honestly.

"Yeah… you're welcome man." Drew looked at Sam having a silent conversation with her, she smiled.

"I hope he wasn't too much trouble." Sonny said looking at Sam.

She turned to him. "Not at all Sonny he could never be too much trouble. He actually had some very insightful advice. Reminded me of how he used to be."

"What advice?" Jason asked, looking at Sam and speaking for the first time.

"Nothing specific, but again it was insightful." She answered him and then turned to Drew with an arched brow.

"Yeah it was. Sonny your dad is a good man, I'm sorry he has to go through this. And I'm sorry you have to go through this. If you need anyone to keep him company another time…" he left it open for interpretation.

"Thank you. " Sonny said shaking his hand.

"No problem, we're going to head out now. Sam..." he said holding his hand out so she could walk past him. "Y'all have a good night."

"Goodnight guys." Sam waved before heading out the door with Drew behind her.

"What was that?" Jason asked Sonny looking like a confused dog.

"I don't know." He shrugged although he had an idea. They're definitely fucking again…

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"Wow…"

"That was amazing." They said at the same time, both out of breath, sweaty and flushed as they collapsed next to each other on Sams bed.

It had been three months since that night at Sonny's and they've been making up for lost time, in the literal sense. They've had sex at least once a day for the last 90 days, it was like an addiction for them, one that neither one was trying to fight. They had talked about the things that broke them apart, argued at times about them too, but all in all they realized that none of the problems were big enough to have either one throwing in the towel. The break they had helped put things into perspective, and although they hated to admit it the divorce certainly helped as well. They fought about other things too, well people actually. Two people in particular, Margaux Dawson and Jason Morgan.

Sam hated the new DA, she also hated how the chick was getting way too close for comfort with her man. Drew... well he just couldn't stand Jason on a normal day, so Sam helping him out with the Carly situation irritated him to no end. They both knew there were no feelings for the two on their end but it was obvious Jason was still waiting on Sam to "make her decision". And MarGo as Sam calls her because she refuses to get her name right was clearly starting to have feelings for Drew, it didn't help that she came along the same day Curtis had told them both to move on. Not to mention the fact that Sam also believes the bitch has an angle.

None of that though seemed to ruin things between them, if anything the fighting made the sex hotter and things with them emotionally were getting stronger. Sam was tired of hiding though, she wanted them back out in the open to everyone, especially the kids who are back to being used to seeing mommy and daddy together everyday, despite the fact that one or the other would either be gone by breakfast the next morning or before bedtime at night, depending on whose house they were at. Scout was too young to understand it, but she was a very intelligent and inquisitive one year old who was quite frankly growing way too fast for her parents. The little girl made it quite obvious over the last few months how happy she was to have her parents with her everyday again, and how angry she could get if one or the other wasn't there. So was Danny to be honest, Drew was the only father he's ever known and they've always had a strong bond. To Danny he was the best father in the world.

Danny didn't have that with Jason, not from the lack of trying though. He would invite Jason to school functions or his little league games but the man never came, yet Drew always did. So much for being a hands on father, Sam thought one day after Danny came home excited to tell her and both of his dads about him getting an award at school, needless to say Drew was already there with her. He was excited for Danny and even helped him call Jason only to get pissed when Jason told the little boy he couldn't make it because of "work". The kid tried not to cry, but ended up with tears down his face anyway and Drew just held him and reassured him that everything would be fine. Danny stopped trying after that, especially when he heard Jake was getting close to him, and Sam well if Jason didn't ask about Danny she didn't mention him, she just helped the investigation into ferncliff to help Carly and left it at that...

"I know." He smiled as he rolled back over positioning himself between her thighs and just laid forehead to forehead staring at her.

"I love you." She spoke staring back at him.

"I love you too." He said kissing her, before he could lead her into another round of mind blowing sex she broke the kiss.

"We need to talk."

"You wanna talk? Now? Right now?" He asked a little bit shocked, talking was the last thing on his mind. "Really?"

"Yes, yes, yes, and yes." She replied "You're usually out the door by the time the kids wake up for breakfast, so I want to get this out now while we have time."

He sighed "Okay, let's talk." Not even moving to get off of her.

She just gave him a look a look "Really? Baby I'm serious."

"Alright, alright." He pulled back and got off of her and out of the bed to put on his boxers and sweats, while she put on his shirt from last night with her panties.

Jumping back on the bed he leaned against the headboard "Alright, what do you want to talk about?"

"Us."

"What about…" he started but Sam cut him off "I want us to be exclusive." She said.

