The Forbidden Magi

Author's Note: This story is not cannon meaning it is not like the actual Naruto and Naruto: Shippuden story. But, then again, are there any fan fiction stories that are cannon?

Story Help Note: To better understand this story, read the rules, magik help, and magik help translated. It will tell you of the types of magik and the rules of the Magik Domain that is Konoha

Title Names Note: Each Chapter Title is a song title that can fit the ideas of the chapter. The songs themself hardly fit the chapter, but their titles are perfect for my chapters.

Summary: In a time where Magik is all around and only men are allowed to grasp it, a young, sixteen year old Sakura Haruno decides that she wants to break that rule. After begging her employer, Sasuke Uchiha, age seventeen, one of the strongest magi in Konoha, to teach her, their story begins. However, don't think that this is like any other love story, there is love, loss, pain, suffering, and, one of the six major characters will die at the end of this Magik story!

Disclaimer: I DO NOT own the characters or song titles! Just this story!

I Won't Tell You

Setting(s): Konoha Magi Training Ground, Sasuke Uchiha's Household, Sai's Store

Sakura's POV

"Jutsu... Grand Fire Ball!"

Sasuke yelled as he emitted a bright and burning fire ball from his mouth.

I watched from the edge of the dirt circle with my two best friends, Ino and Hinata. Ino had long, blond hair and water blue eyes. She, like myself, was interested in Sasuke-kun. But, she was also interested in Sai-kun, a very pale, shy boy with black hair and black eyes to match. He was new around here and wasn't getting along well with Sasuke and Naruto, but they still consider Sai as a friend.

Hinata had long black hiar with blue highlights, her eyes white as snow because of her Clan's heritage. She, though, was interested in Naruto, Sasuke's blond, spikey haired, blue eyed, hyperactive, and annoying best friend.

Sasuke and Naruto trained in the dirt field with their magik while we mooned over them at the wooden fence that cirlcled half of the ground.

We all leaned over it and sighed, watching our crushes practice.

Ino was in her purple summer dress, going down to only just bellow her ass. Hinata was in a lighter purple kimono, it having a lily print on the bottom half up to just above the waist line. I was wearing a hot pink shirt and a short pale pink skirt with, cut short, dark green leggings(Similar to her Shippuden skirt). My short pink hair resting on my shoulders.

Ino looked to me, and smiled. However, jelousy was in her eyes,

"Sakura... You are soo lucky to work for Sasuke-kun!"

I rested my chin on the fence and watched the guys practice their special magiks as I answered,

"Yeeeeah... I guess..."

Sasuke, who is also one of the richest Magi in Konoha, hired me about a week ago, so I work as his servant until I can find a better job... However, I hope that that "perfect job" never comes along. Then, I can work for Sasuke longer!

Well... Also... There are other reasons as to why I work for him... About two months ago, my family lost all its money and we all had to start working for other richer families... So, to help repay our, now very high, debt, I work for... *sigh* Him...

Ino stood up straight and put her hands on her hips,

"You guess? You work for him! You get to see him every single day! Every day, Sakura! If I knew I was going to be seeing him for as long as you, which is a long time, I would take advantage of it!"

Trying to not yell back at her, I couthly replied,

"But I have no desire to "Take advantage of him" as you put it... Besides... He's a Magi... One of the strongest in Konoha... He would be able to stop me immediatly... Faster than immediatly, actually..."

I sighed inwardly...

A Magi... The men who use Magik... The jujutsu(This is not a typo! This is the word for magic!) around us... our life force... They are the only ones allowed to use it... Why only them?

Hinata brought me back when she put her hand on my shoulder. I looked up to her. She smiled shyly,

"M-Maybe we should get ready to l-leave?"

I sraighted up,

"Hai... Um... Just let me get Sasuke-kun..."

Ino, her arms folded across her chest, closed her eyes and shook her head. She muttered,

"Lucky..."

Then, she picked up her purse and ran out to the field, calling out as she ran,

"Oh, Sai-kun! Sai-kun!"

I looked to Hinata and we chuckled.

We walked out more slowly than Ino, talking about our crushes.

When we were halfway across, Hinata asked me very quietly,

"So... Are you going to ask him about the Magik? About your ability?"

Hinata was the only one I could trust with major secrets like this.

A little while back, I had found out that I had some Magik abilities. And not like the White Magik that females are allowed to grasp, but Black Magik, like the jutsus that Sasuke, Naruto, and Sai were just doing. Magik that is forbidden to females.

I told Hinata about it and she promised never to tell another soul, but she also knows how I really want to advance this new skill... How Sasuke is the only one that can teach me.

