Soulmare: First story I write on english, grammar errors ahead, BEWARE! And thank you~

I dont own ponies! Ponies (c) Hasbro

The pony was standing there in the nearly pitch black darkness, lonely in middle of the library in the house of Twilight Sparkle. Her breathing was fast, hard, but nearly unnoticeable. She was quivering, looking around wildly, breathing a little harder as if the air were getting denser and heavier every breath she was taking. She walked around erratically in the dark room only to find a piece of paper and a little bottle of ink. She walked down a window where some moonlight enlightens just for the piece of paper. She took off one of her own feather and use it to write down with ink...

" Mom used to say: Write down your thoughts when they are hard to express or you don't want to share them at all. I think it's kinda silly because, no matter when they found it, its going to be so late.

I didn't mean to do this, I mean, I'm usually shown happy and somewhat uhm… shy, but recently I met these girls, I was even happier! But also, more nervous when I'm around them. Everyone has their secrets, their demons. I hate being afraid and shy all the time, I really hate it! But I can't help it.

Every time, every second being like this, you know? It can drive anybody tired, angry… really nuts! Do some awful things. I just can't control it anymore!

Last party, that surprise party to me, being scared like that! It angered me so much, and your laughs… now I understand it didn't any harm, but everything for some reason hurt a lot.

The pain still inside me. Girls, I love you all so much, its me who I hate, I cant stand it any longer. I blame myself for everything.

This is a goodbye, I'm really sorry for this. Forgive me please! I'll still love you, my best friends, even if you hate me, even if the line between life and death separate us now. Who would think that the elements of harmony could end like this? All by my fault…

I'll leave this letter here, a prove that I'm accepting my fault about everything I did. I can't stay for a obviously reason, I'm running away from all I knew and loved, this is my escape

Fluttershy

P.D. Please, somepony take care of Angel, and don't tell him the true, please! "

She rolled up the paper and left it there down the ray of moonlight. Fluttershy walked slowly to the door and opened little by little, letting more moonlight illuminate the room and as the light entered, she turned around giving a last look.

The bodies of five ponies were scattered in the floor, all mutilated and covered with blood. Fluttershy broke on tears and left the place flying like if there was something chasing her. Just giving a little murmur that nopony, even her, could hear.

Next morning Apple Blossom was looking after her sister that didn't went back to house last night. Little she know that when she arrived Twilight Sparkle's house only would find lots of blood and some pieces of her sister and four of her friends scattered all over the floor, with a little note rolled up and a blonde feather beside it.