No matter how hard I try

I cannot seem to find

All the pieces of your heart

The missing pieces in mine

No matter what I do

I can never take back what I did

When I broke your heart to pieces

I cant fix you

Anymore than I can fix myself

Because…

Even though I went after my own happiness

When I broke your heart

I broke mine as well

When our lives collided in ways

That shattered you to pieces

You took a good part of me with you

Now our shattered pieces are mixed together on the ground

Impossible to separate

Impossible to fix

I don't mind

Because I deserve this pain

But you don't seem to mind yours

And I think that's because

All you ever really wanted

Was to be inseparable

To be together 'til the end of time

You wanted that connection

But not like this

But that's what you got

Pain, sorrow, regrets

That is how we are connected

Love, happiness, beautiful memories

That's how you wanted it to be

'Be careful what you wish for

You might just get it'

Those words never felt so true

As they do now

For I wished for my own happiness

My wants, dreams, and desires

You were never a part of these

And what happened to you?

When all my dreams came true?

You were shattered to pieces.

And I'm sorry you had to pay for my happiness with your own

I'm sorry I broke us in ways we cant fix

I'm sorry…

Because I did this to you

All the broken pieces of my heart…

They're yours too.


Basically this is how everone will feel by the end of this story...

I hope this little thing helped you get all good and angsty for the story