As we walked up to the three mages and Ino, we saw Ino holding onto Sai's arm, Sasuke and Naruto leaning against two of the three logs that they were previously using as targets, watching as Ino fan girled over poor Sai.

All three of the boys were in their Mages' Robes; The clothing that a mage has to wear to show that he is a mage. Each robe is made by the wearer so none of them are the same.

For example, Sai was wearing a solid black robe with white splotches on it, looking as though paint was purposly splattered onto it.

Naruto had an orange robe with black flames at the bottom. However, it more as resmebled a trench coat. It was open completely in the front, his normal black and orange suit under it.(His Toad Sage Outfit)

Sasuke-kun had on what looked like a male kimono. It was blue on the torso, red at the bottom and cuffs, and it had a red sash to tie it all together. On the back of it was an uchiwa, or Sasuke's Clan symbol. He being an Uchiha, the only survivor of the massacre ten years ago.

Sai just watched Ino as she snuggled into his forarm.

Poor Sai... He looks completely confused!

I turned my gaze to Sasuke the same time he decided to look at me. Blushing, I adverted my eyes to my left, keeping my eyes on Hinata's shoulder.

Naruto looked at Sasuke and then looked over to Hinata and I. Smiling, he waved at us. Then began to walked to us.

Hinata looked like she was going to faint.

Naruto patted me on the shoulder,

"Hello, Sakura-chan! How are you today?"

Naruto, Sasuke, and I went to the same school growing up, and we were in the same group together. When the groups were choosen when we were little kids, they stayed that way up until we graduated, which was about a year ago.

Sasuke and Naruto may be a year older than me, but we were still always together.

Naruto, in a way, is a close friend.

I smiled at him and looked over to Hinata,

"I'm fine... How about you talk to Hinata? I have to go with Sasuke soon."

His face became saddened for a moment and then back to his cheerful self,

"Oh... 'Kay then! Good to see you again Sakura-chan!"

Then, turning to Hinata, he said,

"Hi, Hinata-chan! How are you?"

I chuckled and walked across the short distance to Sasuke.

He was taller than me by a few inches, but still enough to look down onto me.

His black eyes showed no emotion. His hair was becoming less spikey, probably because of the heat from the fire that he produced.

Looking down to our feet and holding my hands together, I said to him,

"Um... Ready to leave, Sasuke?"

He chuckled and took my right hand. I looked up to him, he had a crooked smile,

"Yeah... But... You don't have to be so shy around me... I don't want my servant to stare at her feet instead of at me when she is addressing me... Got it?"

I nodded vigorously, eager to listen to him.

"Hn,"

He uttered as he released my hand and began to walk away from the circle and back to the town.

I ran to catch up to him, calling out my fairwells as I left.

When I was finally just behind him, I stopped running and began to walk.

We were walkng down a dirt path through the forest to get back to our village.

Sasuke stopped to let me be next to him, then began walking again when he was sure that I was by his side.

His gaze was kept forward, mine was on the ground as I was partially slumpped over, trying to catch my breathe as I walked.

Sasuke, still keeping his eyes on the road ahead, said to me,

"If I new any White Magik, I would heal you and make it so you don't have to trudge like that... But... I don't know any."

Humorously, he added,

"Sorry"

An annoying smile was plastered onto his face.

I glared up at him from my lower height.

Straightening up, I said to him,

"Well, if I could-"

I stopped myself before I could finish that sentance.

I was reminded of how we were alone in the forest, no one around to hear us.

Maybe now I can ask him to train me!

Sasuke was looking at me, flustered,

"What? And... Why are you looking at me like that?"

I smiled shyly and, remembering to keep my eyes in contact with him, I began

"Well... Sasuke... I don't know how to ask this, let alone begin it!"

Clearing my throat, I said,

"Sasuke I think I can use-"

Sasuke put his hand to my mouth, saying to me,

"Can you save this for later? I need to do something quick."

I frowned behind his hand, but nodded anyways.

He nodded back to me, releasing my mouth.

Then, he muttered something, and his hand began to glow a subtle red, sparking into a flame.

I stepped back, the heat radiating from it hitting my face.

Sasuke then quickly turned to his right and threw it into the forest, a large explosion of fire errupting from the ball.

Then a pained scream came from the spot of the impact.

A tall old man with long white hair popped up.

Sasuke and I looked at him, not entirely sure of what to think of it.

He looked over at us and yelled,

"Hey! What are you two doing? I was waiting for some girls to walk by!"

Sasuke arched his eye brow,

"Excuse me?"

"Yeah! I'm trying to do my research! So, go along and stop interupting me!"

Then he jumped back into the bushes and disappeared from our sight.

