First of all: I do not owe DragonBallZ
This is my first fic I hope you like it
Times in the Life of an Cyborg
Chapter1
Why did he do this? Why didn't he just let me die? I was more then ready to die ? First I was scarred because he surprised me. But when it came to fighting Cell I was more ready die. Surely I could have let him absorb without fighting him. It wouldn't have made any difference but there was the anger and pain of loosing 17 to him and so I kept fighting. It was pathetic. I shouldn't be able to feel pain even though it was mental pain. Why am I thinking this? My mind is playing tricks on me. Damn it Gero. What have you done to me?. My whole life- I mean the few days of my existence – I was like dead everything appealed to me as boring and unimportant. Everything that was important to me in the past was gone. I don't even remember what was so important about my past. The only thing I know is that there had been something else than Gero's lab. But that would mean that he didn't remove all me memories. A prove for this theory would be that 17 and even I acted quite human. For 17 it was this annoying cars stuff. I like doing some shopping. That means that there are some things in me which are human. But how can it be that Gero made such a mistake. Who can this calculating genius be such a fool? I hate him maybe he wanted to remind us of what we had lost. I wish I had the opportunity to kill him over and over again. 17 where are you. The Namek said you may still be alive. I don't even know if that's the right word for our situation. As Cyborgs we life forever always staying young never growing older. What a disgusting idea. I would be stuck with this cockroaches who have more fun than me cause they're really alive. They will always remind me of what I've lost.
As she continued flying she felt rain on her face.
Oh great just when you think it can't get any better it's getting more an more disgusting. Hay I know this place 17 fought the Namek near this island with the pink house on it. I wonder who can be so crazy to paint his house in pink colours. I don't want to get wet. Maybe they let me stay for a while.
18 flew down and knocked on the door. An old man with sunglasses opened the door. 18 could still see his eyes with her enhanced ice blue eyes. They were strange. When you looked in her eyes they were cold and unaffectionate. But as you look closer and see what was behind the surface you could tell that her eyes were the symbols of a haunted past. That was the one thing that attracted Krillin at once. He couldn't imagine why eyes that looked so young and innocent on the one hand and the disgusted and haunted on the other. He never saw 17 and 18 as androids because of their eyes. He just knew that they were partly human. He wasn't really sure if his assumption was correct but he had this certain feeling. All the others thought that 17 and 18 were just some machines or tin cans as Vegeta called them. But Krillin felt it he couldn't have fallen in love with a simple machine could he? He just knew that 18 must have some human and good sides on her.
Reading a book on the coach he suddenly heard Roshi jump up and down like he was watching one of these disgusting aerobic shows. As he saw the reason for his strange behaviour Krillin suddenly got scarred and nervous. There in the doorway stood no one other than C18 who was looking really pissed of at the moment. He had to stop Roshi before he was up to do something stupid. 18 would have no problem in taking of his head with one hand if she wanted to. Krillin jumped up and started crapping for Roshi who was still jumping. Then he got hold of him but slipped. Roshi landed on him and was surprised by Krillin's scarred face. 18 stood I the door frowning at these odd men on the floor.
"Roshi are you out of your mind … trying to get a piece of her. Do you know who she is? That's 18. I would be really careful if I were you?" Krillin whispered. He wasn't sure how 18 would react when she found out why this old man was jumping up and down in front of her. Roshi gulped. "I'm sorry for my behaviour Miss!" He said pretty scarred. " I think I should leave you alone now". He picked up Oolong as if he was nothing but a strange toy and ran out of the house. You could hear Oolong screaming cause he didn't want to miss his favourite show. But it was already too late. Roshi threw him in his air car and flew away. Krillin tried to surpress a smile. 18 walked in not even looking at the old man and his pick. She sat down on the couch and Krillin followed her. He took one of the chairs out of the kitchen and sat in front of her. "Oh hi 18…How are you ?…..Why are you here?…Do you need something?…Can I help you?…." Before Krillin could say anything else 18 disrupted him. She was annoyed wasn't she the one who wanted her questions to be answered. And now he asked more questions than she was pleased to answer. "Krillin stop bubbling for a moment and listen okay. Before I answer any of your unimportant questions tell me why you didn't shut me down."
"I….I don't know…"
"That's not an answer"
"I didn't mean it that why. I just don't know how to explain it."
