-1Hey people, this is my first fan fic Ever. Please review and tell how I could improve or whether you liked it or not. Any way's, enjoy.
"Go away" I yelled, I slammed my bedroom door shut. Crying I fell to my knees, the last thing I needed was my brother trying to make me feel better. I didn't need to feel better, I just want everyone to leave me alone. More sobs escaped as I climbed onto my bed, I pulled the sheets around me.
I felt violated and used.
I was raped… I was walking home from work, when he came up behind me. I didn't know what to do. Though what happened next…
More sobs escaped me. I couldn't even think it. Those eyes were burned into my head, it was like, if I didn't get out of there I would die. No one to hear my screams.
"Roxas. Please open up, you just stormed up to your room. I know your upset but why? Did Hayner try to get to you again? Come on bro, let me in. Please" Sora was begging, I guess I should let him in. But him seeing me like this, I would look pitiful.
"Fine" I answered, no emotion could be detected in my voice. I made sure of it. I walked over to my door and opened it. Sora was staring at me, I imagined what he saw.
His brother, Eyes red from crying, clothes ripped up and barely covering up his body. My hair was surely a mess, I was surely a mess. I didn't care. It was only my brother.
Sora came up and hugged me, trying to make me feel better. I couldn't bring myself to tell him what happened, it ripped me on the inside. I broke down, hugging him tight, he was my lifeline. Mum and Dad had gone out on a business trip leaving me and Sora alone.
Shortly afterward, I fell asleep. Still being cradled by my brother.
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Roxas awoke in the morning only to find that he had been moved to his bed. Roxas wasn't too puzzled as to how he got there. He figured Sora probably carried him to bed…if that were possible.
"I really should get changed" Roxas thought numbly, climbing out of bed and opening the walk in closest. He pulled out the first thing that hr saw: Black kaki pants and a black top, with a black and white jacket.
After throwing his clothes on Roxas walked downstairs, Sora was in the kitchen with another person. As he came closer to the kitchen he realised the other voice to be Riku's.
Roxas walked into the large kitchen and leaned against the clean bench waiting for Sora and Riku to notice him. It didn't take long before Sora turned around and jumped when he saw Roxas leaning on the bench.
"Hey Roxas, how did you sleep? How do you feel? What was wrong last night? What happ-"
"Sora, don't" He warned him, Roxas' voice was dry and some what bitter. Sora nodded and smiled at him half heartedly.
"You were a bit heavy to carry so I called Riku up!" Sora said, walking towards Riku who had his arms open to Sora. Sora smiled as he leaned heavily on Riku, Riku landed a light kiss on Sora's cheek.
"Aren't we supposed to go to school today?" Roxas asked, he didn't feel like talking to any one. Roxas was just going to block everything out, it was the only way he felt he could deal with this.
"Oh, well, yeah but I was going to let you stay home. With what happened last night and all"
"And what would mum and dad say if they caught wind that I hadn't gone to school. No thanks. I'll see you later, I'm heading off"
"Do you want a ride?" Riku asked suddenly, Roxas saw the worry in his eyes. He didn't really want him to worry though, Riku wasn't his boyfriend after all.
"No thanks" Roxas picked up his bag, which was empty, and walked out of the house. Roxas grabbed his skateboard and rode off to school. At almost every turn he looked behind himself, he was on edge. Because he was always turning around it made him run into a few bins and other people.
Finally Roxas got to school, in one piece, I'll add. Because Roxas wasn't talking to Hayner he wasn't going to sit with that group today. He still had another group which he had a choice to sit with…Sora and Riku. Roxas refused to sit with them.
"Who knows what they'll get up to while I'm there" Roxas thought, he was about to go over to Sora but stopped. He just wanted to be alone. Instead Roxas walked to the library.
He was almost there when someone hugged him from behind. Roxas screamed, squirming out of that person's grip. Tears flowed freely down his face.
"Roxas…are you okay?" Namine asked, she didn't mean to frighten Roxas like that. He seemed really out of it. "Roxas?" Namine put a hand on Roxas' shoulder. He simply pushed her away.
"I'm fine, I gotta go" Roxas said quickly, he didn't wait for a respond. He ran to the library, hoping no one else he knew would be there. He grabbed a rather big book from the shelves and hid behind it once he sat down.
He took deep breathes, trying calm down his racing heart. And the tears that were surely to follow.
"It's okay Roxas, it's okay" He thought, trying to calm down. It was going to take a lot more to get him to calm down or even open up to any one any more.
Over the next week he became more isolated and quiet. He didn't even talk to Sora about anything like he did usually, when he arrived home in the afternoon's he would just go up into his room.
He still hadn't talked to Hayner or any other members of their small group. He avoided eye contact with just about everyone. When his parents arrived home from their business trip he just ignored them.
"I just, don't know what's wrong with him. He talks to me about everything, now. Nothing. I'm worried Riku" Sora and Riku were up in Sora's room. Riku placed a loving hand on Sora's shoulder. Riku had noticed Roxas' behaviour as well, he was worried about the young blond.
"Yeah, me too. Did he tell you anything before he just stopped talking to everyone?" Riku asked in a gentle yet strong tone. Sora shook his head, he felt like crying. Roxas was upset, he couldn't do anything to make him feel better.
"No. Do you think that- that something could've happened on his way back from work?" Sora managed to spit out.
Riku didn't say anything back, there was a strong possibility of that. Maybe an accident? Riku just sighed, and pulled Sora into his arms. Sora snuggled up to Riku before sobbing slightly. Whatever had happened to Roxas had a strong effect on Sora.
Sora hated it though how none of his friends even seemed the least bit worried or wanted to know what was going on. He only wished that he would find out soon.
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Note: Roxas, didn't like me writing this. Poor Roxy. I'm not sure whether to continue this so please tell me what you think.