Sasuke looked back to me and rolled his eyes. Sighing with annoyed confusion, he began to walk back toward Konoha. I stayed next to him the whole time.

Sasuke was muttering something along the lines of "Annoying, stalker, pervert..." as we walked home.

I sighed,

Well... Now I guess I'll just have to wait to tell him about my interest...

But... Then again... I hope he doesn't ask... I don't know how to tell him...

Okaniades, Sasuke... Don't ask me... Oh please, please forget!

Normal POV

Sasuke and Sakura walked down the streets of Konoha as the sunset was going down, turning the dirt path an orange, caramel colour.

After about ten minutes, they reached Sasuke's house, which was infront of the lake.

Sasuke lived in a mansion that his family owned in the Leaf Village. After his old home was destroyed ten years ago, he lived here alone other than when Naruto came to visit, which was constantly. Naruto and Sasuke have been friends for years and they don't plan on ending it anytime soon.

Sakura decided that she would usually stay at Sasuke's house. She'll switch back and forth between his home and the one that her parents live in. But, Sakura will stay with Sasuke more to better accomadate for her job. Sasuke wakes up early, so he has requirements for her earlier.

They walked up the stone pathway to the sliding door that led into his home.

They entered the foyer. The walls were white as well as the floor. It was open and spacious but it still had normal living room furniture like a long white couch and a white loveseat off to the right of the room.

The living room had three hall ways connecting from it. Forward was the hall that led to the kitchen, which had doors leading to the dinning room and outside to the pool room in the back of the house. The second was off to the right past the furniture leading to Sasuke's personal training room. In that room were the stairs going up to their bedrooms. The third hall was to the left. Down that hall were four doors; the first on the left going to the bathroom, the second on the left going to Sasuke's weight room, the first on the right going to his small personal library, and the second on the right the storage room.

Sasuke walked down the right hall and to the training room, going up the stairs.

Sakura continued to follow him.

As she walked upward, she looked down at the scorched target boards. That was all that was in the room, targets. Sasuke said that those were all he needed to train.

The top floor faced the west so that it could catch the sun light as it faded away. The hall of this floor also had white carpet and white walls.

Sasuke walked over to the sliding door on the left that lead to his room.

There were four bedrooms on this floor; Sasuke's, being the one that he used as a child, Sakura's, which used to be his parents' room, and two smaller rooms that Sasuke now uses as Guest Rooms.

Sakura hesitated outside of Sasuke's door, unsure of whether or not she should ask him to train her.

She shook her head and walked in after him.

His room had dark coloured wood and dark blue walling, but the sunset light made the room slightly more eerie because of it's orange light flooding the room and casting shadows. In the middle of the wall opposite of Sakura was Sasuke's king sized bed, black, silk covers and pillows. On either side of the bed were end tables, one with a lamp and alarm clock, the other with a picture frame that Sasuke always kept down so no one could see the picture it held. Next to the door Sakura walked in was a desk that had countless amounts of scrolls on it and next to that was a shelf that held many magi books. Directly across from the door and on the other side of the room was Sasuke's dresser and a stand for his robe.

There were three doors in the room; The one Sakura was standing in now, the one on the left wall leading to Sasuke's personal bathroom, and the one on the right wall leading to Sasuke's balcony to face the lake and sunset.

Sasuke was infront of his dresser, his hands at the back on his robe, untying the sash on his Magi Robe.

Sakura walked in slowly, Sasuke didn't pay any heed to her as he pulled off the sash.

Sakura went up next to him and took the sash, placing it on the stand for his robe.

Sasuke looked at her,

"Thank you."

She just nodded.

Sasuke brought his hand up to his shoulder and under the lip of his robe, and began to pull it down.

Sakura, realizing that she would probably stare if she didn't look away, did.

She turned her back to him as he changed.

Sasuke, when he got the top of his robe off and it just hung down at his waist, looked over to Sakura.

He sighed and put his hands on her shoulders,

"Go wait in the hall for me..."

She nodded quickly without looking at him, and rushed out.

Sasuke shook his head with annoyed confusion as he resumed undressing.

Sakura was leaning against the wall outside of his door and waiting for six minutes before he opened the door for her again.

Sakura's face became nervous as she looked over to the entrance.

Straightening out, she walked in. Sasuke was standing by the balcony door. He was in a blue shirt and white slacks. His eyes watching the water below.

Sakura gulped and walked up to him,

"Sasuke-sama?"

He looked to her,

"Sama? Since when am I 'Lord Sasuke'?"

Sakura chuckled nervously and looked to her feet,

"Eh... Sorry, Sasuke..."

Turning to her he stated,

"No need to be... So, what is it, Sakura?"

