"Hermione, you need to wake up! Wake up now!" a voice screamed, I could feel hands shaking me

"Stupefy!" I heard someone yell in the distance!

I reached for my wand, before I opened my eyes, "Petrificus Totalus", I whispered and then I heard a thud.

My eyes were finally starting to adjust to my surroundings, "I was having a nightmare again, wasn't I?" His eyes narrowed at me, oh yes, he can't speak a good thing for most days but right now, I actually wanted to hear his voice. "Finite."

"Why such a harmless spell?" he asked as a smirk appeared on his face. "Would you have preferred me have killed you?" I inquired. "No but maiming, I could understand," he stood, his eyes scanning the room for his wand.

"Sirius, what do you want, because I know for fact, my silencing spells were up, which means you couldn't have heard me in passing?"

"We have a mission," he dropped the file on my bed, "and we leave at sunrise, so you have an hour to prepare." I reached for the file; it wasn't thick as the previous one, three weeks ago. "Have you read it?" I asked as I began to pack."

"Yes, we're heading to the New York."

45 minutes later, Sirius and I were heading to the airport. I liked flying; it was my favorite way to travel outside of Europe. I haven't read the file yet so I have no idea for the reason behind our trip only that it's our mission.

This isn't our first mission in the United States, we've carried out multiple jobs there and they all were the same, to end the life of a bad person or so they said. We were never allowed to fact check, just follow orders like a perfect soldier, and I was a perfect soldier.

I was first in my classes, every single one, from hacking to fighting. I'm the youngest field agent and the most efficient. I have never missed a mark. Sirius was the same, for his class. I'm a rookie to him, he had over eighty missions before I became his partner and he was two a years ahead of me.

Sirius and I have been partners for a little over a year. I was thirteen when they took me, that was eight years ago, during Christmas break at Hogwarts. I was in the forbidden forest; I heard screaming and followed it. Someone attacked me and grabbed me by my hair, and began dragging me deeper into the forest. I screamed, I know I did but no one came, after what seemed like hours, the person stopped.

"Stupefy," someone yelled, "I told you not to hurt her, you idiot! The masters will have your head for this!" I heard before everything went black.

I woke in a blue room, everywhere hurt. I tried getting up but was stopped by the feeling of elephants stampeding in my head. "Stay still," hands descended and pushed me back onto the bed. "You're safe."

He should have said death was kinder.

"Earth to Hermione," I was pulled out of my thoughts. "What's wrong Sirius?" He was fidgety as always, someone still hasn't gotten used to flying. "Well, have you read the file yet?" No, I haven't but he knew that so I don't know why he's asking. "Not yet, I'll read it when we get to the hotel." I was procrastinating, I knew I was but I just wasn't ready to see who I was going to murder next. I wasn't proud of the fact but this is my life, until they let me go. We lived at the institute, which was our life. I know nothing other than the life I have now. My graduation was to cut all ties to the past and I did.

That night, I apparated to my parent's home, it was beautiful. The snow covered the lawn and I could hear them laughing. My mom, she had this beautiful, cheerful laugh and my dad, he sounded like my dad. I didn't know how much I missed them until that moment.

I stood outside their door for what seemed like hours until I had the nerve to ring the bell. "Who is it?" My mom called, my voice caught in my throat, I couldn't answer. "Honey go get the door, I have to check on the chicken." I waited.

Dad opened the door, his smile falling from his face, "Hermione?" I smiled, it was happy smile, I hadn't seen my parents in six years and here was my dad. "Hermione?"

"Honey, who is at the door?" My mother called walking toward the door, wiping her hands on the towel. It seemed like years before my father turned to her with tears in his eyes, "It's Hermione, is it? You're my little dove right?" He was looking at her but talking to me. "Hello dad."

My mother rushed to the door pushing dad out of the way, "Hermione!" Arms grabbed me and she was sobbing into my hair, "my baby, oh, my baby, I thought you were dead." "Where were you? They said you were dead, in some forest but they couldn't find your body."

"Honey, let her in, give her a chance to breathe," dad said pulling mom off me. "Oh, I'm sorry, come in honey please come in." I followed them into the sitting area. It looked like nothing had changed. There were pictures all over the room and so many of me. A picture caught my attention so I walked over to the fire place and grabbed it. It was taken when I got my acceptance letter from Hogwarts, I looked so happy, my parents looked so happy.

