"Not Knowing"
When you read this you won't think of me,
You won't think of the pain you cause me, when your with her,
You won't think of the mental anguish you put me through;
You won't know how much I miss you when you aren't there.
You won't know when I love you,
Because I won't say it out loud,
You won't know what I'm thinking because you keep your head in the coulds,
You won't know the tears I will shed when you say you not longer love me,
When you tell me we're through;
And you won't know you're the reasons for the scars on my arms,
Because not knowing is sometimes for the best.
