This is inspired by a tweet Lea Michel made about a phone call that is coming up between Finn and Rachel I hope you enjoy. And let me know if I should continue.

It had been two weeks. Two weeks since Rachel had last talked to Finn. Two Weeks since she last saw him. Two weeks since she broke her own heart yet again. Rachel thought it was best not to talk to Finn to just shut him out for good, to finally move on. That was easier said than done. She was in a state of pain ever since that night in that bar. Rachel didn't know why she had to kiss Brody if she hadn't kissed him then she and Finn would still be together or at least talking.

It was the day after thanksgiving and she was really happy for Kurt finally finding the will to call Blaine and that they had made plans to see each other over Christmas even if it lead to nothing more than friendship at least they had that.

Rachel was spending yet another day in bed when Kurt came into her room. "Here" he threw her phone at her.

"What's this for?"

"Call him"

"Call who" Rachel asked playing dumb she knew darn well who Kurt was talking about but she didn't want to she wanted this to all go away she wanted these feelings to go away, but Rachel knew that, that would never happen.

"Finn you need to talk to him"

"Kurt you know I am on a no contact pact with him"

"So break it"

"Why I don't want to talk to him and he doesn't want to talk to me"

"Yes you do Rachel you have been moping in this bed ever sense we got home from Lima."

"What do you expect me to do Kurt, Finn was my life and now that's gone because of me. I threw away the one true love of my life for some upper classman that doesn't care about my feelings."

"Brody does care Rachel"

"No he doesn't"

"What even happened between you two you left Lima crying and you never told me what even happened?"

"Fine you finally want to know what happened. I got a after the show from Cassie telling me to back off from Brody because she just got done sleeping with him"

"Oh"

"Yeah now you know"

"Rachel he doesn't matter he isn't good enough for you"

Rachel just looked at him.

"Here I am leaving take your phone and call him I don't care if you're not talking you need to fix this" Kurt put Rachel's phone on her bed and walked out of the apartment hoping that his plan would work he hated seeing his best friend like this.

Rachel started at the phone "I can't call him he hates me after what I did I don't blame him I would hate me too.

Rachel went to grab her phone. Her delicate fingers went and they grazed her phone and she pulled away quickly like the phone was a hot pan in the oven.

"Pull it together you can do this" she went and grabbed her phone. She looked through her contacts and then she remembered that she removed his number from her phone in an attempt to forget him of course it didn't work. Not that not having his number mattered that number was one that she would never forget.

She went to type in the numbers and waited for the ring to come up.

Finn was sitting in his room at his house a lot has happened since he last saw Rachel he was finally starting to get over her. He had gone on a couple of dates none led to anything more than a peck on the lips but at least he was trying to move on.

It came to a shock when he found Rachel crying that night after the show, he had finally thought that Rachel was going to come back to him and they were going to try and work through their problems. But as soon as he saw the tears he knew they were not for him.

He tried to comfort her anyway after all he still cared deeply for her and only wanted the best for her. But when she told him that she didn't want any contact with him it had hurt him all over again the scars were now bleeding and the hurt he felt when they were in New York had come rushing back. And when she said that he wasn't her home anymore he started to lose hope.

Finn even went into a brief depression stage where all he did was go to glee and come home even being at glee hurt. Being on the stage hurt the most they had so many memories their first song together. There first kiss and the worst memory of all was her break up.

Finn sat on his bed and remembered all the times they would cuddle on his huge bed and just lay with each other she would always be wrapped up in his arms and he would have his chin resting on top of her head whispering funny and cute things to her he loved making her laugh.

Finn was pulled out of his flashbacks when he heard his phone ringing but something was off about it that wasn't just any ringtone it was the one he had set for Rachel. His finger often lingered to delete her from his phone for good but he never had the heart to do it.

Finn walked over to his phone that was blaring faithfully and sure enough Rachel's picture popped up his finger lingered over the answer button he needed to decide to answer or ignore.

He thought what the hell and pushed the answer button.

"Hello" Finn said nerves clear in his voice

"Hi" she said sweetly but also nervous. God he had missed her voice he would take her voice any day even if it was yelling at him he just missed it so much. He survived by going on her old MySpace and watching her singing videos her newer ones from last year being dedicated to him.

"Hi" he said back.

"Finn I was wrong" said Rachel fighting back tears.

"I can't not talk to you, it's too hard"

"Rachel you can always talk to me always I don't care if its 3 am"

"I'm sorry" she sobbed out "I should have never told you to not talk to me it was so wrong"

"Rach its okay we just needed some space" Rachel smiled at her old nickname.

"And I'm so sorry for that, so how have you been?"

"I have been alright just getting the kids ready for their next competition."

"Oh yeah sorry I could be at the last one congrats though"

"Thanks and yeah we really missed you"

"Thank you Finn. I need to talk to you"

"Okay"

"We never talked about me kissing Brody and I think it's time"

"o-okay" Finn said getting scared.

"I hate that you had to see that and it didn't mean anything it was in the moment and I want you to know that it wasn't a date I just invited him over to hang out and I don't even know how it got to that point"

"I understand that but I wish you hadn't done it."

Rachel let the tears slid down her face "Finn I didn't know what to do you didn't call, you didn't write me a letter and I was lonely."

Finn could tell Rachel was crying. "Rachel I didn't call because I felt like you needed your space and that you didn't want me after what I did to you."
"Don't you get it you could do anything and I would still want you you're the only person that makes me feel the way I do when I'm with you"

"I still want you and that's so wrong because all the shit we have been through and I still want you I don't get it but that's okay as long as I'm with you."

"Me to Finn"

"Are you coming home for Christmas?"

"Yes of course"

"Can I see you? Please."

"Yes Finn I would love that" Rachel said still crying.

"Rach don't cry okay don't cry"

"I can't stop I almost lost you and that kills me."

"you will never loose me"

"good because your too good to loose. I have a class soon. See you Christmas?"

"Yes of course Rach"

"I don't know if I should say this but I am going to anyway I love you Finn.

"I don't care if it's wrong I love you too Rach. See you in a month.

"Goodbye Finn" Rachel needed the call and was thankful Kurt make her do that. Only 31 more days until Christmas.

Please review. Continue? Let me know if this should be more than a oneshot