Faces. They swam in and out of her vision. Her mother. Her father. Primula. Rin….Yes Rin's face seemed the most prominent. It echoed in her mind, screaming, and playing itself to death, over and over, and endless, painful, cycle.

Whispers of emotions and feelings ran through her like blood, warming up her body, but eventually coming up cold.

She felt feverish, and no medicine in the world could stop this kind of fever. The sweat swam gently and slowly down her face, wetting her hair slightly. She blinked and turned over in the bed.

Why did it bother her so much? His happiness with someone else?

Another face swam into her mind, one with short green hair. Her eyes narrowed but the glare quickly faded.

She knew she should take comfort in his happiness, his happiness used to mean everything to her, but now she often found it didn't seem so important when her unhappiness was all she could focus on.

She sighed again and rolled over to the other side.

Maybe someday she thought closing her eyes and letting Rin's face come into focus again. His sweet voice drifting her to cloud nine.

"Someday you'll stay…" she said to the darkness. "Someday…" the darkness answered.

She rolled back to the other side, facing the door and she smiled. He always came when she needed him.

"Rin…" she called softly and he stepped towards the bed. He sat on the edge and looked at her. "Yes?" he asked.

She shook her head and smiled, they both knew she just needed him to be here.

"Someday…" he echoed softly shifting on the bed closer to her, his eyes never once leaving hers.

"Asa-sempai won't be happy…" she found herself whispering as Rin shifted closer and closer in the darkness. His warmth grazed her legs, her stomach, her chest. She found her self sitting up despite herself, and letting her gaze shift to the floor.

Rin's warm soft hands picked her chin up and lifted it. Her eyes widened to find him right in front of her, still sitting on the bed. "Rin…"

"Kaede…" he answered, leaning in.

"But Rin… Asa-sempai…"

"…Can wait…"

"Oh Rin…" Kaede's voice grew soft and faint. He was so close she could feel his heavy breathing on her forehead and she could see her wide blue eyes reflected in his smaller brown ones.

"Kaede," he said again, his voice softer than hers. She strained to hear it, but the sound of his voice saying her name made her shiver.

Rin felt her shiver and pulled her closer, into his warmth. Kaede sighed and breathed in his deep scent. "Someday you'll stay…" she whispered to him. "Someday, yes," he answered, making her look up. "But not today?" she inquired. He didn't answer, confusing her slightly

Kaede leaned back, and her eyes grew heavy, he always left…but he always came back….

Rin leaned in again., and pressed his lips gently against hers, and they barely touched. Kaede shivered again, "Rin…" she moaned involuntarily.

Rin leaned in further and kissed her deeply, "Kaede…" he moaned back, pushing her down on the bed.

He kissed her heatedly for what seemed like hours, but still not long enough. His tongue fought gently with hers and she fought with herself mentally, to keep from drifting into that little world he often led her too.

She watched as his shirt and her night dress slipped to the floor with no effort. She panted, short of breath and he leaned into her neck.

"Someday…" she breathed. "Today…" he breathed back.

Hey I was bored and this just called to me dramatic pose

Ok um for reference I'm only half of a kaedexrin shipper, and really I just feel so bad for Kaede because she's like the only one that was never really given a good chance… so here you go Kaede!! sends hearts to her!! Ok yeah I'm actually also for AsaxRin but hey I just 3 Kaede so… Yay Kaede!!