Amor Fati

I really hope you guys enjoy this story I have put A LOT of thought into this, though I am not the best writer.

Heavy starco but I am not going that way.

Rated T but will be later M for certain things to come.

Chapter 1

Marco was sitting on the couch in the living room reminiscing about the events that had occurred previously that day. After Jackie had found about Marco's crush on her, she herself began to grow a crush on him and had accepted an invitation to go on a date. He relaxed, lying down with a huge dorky grin on his face when a head popped from over him.

"Hey, Lover Boy! You excited for your date with Jackie?"

"Yeah, but I am kind of nervous. I mean it's Jackie, the girl I've liked since kindergarten, and she wants to go on a date with ME!"

"Don't worry Marco you've got this! Plus, she likes you, Now I have to start getting my date with Oskar. So you should probably get ready for yours with Jackie." Marco hurried up the stairs and went to get ready as soon as Star said this.

Star was also exhilarated by the fact SHE had a date with her crush Oskar. They were going to go to go to a party at one of his friends' houses, which was his idea but since she hadn't been to a party like this on Earth yet she agreed. Star wasn't sure what Marco and Jackie were going to do for their date but knowing Marco they were probably going to some fancy restaurant.

Marco had just finished doing his hair, putting in some gel to freshen up his look. He hadn't actually decided what him and Jackie were gonna do yet, so he would let her decide so that this night would be perfect. He went to go grab his Fanny Pak just in case but then decided otherwise so that he would look weird in Jackie's eyes. He was gonna walk down the street to Jackie's house and pick her up there.

He proceeded down until he had reached her front door. He was hesitant but he put his hand up and knocked. When the door finally opened there stood Jackie in her normal school attire and ready for their date.

"Ready?" She asked him with a smile he replied, "Yeah, so where do you want to go?"

"I was thinking about my friend Blake's party. Sound good?" Marco didn't really want or plan on going to a party but if that was what Jackie wanted to do then he would do it. He wanted this date to be perfect for her.

"Sure. Where is it?" She pointed and said, "Oh, just a few blocks that way." The two began to walk that direction non-stop talking.

Star was wearing one of her normal dresses, with colorful stripes on the chest and had switched her normal devil headband for a cactus one.

"There we go! Oskar should like this." She ran down the stairs to where Oskar's car was parked in their driveway.

"Helloooo, Oskar! Ready for our date."

"Sure, let's walk over there it's only like a half a mile away." Star felt absolutely mesmerized by Oskar and didn't find that they hadn't talked the whole way awkward at all. For why she was so entranced by him that whenever she looked at him she found herself weak at the knees. And when they arrived the music boomed and she was pumped up ready to party.

Marco and Jackie had gotten to the party and he could hear the loud music and people cheering and automatically knew that he didn't belong there. Jackie pulled him in and the two began to dance the night away and they were both having a fantastic time. When the two got exhausted they walked over to the side and took a break.

"That was so much fun!" Marco said slightly out of breath. "Yeah, totally. You know, Marco I had a great time tonight."

"Really? Me too. I mean of course I would have a good time, I'm spending it with you and you're just so amazing and beautiful- and comple-" At that moment Jackie cut Marco off and pulled Marco in for a big kiss right on the lips.

While the two had been at the party Oskar sat and talked to his friend the whole time completely ignoring Star, who just sat there scanning the room. When something caught her eye. Marco and Jackie were THERE standing next to a group of people and then all of the sudden Jackie and Marco were kissing. Star felt a pang go through her stomach as she grasped her wand tighter. She just watched them deepen the kiss and move closer together. Star just stared and watched as she felt the hearts on her cheeks break. She just turned and walked out of that party all together.

The sight of seeing her best friend kissing his girlfriend made her feel like she had broken into a thousand pieces. She cut a portal to her room and walked through. When the portal closed she fell to her knees silently not saying a word. She could feel a tear roll down her cheek as she remembered that moment and sobbed. It hurt. BAD. She turned the lights in her room off crawled into her bed and thought about what happened.

This wasn't supposed to be this way. She was supposed to be able to smile at seeing her bestie finally get his dream girl. She had helped in fact, and done so much for him with it. But that was not the case. Instead of having a feeling of joy of successfully matchmaking the two she felt utterly horrible. She held the pillow next to her tighter as she thought things over.

She knew this would happen, it was inevitable, her feeling this way that is. After the incident at the blood moon ball she knew this was destined to happen, but she pushed it away. She hadn't even told Marco about what the situation was. But they were bound and Star always had that thought saying she did have something more for him, but of course she ignored it. And it only came back to haunt her. She became more aware of this possibility the night that the Truth telling game said someone had been lying about their crush. Star knew that there was a strong possibility it was her, but frankly, she was in denial.

She had just ended up paying the price for it. On and on she helped Marco get Jackie and when she was finally successful she had crashed and burned. She slowly began to drift off into sleep and tried to forget about the incident from the previous night.

Marco was taken away about what had just happened. He had kissed Jackie. Jackie had KISSED HIM! He looked into her eyes and smiled.

"Well, that was r-really good. I mean really great!" Jackie found his behavior adorable and gently punched him on the arm.

"You're right it was. So are you gonna walk me home now?" Marco held out his arm and replied, "Yes, mam." He said stuttering. As he walked through the crowed he spotted Oskar leaning against the wall talking to some guy but no sign of Star. Although a little suspicious he had continued to walk his date home supposing that Star had gone home early.

He had dropped Jackie off at her house with a good night kiss and headed home. When he had finally gotten there he had checked for Star and sure enough lying on her bed, Star slept. He smiled heading to his room and fell fast asleep.

The whole family were sitting at the dining table the next morning eating breakfast when Marco's father asked Marco about his date from the previous night.

"It was really amazing." Star who didn't like this topic of conversation simply mumbled sarcastically, "I bet it was…"

"What was that Star?" Marco asked not hearing her reply.

"Oh, nothing."

"Oh yeah, Star, I was gonna ask why weren't you with Oskar at the Party yesterday. I saw him but not you." She frowned and said, "He wasn't really hanging out with me so I left. I don't think we'll be going out anymore."

"It's okay Star, Oskar is a loser anyway he doesn't realize just how awesome a person you are." Both of Marco's parents exchanged a knowing glance at their son's comment.

"What about you Marco will you be going on anymore dates with Jackie?" Marco's mom asked him.

"Definitely, everything went sooo well last night."

"Oh I see, looks like someone got a kiss." Marco's father stated proudly. They all continued to talk while Star poked at the food on her plate.

"Are you okay Star?" Marco asked, his best friend seemed down and supposed it was because of her bad date with Oskar. He had always suspected the worst of that guy and that is exactly what came out of that date. Marco couldn't help but feel sorry for her.

"I'm alright Marco I am just gonna go hang out with Starfan13 today I'll be fine." The response wasn't really good enough for Marco but he decided that she might need to work things out on her own for a little while.

So? What did you guys think? I will update real soon I promise!