A/N: Okay. I was bored so I came up with this though my mind was a complete blank when I wrote this so it's probably not that good. But anyways please enjoy!

Reunion readers: I know I should update it but I'm still working on it and a warning:the update will be short.

Disclaimer: I do not own anything.

~Enma's P.O.V.~

I didn't deserve him. I knew that but why is it that he's still so good to me?

I brought him pain, despair and hurt.

It was my fault.

I hurt his family. I blamed him for something he didn't do. I almost killed him. He knew all this and yet, he's still so kind to me…

It's painful.

Whenever he smiles, it stabs my heart, knowing I took it away from him once.

Why? Why are you like that? So selfless? So…kind?

That time, I let my emotions overpower my common sense.

Even if his dad was the one who took away my family from me, which he didn't, he didn't do anything to me.

I'm here, reflecting my past actions, the result of stupidity…

Why? I had to be the one to take away his smile.

He forgave me… but in my own heart, I never forgave myself.

Century long wars…will they ever end?

Here in the dark, I am loving him.

But I know, he will never love me back.

I don't blame him for it though.

How can someone love a person who tried to annihilate you and your family?

Even I couldn't do it.

I finally understood that the war was fake after his words.

My pride is…you.

I was his pride.

But I never felt so guilty in my life…

I… love someone… he is my whole world…

Even with these feelings, the nagging guilt won't leave me.

Bah, who am I to think these thoughts anyway?

I should be happy.

Happy that, at least, he's still my friend.

That he still accepts me.

Without him, I am nothing.

He helped me with everything, but I took away his everything.

I have no right to be selfish.

Wishing for things that won't come true.

The least I can do, is to smile for him.

A/N: It was terrible wasn't it? As you can see, I added in a super light romance or it could also be viewed as friendship but it's romance... my first story with romance xDDD Well, I won't beg but do review if you feel like it :3

P.S.- I know title and summary sucked and almost had nothing to do with the story but I couldn't think of anything. Sorry!

I deeply apologize if this looks like the work of anyone else. I swear upon my heart that I do NOT have intentions to steal others' work.

Thank you for taking time to read my stories!