A quickly written drabble cause Alex was just overloading my senses with ZxS love w

Just Tell Me No

- - - - - - - - - Zoro/Sanji's point of view. You decide which one

If there is one thing I could wish for, it'd be for him to get a hint.

Everytime I fight, everytime I push away, I'm just waiting for him to quit pushing back. I want him to ignore what I say, to completely revoke it and hold me. I don't care where; the deck of our ship, the busy street of some island, the damp sheets on a bed...

"Oi, baka-marimo."

Our exchanged insults for my part are nothing but a cover-up. I want your attentions, crave them. Seek nothing but your eyes on me. Perhaps more?

"Fucking love-cook."

It's enough to make a person cry. Or gag. Either way I know it's pathetic. We'll never be allowed to express anything but rivalry and pain. Why?

I want him to see me. To look at my attempts to keep him at a distance and see them for what they really are: a cry to be denied. I want him to tell me "No. I won't let you go. no matter what you say, I know how you feel."

I am a moron. A no-good excuse for a nakama. But can't you see? I'm dying here without you. So stop glaring, take a step bakc, and look: I'm yours for the taking.

Just tell me no.

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