"Try it! Or else I beat the answer out of your weak body". She was way too upset at the moment to accept his nervous behaviour.
"ICOULDN'TDOIT.ILIKEYOUANDITHOUGHTYOUDESERVEDACHANCETOLIVEYOUROWNLIFEANDNOTT HELIFESOMEONEPROGRAMMEDYOUTOLIVE."
"Is that all? Man your lucky I understood every word you were bubbling." She wasn't completely content with the answer but it was enough at the moment. "Okay now I allow you to ask me a question and I'll answer it." "Really?" A huge smile appeared on Krillin's face. Krillin thought for a moment what to ask her but then he knew it. "Are you really an android cause you appear to be so human in a certain way? If yes does it mean that you were a human once?"
"Krillin that were three questions."
"No they weren't. I asked you… two questions…sorry."
"What about the "Really?"? Wasn't that a question?" She asked with an evil grin on her face.
"You're mean. Does this mean you're not going to answer my questions?" Krillin was sad now. He thought that she's tricked him.
"Idiot. I promised to answer your question. I may be mean but I'm not a liar."
Krillin's face became bright. He nearly dropped on the floor. 18 sighed.
" You're right I'm not really an android. I'm a cyborg which means that I was completely human once. But Dr. Gero erased my memory and placed this metal parts in my body. I'm still 25% human. If you're going to tell anyone about this I'll kill you. Understood?"
"Yes mam!" He saluted. 18 couldn't help smiling a bit but it wasn't enough to be seen. "It's my turn again" She said. Even though it was just a stupid game which she would normally describe as a boring useless human thing she felt joy. "Why do you like me? I was designed to kill your best friend." "I think I just have the best taste ever. You should have seen my ex- girlfriend. She looked like Bulma but was as dump as dry bread. I was so head over heels for her that I didn't realise it." He looked up and into 18's eyes. He immediately put his hands in front of his mouth realising what he had said. "Sorry" He mumbled. 18 just starred at him. "Does this mean you want to be my boyfriend?". She felt something inside her beating which shouldn't be there. Her heart was one of the things Gero had removed. That's why she thought she could never like nor love anybody except her brother with whom she had shared a special bond. It was a bond which was deeper than a normal bond between siblings. It was like a telepathic connection. But without 17 the connection didn't even tingle anymore. Sure she had other feelings like anger but this weren't really feelings from the heart. Actually that's what 18 thought. She would have never expected herself to be able love or to be loved. She was just to different from other human beings. It was hard for her to admit that she was still human even though all she wished for was to be fully human and not that heartless- emotionally- shut- down- not even half human being. After a while 18 couldn't cope with the silence any longer. She stood up and pushed Krillin against the next wall. He could feel he's bones shatter under the pressure of her hands. Her hands were placed on each of his shoulders and nearly crushed him. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry……"
"Stop this pathetic stuttering for a moment and answer the question. I know this wasn't my turn but now I make it my turn which means you answer the question NOW. Do you want to be my boyfriend?"
Still nearly crushed like a bug Krillin hesitated a few minutes to think but then it rushed out of him. "Yes I want to be your boyfriend and more I want to be your best friend –the one you can tell everything- how you feel- and everything else you want. I want to be there for you if you need me." He felt her grip become less painful but still to hard to get free. With a sad but serious look on his face he said "…but if you don't want to be with me then just kill me cause I can't love another woman anymore. It would brake me." He moved his head so she could brake his neck with one move. His eyes were still open. He wanted her to be the last thing he sees before he dies. 18 removed her hands with a puzzled look on her face. This was to much for her. How could he dare to love her? Wasn't she the monster who wanted to kill his best friend? She rushed up to the bathroom and took the first-aid kit . She knew where everything was because Dr. Gero placed the blueprints in her memory-chip. It was a bit like living her whole life in this house. Then she flew back to Krillin who managed to take a seat. She threw the First-Aid-Kid to Krillin which made him nearly fly out of the seat. He was surprised. Does she care about me? Krillin grinned. 18 just flew on through the next window. The last thing Krillin heard was "What makes you so sure about me having feelings? I have no heart to have them." When her voice didn't sound like she was nearly crying maybe Krillin would have believed her but the possibility for this was very small. When Krillin stormed out she was already gone.
