Basically, this is Jo/Ruby inexplicit femslash – I know, it's a really weird pairing, right? But I can't seem to help myself … I'm on a bit of a Jo fetish atm!
You know it's stupid, you're only seventeen and you shouldn't even know what love means, but you think you love her.
You think you love the way she's standing up to her entire race and doing what she thinks is right.
You love the way she's so strong-minded and level-headed, a perfect example of a strong woman.
You love how she sneaks into your room at night and your mom will never know.
You love how, through the sweet nothings she whispers in your ear, you can hear her heart beating in time with yours.
You love how right it feels when you're together and how wrong it feels when you're apart.
It's so romantic, the forbidden romance you share – the hunter-chick and the demon-chick.
But, as much as you love her, on those few rare nights when she doesn't show, you can't help but have doubts. Sure, you tell yourself, she's probably too busy out saving the world, but what if she's not?
What if she's playing you all for fools and she's still Hell's bitch?
What if she's doing this for kicks?
What if she's visiting someone else, sneaking in through their bedroom windows as she does yours?
And it's nights like those when you end up sneaking to your mom's room and curling up beside her. She never asks, but she knows you need her on those nights, so she holds you close. You know you're such a pain in the ass to your mom, and you know it's wrong to bitch at her for treating you like a child when you cry to her at night, but you can't help it. And anyway, if you were a child, you wouldn't be in love, would you?
So, yeah, you have your doubts about her, but the following night she's always back, whispering sweet nothings in your ear, her heart beating in time with yours.
And you never have any doubts when she's around. Well, except when her control slips a little and her eyes turn black.
It's moments like those when you ask yourself what you were thinking, falling in love with a demon. But you know the answer is that you weren't thinking at all.
So you switch off your brain and you drown in her kisses.
I'd really appreciate feedback on this one – I want to know if people like this pairing!
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