"I thought we were?" Drew asked genuinely confused, he wasn't fucking anyone else and he didn't have feelings for anyone but her and she knew that, he also knew the same went for her so he didn't know what this was about.

"Are we? Because NOBODY knows about us and if I'm not mistaken, you have lunch with your little friend every Saturday and she still believes you're single. Not to mention Kim, I know she's dating my dad but according to him she's not trying to 'commit' because of Oscar, who coincidentally wants the two of you together now that you're no longer with me." She said with a little bit of irritation in her tone.

"Okay baby, I thought you were okay with us keeping things private for a little while, just cherishing what we have before letting the world in? We're not hiding, it's not like anyone has asked about us outside of Curtis saying we had to move on and that was three months ago. Margaux is just that a FRIEND that's all she'll ever be, you know that so I won't even bother with that. Kim doesn't want me and I don't want her regardless of what a 16 year old wants. I'm with you, only you and we are exclusive. We just haven't told anyone, where is this coming from?"

"Drew I told you from the beginning that I didn't like the idea of hiding. Privacy is one thing, but we haven't even been on a date. Cherishing what we have shouldn't mean hiding it from the world. I'll always cherish what we have, I just don't want it to be in secret anymore."

"Okay baby, let's go on a date and then tell the whole world that you're mine again. But how about we start the day off with some breakfast and family time first?." He smiled at her.

"Okay, and for the record I've always been yours that will never change." She smiled back and then crawled up the bed and straddled him. Just as she started kissing him the bedroom door opened and they froze and turned, there in the doorway was their sleepy six year old holding his baby sisters hand while she sucked her thumb and he rubbed his eyes, neither one paying attention to what was going on in front of them.

"Mommy we're hungry." Danny said as Sam got off of Drew and walked towards them. Kneeling in front of them she pulled scouts thumb from her mouth and his hand from his eyes and kissed them both on the forehead.

"Okay buddy I'll be down in a second to start breakfast, why don't you take your sister to the living room and turn on boss baby?"

"Okay mommy. Hi daddy." He said before he realized what he said and then both children were suddenly awake.

"DADDY!" Both kids screamed as they saw Drew behind Sam and she covered her ears and rolled her eyes playfully as they ran right on past her to him. Drew got out the bed and kneeled down to catch them in his arms. He smothered them with kisses and tickles as they laughed and screamed.

"OKAY, OKAY DADDY NO MORE! No more!" Danny screamed in between laughs.

Sam stood there with a smile and tears in her eyes as she watched them my family… Drew slowed his tickles and kisses to as stop and looked up at her smiling down on them, he smiled at her and then whispered to the kids. Before Sam knew what was happening she was down on the floor being smothered by kisses and tickles from her babies and the love of her life, they've never been happier in their lives.

"Daddy are you going to stay for breakfast?" Danny asked after they all settled down.

"Yeah buddy, every morning from now on we're going to have a family breakfast." Drew said as he rubbed the kids hair playfully.

"Really?! Yay!" He yelled as he hugged Drew. Sam and Drew just smiled at each other. A few minutes later they were all in the kitchen, Drew of course was cooking, Danny wanted to help so Drew put him on pancake duty. Sam was at the kitchen table with scout playing peekaboo enjoying the squeals coming from her baby girl and occasionally taking peeks at her boys. All of a sudden a smell hit her and she bolted from the table, leaving her kids confused and Drew concerned. Drew finished the last of the food and turned the oven off before pulling Danny down from the counter.

"Hey buddy, can you watch your sister for a second while I go check on mommy?"

"Okay daddy." Danny said obediently.

"Good boy." He said as he rubbed his head and kissed scout before leaving the kitchen. As he entered the bathroom he saw Sam hunched over the toilet throwing up what little food she had leftover in her stomach from last night. Sitting down beside her he rubbed her back and pulled her hair behind her shoulder.

"You okay?"

"I'm fine, the smell of the sausage just hit me the wrong way that's all." She answered as she leaned into him.

"You sure baby? You're not sick are you?" He asked.

"Yes I'm sure babe, I'm okay." She said touching his cheek.

"Okay." He kissed her temple and just held her until she was ready to move.

"Okay let's go before the food gets cold and the kids find something to get into." She said as he helped her up and to the sink. She rinsed her mouth out and they headed back into the kitchen. They ate breakfast as a family, laughing at scouts babbling and Danny's jokes. After they finished eating Drew had to get ready for work, he was glad he brought a suit with him. He kissed the kids and then headed up to take a shower...