End of Chapter 1
AN: I'm already working on chapter 2. But would you please send some reviews
This is my first fic I hope you like it
Times in the Life of an Cyborg
Chapter1
Why did he do this? Why didn't he just let me die? I was more then ready to die ? First I was scarred because he surprised me. But when it came to fighting Cell I was more ready die. Surely I could have let him absorb without fighting him. It wouldn't have made any difference but there was the anger and pain of loosing 17 to him and so I kept fighting. It was pathetic. I shouldn't be able to feel pain even though it was mental pain. Why am I thinking this? My mind is playing tricks on me. Damn it Gero. What have you done to me?. My whole life- I mean the few days of my existence – I was like dead everything appealed to me as boring and unimportant. Everything that was important to me in the past was gone. I don't even remember what was so important about my past. The only thing I know is that there had been something else than Gero's lab. But that would mean that he didn't remove all me memories. A prove for this theory would be that 17 and even I acted quite human. For 17 it was this annoying cars stuff. I like doing some shopping. That means that there are some things in me which are human. But how can it be that Gero made such a mistake. Who can this calculating genius be such a fool? I hate him maybe he wanted to remind us of what we had lost. I wish I had the opportunity to kill him over and over again. 17 where are you. The Namek said you may still be alive. I don't even know if that's the right word for our situation. As Cyborgs we life forever always staying young never growing older. What a disgusting idea. I would be stuck with this cockroaches who have more fun than me cause they're really alive. They will always remind me of what I've lost.
As she continued flying she felt rain on her face.
Oh great just when you think it can't get any better it's getting more an more disgusting. Hay I know this place 17 fought the Namek near this island with the pink house on it. I wonder who can be so crazy to paint his house in pink colours. I don't want to get wet. Maybe they let me stay for a while.
18 flew down and knocked on the door. An old man with sunglasses opened the door. 18 could still see his eyes with her enhanced ice blue eyes. They were strange. When you looked in her eyes they were cold and unaffectionate. But as you look closer and see what was behind the surface you could tell that her eyes were the symbols of a haunted past. That was the one thing that attracted Krillin at once. He couldn't imagine why eyes that looked so young and innocent on the one hand and the disgusted and haunted on the other. He never saw 17 and 18 as androids because of their eyes. He just knew that they were partly human. He wasn't really sure if his assumption was correct but he had this certain feeling. All the others thought that 17 and 18 were just some machines or tin cans as Vegeta called them. But Krillin felt it he couldn't have fallen in love with a simple machine could he? He just knew that 18 must have some human and good sides on her.
Reading a book on the coach he suddenly heard Roshi jump up and down like he was watching one of these disgusting aerobic shows. As he saw the reason for his strange behaviour Krillin suddenly got scarred and nervous. There in the doorway stood no one other than C18 who was looking really pissed of at the moment. He had to stop Roshi before he was up to do something stupid. 18 would have no problem in taking of his head with one hand if she wanted to. Krillin jumped up and started crapping for Roshi who was still jumping. Then he got hold of him but slipped. Roshi landed on him and was surprised by Krillin's scarred face. 18 stood I the door frowning at these odd men on the floor.
"Roshi are you out of your mind … trying to get a piece of her. Do you know who she is? That's 18. I would be really careful if I were you?" Krillin whispered. He wasn't sure how 18 would react when she found out why this old man was jumping up and down in front of her. Roshi gulped. "I'm sorry for my behaviour Miss!" He said pretty scarred. " I think I should leave you alone now". He picked up Oolong as if he was nothing but a strange toy and ran out of the house. You could hear Oolong screaming cause he didn't want to miss his favourite show. But it was already too late. Roshi threw him in his air car and flew away. Krillin tried to surpress a smile. 18 walked in not even looking at the old man and his pick. She sat down on the couch and Krillin followed her. He took one of the chairs out of the kitchen and sat in front of her. "Oh hi 18…How are you ?…..Why are you here?…Do you need something?…Can I help you?…." Before Krillin could say anything else 18 disrupted him. She was annoyed wasn't she the one who wanted her questions to be answered. And now he asked more questions than she was pleased to answer. "Krillin stop bubbling for a moment and listen okay. Before I answer any of your unimportant questions tell me why you didn't shut me down."
"I….I don't know…"
"That's not an answer"
"I didn't mean it that why. I just don't know how to explain it."