Not able to look him in the eye, she tried to say,

"Um... Sasuke-kun, I need to ask you something... Something important..."

Bending down to try to see her eyes, he asked her back,

"Is this the same question you were going to ask me earlier?"

Sakura flinched with worry.

Shit! He has a good memory!

She looked up to him, stuttering,

"Uh... Y-yeah... Umm... S-Sasuke-kun... I-I-I think I can..."

She regulated her breathing and controlled her voice.

Keeping her eyes locked on his, she asked,

"Can you train me?"

Sasuke's eyes dialated momentarily before he said,

"I hope my assumption is wrong, but... You can't possibly mean... Magik? Can you?"

Sakura stood her ground,

"Sasuke, I think I can use Black Magik! Please, can you teach-"

Sasuke seemed to loom over her as he growled,

"How? Since when?"

Trying to remain calm, she answered,

"For a while now. And, only you can train me-"

"Why would I? That's illegal! Only men can be Magi! I should arrest you now for you even saying this!"

"Sasuke, why wont you even think about i-"

"Sakura! Even it it weren't illegal, I wouldn't! I won't break the law for you-"

Losing her temper she yelled back,

"But you already are breaking the law by using other people's Magik!"

Sasuke glared out across the lake,

"Sharingan bearers are excluded from that rule and you know that!"

Sakura stepped infront of his gaze so he would look at her,

"Sasuke! Please! You know I wouldn't flaunt the ability around or make it obvious! You know me! You've known me for over ten years, Sasuke!"

He took her by her forearms and gentally pushed her away, however, his hands were shaking with frustration.

Sakura glared at him,

"Sasuke!"

He glared back at her, his eyes turned red from his Sharingan.

He removed one of his hands and pulled her toward the door to leave his room.

Pushing her out, he uttered,

"Just go... Go out... You can't stay here tonight... Come back tomorrow..."

He slid the door closed in her face.

Sakura was furious. She wanted to yell at him to listen to her, but, she felt so defeated that she followed his command and went down the stairs and began to leave his house.

As she was walking though, she realized she was crying.

She walked out and went into the town, not sure though of where she was going.

She decided that she wanted someone who might understand... And... Someone who would be able to make her feel not as helpless.

But... No matter what, she knew that she could not tell them what really happened.

Sai's POV

I was washing the counter of my shop just before I was going to go upstairs and close up for the day.

I own a shop that sells weapons such as swords, katanas, kunai, shuriken, paper bombs, sen bon, and more.

I also have some of my drawings set up down here for my customers to view.

When I got the counter clean and I was about to go and flip over the sign in the front window, I saw someone walking up to the door.

The bell rang and I looked at her.

It was Sakura Haruno, Sasuke's new servant girl. She was crying.

She walked over to me and looked me in the eyes.

She aimed her head back down then asked me in a weak voice,

"Can I stay here for a few minutes, Sai?"

Not sure of entirely how else to answer, I just said,

"Sure..."

She smiled and waked over to my counter, looking at the weapons in the glass case.

I watched her as more tears fell onto the floor.

Walking up behind her, I put my hand on her back.

Her head snapped up, she looked at me, her face appearing as scared.

I tilted my head to the side,

"What happened to you?"

She looked at my shirt as she spoke,

"Sasuke and I got into a fight..."

Turning so I was leaning against my counter, I asked,

"About?"

She hesitated,

"Well... Um... It was about his training..."

"What about it?"

She waited some more, trying to catch her breathe.

She looked down at the floor,

"I... I said that he was training too long... He said that he wasn't... Then we fought about whether or not he should train less."

I closed my eyes and nodded,

"So he thought that you were subliminally telling him to quit?"

She shrugged,

"I-I guess."

I walked around to the back of the counter and looked at the crying girl,

"Well, maybe you should tell him straight out that you didn't mean that..."

She didn't look convinced, so I tried again,

"Or... Maybe you should just let him think about it... He'll realize that you were right... After all, the three of us to train more than most of the other Magi... So... Maybe he should take some time off... Find something else to do..."

I chuckled,

"And he does have you to do something with."

Sakura glared at me and I smiled one of my fake smiles.

Then her face became soft and she smiled at me.

Turning so her body could face me, she said,

"Actually, that kinda helps..."

She leaned across the countertop and hugged me,

"Arigato, Sai-kun..."

I flinched when she touched me, but I let her.

Ino already does this to me, so why not Sakura?

Then she pulled away, said her good-byes, and left the store.

Shaking my head, I said to myself,

"Sasuke, you have no idea what kind of girl you are missing out on..."

I then went back to the front of the store, flipped the sign, and began to go upstairs to end the day.

Chapter 1: I Won't Tell You

Artitst: Lacuna Coil