The gray sky along with its rain

accompanied the interlocking thrums of the trains.

The clacking footsteps of every person in the station

drowned the noise of droplets from the rainclouds.

Every passerby has their own story to tell,

problems to discuss,

and a life to live.

The world felt complete with its rhythmic

and steady imperfections.

The world kept on going

and yet

Two thoughts echoed through nothing:

"A feeling that somehow,

despite everything I've achieved,

despite everyone I've met

I am not living my life to the fullest."

The faint insights staggering.

"I don't really mind losing something at all.

It's part of life.

Nothing is permanent.

But why do I long

for something that I cannot even fathom?"