Ten minutes later he felt a pair of soft hands wrap themselves around his waist and a kiss on his back. He closed his eyes and just relished the contact. Turning around he looked at the love of his life and admired her body. He noticed she was gaining a little weight, it wasn't a bad weight gain, she was definitely getting thicker in all the right spots, he just didn't want her to take things the wrong way. Thinking back to her getting sick this morning he decided to check on her again.

"How are you feeling?" She arched an eyebrow and then looked down "her your mind out of the gutter." He laughed "I'm talking about earlier, are you feeling better?"

"I told you baby I'm fine. I feel better. In fact I'm feeling so good that I'm ready to finish what we started before our children interrupted us this morning." She said licking her lips and running her hands down his chest making him moan.

"Sam…" was the last word that was spoken between them before Drew took her against the wall of the shower.

Half an hour later…

"Dinner tonight?" Drew asked Sam as they got dressed for the day.

She turned to him "Like a date?" she asked.

"Not like a date, a date. You and me tonight? An overnight trip to the city, dinner at this new rooftop restaurant I'm thinking about buying."

"You're thinking about buying a restaurant?"

"Yeah I want to expand the business and tap into new markets. You know? Build a legacy for our children. But tonight isn't about business, I've been hearing great things about it and I've been wanting to take you there. Tonight's perfect, so what do you say?"

"I say yes." She said as she went to help him with his tie.

"What are your plans for the day?" he asked her while wrapping his arms around her waist.

"A mother daughter day with Scout while Danny is in school. Ice cream and the zoo when he gets out."

"So would my girls like to come to the office and have lunch with me today?"

"Hmmm… I think your girls would love that." She said as she finished his tie.

"Good, looking forward to it." he said kissing her.

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Sam had just walked into the new offices of Aurora Media with Scout when she was stopped by his assistant Andrea. "I'm sorry Ms. McCall but Mr. Cain is in a meeting right now." Sam was about to speak when they both heard a crash from the office. Running to the door she opened it and saw Peter August knocked out on the ground and the man she loves standing over him looking pissed off and disheveled. He looked up and saw his two girls in the doorway and his eyes softened. Sam was looking shocked and Scout was as unbothered as ever while she played with her moms earring. Walking over to them he kissed Sam making her forget all about the shock she was just feeling at the scene she walked in on. The kiss didn't last long though as their daughters giggles reminded them where they were and who was present.

Drew broke the kiss and grabbed his princess from Sams arms and tossed her in the air making her squeal and then covered her face with kisses. Sams heart melted at the scene, she loved seeing him with their kids, their daughter especially because it was a bond she herself never got to share with her father. Every moment spent with this amazing man and their family made her so happy that she was able to provide her kids with something she had only ever dreamed about- a mother, a father, and a home filled with nothing but love. She was so grateful that she didn't lose that dream forever and she was so grateful that she gets to share it with the man standing in front of her. She was glad she came to her senses before getting stuck in the rabbit hole with the asshole that is her ex husband. Speaking of assholes, she looked to the one on the floor. Sam had questions starting with why he was there in the first place.

"Drew…" Sam started, before he cut her off.

"Hold that thought baby. Andrea, can you take Scout to the playroom for me? We'll be by to get her in a few minutes."

"Yes sir." she said as she took scout and left.

Closing the door behind them he turned to Sam "What were you going to say?"

"What happened before I walked in?"

"He came to me with this." He said tossing the flash drive to her. "He said he was trying to make amends for being a part of taking my life away." Sam froze as she looked down at the one little piece of machinery that could rock their world forever, she felt sick to her stomach. She dropped the flash drive and ran into Drew's private bathroom. Drew stood there confused by her reaction until he saw her drop the flash drive and run to his bathroom. He was concerned, it was the second time today she's thrown up. Picking up the flash drive and locking it in his desk he called security to come get peter out of the building. Once that was done he went into the bathroom to check on Sam, this time he didn't find her puking her brains out but rinsing her mouth and looking exhausted as she stood in front of the sink.

"Sam are you okay?" He said as he walked towards her and brushed her hair off her face, she was warm to the touch. "I think you're coming down with something. It feels like you might have a fever."

"I'm fine, just a little tired now and super hungry."

"Fine, I'll let it go for now. Let's go get you some lunch."