"So are you hungry, we were just about to have dinner?" I knew they wanted to ask more but I guess they didn't know how to ask. "Yes, I'm starving."

Dinner was silent, you know, awkward. Dad kept staring and mom was just asking surface questions. Simple, nothing too serious like, where I've been for the past six years, it was like they were scared to find out.

Finally dinner came to an end, I offered to help with the dishes but mom told me it wasn't necessary. "Hermione, will you stay the night?" Dad asked as poured a shot of something brown, something I could have used to calm my anxiety. "I can't, I just came to say hi." "Are you sure you can't stay, I know we haven't asked where you've been but I don't know how to."Tears were falling from his eyes at this point. I don't know what to say, how could I tell them that I blamed them for letting me join this world, for letting me go to Hogwarts, for causing me to lose my…. "I can't stay, I can't say where I've been but I've missed you dearly." I wrapped my arms around him, he didn't notice when I drew my wand, "Avada Kedavra." He fell with a thud. "Honey? Hermione?" My mom came running into the room, "what happened?" She rushed at him, her back towards me, "Honey? Hermione, why are you standing there? Call an ambulance!" she cried. I pointed my wand at her, tears falling from my eyes, "Goodbye mom, Avada Kedavra." She slumped over him. "Incendio," I whispered as I walked towards the door. I looked back for the last time, "Goodbye," I apparated.

….

The cold, slapped me as we exited JFK, we finally landed and were headed to the wizarding community in Boston. Sirius wanted to apparate but I preferred taking a taxi. It took me twenty minutes to convince him to let us take a taxi. It was a four hour drive but It gave me time to think, and every time we were away from the institute, I could feel their leash around me like a reminder of my prison. The further away, the tighter it seemed.

We were staying just outside of the wizarding community at the Boston Harbor Hotel, under the names Jeremy and Ella Hill. I like to believe that if people saw me now they'd know I'm Hermione Granger but I know this Hermione is a lot more refined than that big teeth, curly haired girl I was when they took me. I've filled out in all the right places, I grew into my teeth and hair was much tamer. That was one of the first things they teach at the institute, grooming. They taught us about perfection in looks and fashion choices. We had the best pick of clothing to suit our styles, ever so different, to suit our aliases. Sirius, always had a thing for suits, every chance he gets outside of the institute, he's in Tom Ford. For a pure blood, I'm surprised at his tastes, you'd never believe it if you saw him at the institute. There he's head toe dressed like a hippie or a biker.

"Here are your room keys, Mr. and Mrs. Hill, do enjoy your stay with us." Room 145, Sirius, grabbed the bags and headed to the elevators. The first thing I did when I got into the room was strip. I needed to get out of these shoes that are too high and I really wanted to have a shower.

As I walked to the bathroom, I left a trail of clothing behind me. I let the hot water just fall on me, I knew I'd have to flat Iron my hair after this because my curls would come but I didn't care. I smelled him before I felt him. "Sirius," I whispered as lips made contact with my neck.

"I've missed you." He said running his hands over my breasts then down my abdomen until he finally reached the apex where my thighs meet. He ran his hand lower until he could insert it into me. I moaned, "oh, Sirius." He chuckled, "Not Sirius, Mrs. Hill, Jeremy." By this point he had inserted two fingers and began to move them faster, "Call me Jeremy, Ella." I was grinding on his fingers; I no longer wanted to play this game with him. "Sirius, Please." He pulled out his fingers and turned me to face him. He pushed me into the wall and lifted my leg to wrap around his waist, "What is my name? Call me by my name Mrs. Hill." He began to rub his penis against my pussy. "Please Jeremy," he thrust his penis into me. He knew how I liked it, in these moments, fast and hard. I didn't need him to be gentle, I wanted him to fuck me, the way he did before we began most of our missions. "Oh Yes!" I screamed. He grabbed my neck, squeezing tighter with every thrust. "Oh Yes!" I was coming; I knew he could feel it because he started to pound into me harder and faster. I climaxed first; he followed me a few seconds later. Both of my legs were wrapped around his waist as he proceeded to carry me to the bed. I was exhausted; thoughts of a bath were literally fucked out of my head. He laid me on the bed and summoned the file. "Time you got to know our target."