"Try it! Or else I beat the answer out of your weak body". She was way too upset at the moment to accept his nervous behaviour.
"ICOULDN'TDOIT.ILIKEYOUANDITHOUGHTYOUDESERVEDACHANCETOLIVEYOUROWNLIFEANDNOTT HELIFESOMEONEPROGRAMMEDYOUTOLIVE."
"Is that all? Man your lucky I understood every word you were bubbling." She wasn't completely content with the answer but it was enough at the moment. "Okay now I allow you to ask me a question and I'll answer it." "Really?" A huge smile appeared on Krillin's face. Krillin thought for a moment what to ask her but then he knew it. "Are you really an android cause you appear to be so human in a certain way? If yes does it mean that you were a human once?"
"Krillin that were three questions."
"No they weren't. I asked you… two questions…sorry."
"What about the "Really?"? Wasn't that a question?" She asked with an evil grin on her face.
"You're mean. Does this mean you're not going to answer my questions?" Krillin was sad now. He thought that she's tricked him.
"Idiot. I promised to answer your question. I may be mean but I'm not a liar."
Krillin's face became bright. He nearly dropped on the floor. 18 sighed.
" You're right I'm not really an android. I'm a cyborg which means that I was completely human once. But Dr. Gero erased my memory and placed this metal parts in my body. I'm still 25% human. If you're going to tell anyone about this I'll kill you. Understood?"
"Yes mam!" He saluted. 18 couldn't help smiling a bit but it wasn't enough to be seen. "It's my turn again" She said. Even though it was just a stupid game which she would normally describe as a boring useless human thing she felt joy. "Why do you like me? I was designed to kill your best friend." "I think I just have the best taste ever. You should have seen my ex- girlfriend. She looked like Bulma but was as dump as dry bread. I was so head over heels for her that I didn't realise it." He looked up and into 18's eyes. He immediately put his hands in front of his mouth realising what he had said. "Sorry" He mumbled. 18 just starred at him. "Does this mean you want to be my boyfriend?". She felt something inside her beating which shouldn't be there. Her heart was one of the things Gero had removed. That's why she thought she could never like nor love anybody except her brother with whom she had shared a special bond. It was a bond which was deeper than a normal bond between siblings. It was like a telepathic connection. But without 17 the connection didn't even tingle anymore. Sure she had other feelings like anger but this weren't really feelings from the heart. Actually that's what 18 thought. She would have never expected herself to be able love or to be loved. She was just to different from other human beings. It was hard for her to admit that she was still human even though all she wished for was to be fully human and not that heartless- emotionally- shut- down- not even half human being. After a while 18 couldn't cope with the silence any longer. She stood up and pushed Krillin against the next wall. He could feel he's bones shatter under the pressure of her hands. Her hands were placed on each of his shoulders and nearly crushed him. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry……"
"Stop this pathetic stuttering for a moment and answer the question. I know this wasn't my turn but now I make it my turn which means you answer the question NOW. Do you want to be my boyfriend?"
Still nearly crushed like a bug Krillin hesitated a few minutes to think but then it rushed out of him. "Yes I want to be your boyfriend and more I want to be your best friend –the one you can tell everything- how you feel- and everything else you want. I want to be there for you if you need me." He felt her grip become less painful but still to hard to get free. With a sad but serious look on his face he said "…but if you don't want to be with me then just kill me cause I can't love another woman anymore. It would brake me." He moved his head so she could brake his neck with one move. His eyes were still open. He wanted her to be the last thing he sees before he dies. 18 removed her hands with a puzzled look on her face. This was to much for her. How could he dare to love her? Wasn't she the monster who wanted to kill his best friend? She rushed up to the bathroom and took the first-aid kit . She knew where everything was because Dr. Gero placed the blueprints in her memory-chip. It was a bit like living her whole life in this house. Then she flew back to Krillin who managed to take a seat. She threw the First-Aid-Kid to Krillin which made him nearly fly out of the seat. He was surprised. Does she care about me? Krillin grinned. 18 just flew on through the next window. The last thing Krillin heard was "What makes you so sure about me having feelings? I have no heart to have them." When her voice didn't sound like she was nearly crying maybe Krillin would have believed her but the possibility for this was very small. When Krillin stormed out she was already gone.
End of Chapter 1
AN: I'm already working on chapter 2. But would you please send some reviews