A few minutes later they were having a picnic lunch at the park. They played around with scout for awhile before eating. Scout had immediately fallen asleep on Sam after they finished eating and Sam fell asleep shortly after her. Drew just held them in his arms just enjoying the moment. After a few minutes he woke Sam up so they could leave, got everything settled into the car and headed to Sam's house deciding to take the rest of the day off. They enjoyed their nap, took the kids out for ice cream and dropped them off with Alexis for the weekend.

They were getting ready for their date/impromptu trip to New York when Sam started to feel sick again. Outside of throwing up twice, she's been having random bouts of nausea all day and she was still tired despite the nap earlier. She hasn't told Drew because he's been worried about her all day and she didn't want to ruin their plans, but now she couldn't help it.

"Babe."

"Yeah?" He said turning to her noticing how pale and flushed she looked. Rushing over to her he gently touched her forehead. She was burning up.

"I don't feel so good…" she barely got out before she fainted. He caught her in his arms, laid her down on the bed. Reaching for his phone he called Monica and told her what was happening. She told him to bring Sam to the hospital as soon as he could wake her up. Sam woke up to the feeling of a cool compress on her forehead and the concerned eyes of her love.

"What happened?"

"You passed out. I called Monica, we're going to the hospital to get you checked out."

"We don't have to do that baby I feel fine now."

"You've said that every time I've asked you today and I let it slide. Not now. Come on." He said picking her up and carrying her to his car.

Arriving at the hospital he got out and picked her up again. "Drew you don't have to carry me into the hospital I can walk." She said rolling her eyes at his antics.

"I thought you liked being in my arms?" He said in mock hurt.

"I love being in your arms but baby I'm fine, you don't have to do all of this."

"I don't have to. I want to now hush." He said kissing her silent. Walking up to the nurses desk he told them that they were here to see Monica. The nurse nodded and led them to a room and told them Monica was on her way down. She came in and performed some tests an hour and a half later she came back into the room and was going to deliver the news when Drew's phone rung. He ignored it but it just kept ringing. "Answer it baby. They won't stop until you do. I'll let you know what the verdict is, I promise."

"Okay I'll be back in a few minutes." He sighed as he walked out and answered his phone.

"So lay it on me Monica, am I sick?"

"No Sam far from it." She smiled

"Okaaayyy… what's going on then? Why are you smiling?"

"Well because one always smiles at the news of new additions to the family."

"New additions to the… I'm…" point to herself "we're…" pointing to the door where Drew disappeared "we're having another baby?" She asked tearfully in disbelief.

"You're having another baby!" Monica smiled as she hugged her.

"Everything okay?" Drew asked as he walked in.

"Yeah everything's fine, I'm okay. I was just telling your mom about us getting back together." She said looking at Monica to back her up. She was going to tell Drew the big news, but in her way. Monica got the clue and played along.

"I'm so happy that you two finally got your shit together. I was tired of seeing you both walk around as shells of your former selves."

"Well, I'm glad you feel that way mom, I love you. Thank you for your help today. She really is okay?"

"She is better than okay son don't worry. I love you too. I'll leave you to it. Goodnight Sam." She said hugging her "congratulations" she whispered. "Goodnight Drew." She hugged him and left.

"Ready to go?"

"More than ready." She said.

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After Sam and Drew got home she decided that since they couldn't go to new york tonight she'll make dinner. To Drew's surprise the meal was actually pretty good and she had told him that while they were apart she took some cooking classes so that the kids wouldn't starve, be stuck with boxed macaroni or get used to eating take out. They talked, laughed and had a good time, just the two of them. It was something that they needed, it was something Sam needed. She was excited to tell him the news but she was scared at the same time, they were back together and the love was stronger but were they ready for another child? She didn't know the answer to that, but she knew that she had to tell him because ready or not a baby is coming.

Sam laid in his arms after they made love relishing in the comfort of his arms and how safe she felt. She still couldn't believe that she got to fall asleep beside him every night and wake up to his face every morning again. She couldn't go back to sleeping alone, she hoped she'd never have too…

"You know I can hear you thinking." Drew said as he turned so they were face to face. "What's going on in that pretty head of yours?"

"I'm just thinking about how much I love you."

"I love you too."

"I don't want to lose you again."

"You never lost me, you'll never lose me. I'm not going anywhere, I thought you knew that."

"I thought I did too." She sniffled "But I did lose you and it almost killed me. I can't lose you again, just the thought hurts." she broke down fucking hormones...

"Where is this coming from baby? What's wrong? Hey... Sam?" Something was wrong and he wanted to know what it was. "Baby, come on talk to me. What's wrong?" he asked sitting them both up and pulling her face towards him.

"I'm pregnant." she blurted out.

To be continued...