I ran like crazy into my room.
"Why are you doing this?!!" I yelled, almost crying.
"Because Peyton don't you know we are supposed to be together." the tone of his voice scared me. He was supposed to be my brother and I had actually come to like him.
"We can't be together." I said to him. About that time he got the door open and for a couple minutes he just looks at me. Thank god for me though before he can do or say anything I hear another voice.
" Peyton!"
"Nathan! Help me!!" I yelled. I was so scared and I hoped he would hurry and get up here. The guy that was supposed to be my brother ran over to me and kisses me hard on the mouth. Then he pulls out a knife, but before he can do anything there's Nathan.
"Peyton! Wake up." Nathan gently woke me up from the dream I've had so many times now.
"Nathan?" I ask not quite certain that I'm awake from the dream yet.
"Yea I'm here. Was it the dream again?" he asked sounding as concerned as he always does when I wake up from these dreams.
"Yea, but it was different this time. You saved me not Lucas. Thank god you're here Nate. I love you so much!" I put my arm around his body and pulled him towards me for a kiss. His arms went around my body and he pulled us even closer.
"I love you too Peyton." he whispered into my ear after we were done kissing.
"I'm scared Nate. I can't stop thinking about it. (It meaning the incident with Derek.) I mean he was only sentenced to three years. What do I do after that? I hate waking up with the shakes, plus I love you Nate and I don't want you to have to go through this."
"Slow down. Maybe you should consider some kind or therapy. Then you can get all this stuff out. And I'm going through this with you by choice. I hope you know that I'm always here and if you don't want to talk to anyone else then you can always talk to me. I'll do my best to help you out." Aww. My Nate is always so sweet. I'm so glad we got back together! I'm happy I was given a second chance. I realized how much I loved him when he almost died in the hospital. When him and Haley got divorced I had to make a move. And the good thing is that me and Haley are still friends too along with her and Nathan. Now the only thing that's stopping us from being completely happy is this fear of mine.
"Peyton?" I looked up and saw him staring at me with a concerned look on his face.
"Yea."
"You know you can talk to me about anything right?" he looked like he didn't think I knew that.
"I know Nathan. And I try to tell you everything but its hard to do that." especially when I don't remember everything that happened.
"And I understand that I just hope that someday you'll feel comfortable enough to tell me whatever's on your mind." I wish I could tell you everything Nate but I'm just not ready for you to know everything about me.
"Someday will happen. I just don't know when that is at this point in time." I wonder if he thinks I would hide anything from him?
"You know that I wouldn't hide anything that was really important from you right?"
"I know. I can tell when your hiding something. Its in your eyes." Nathan, Nathan. I love you so much but you really don't know when I'm hiding something. Not that it's the important stuff im hiding. (I'm lying on my back and he's on his stomach, looking down at me.) I pull his head down and kiss him. I wrap my arms around his muscular body and press it against mine. I noticed that he likes to play with my hair. He almost always does when we kiss and I know I love running my fingers through his. After about fifteen minutes of making out we stopped cause we knew what this would lead to.
"Are you going to go see Haley today?"
"Yea she said she wanted to hang out today. Now your sure your okay with this right cause if your not I won't go. I don't mind hanging out with you all day." I wouldn't mind it either Nate but Haley is our friend and I trust her and most importantly I trust you.
"I don't care as long as no kissing or having sex is envolved." he just laughed at me, we both knew that wouldn't happen.
"I can guarantee that won't be happening. We'll probably just watch some movies and hang out. What do you have planned?"
"I figured I'd just go and see what Brooke's doing. Maybe see what's going on with Lucas. I'm not for sure though." yea even though she's going out with Jake she still seems like she likes Lucas.
"Alright. Well I'm gonna get dressed and go so I'll see you later."
"I'm gonna try and get some sleep. I'll see you tonight. Are you gonna come back for some food or eat with Haley?" say eat here, say eat here...
"I'm not sure. I'll give you a call and tell you around...6:30ish." well I guess that's better than a straight out no.
"okay. Bye. (He bent down for a kiss.) Damn he's a good kisser!
"Love you. Bye." he had that look on his face that said I love you and yes I know I'm a good kisser. He's famous for that look. He has such a nice body plus his amazing face. I wish he wasn't leaving. Man he's just so hot. Well I'm going to bed. Hopefully I can sleep without anymore dreams.
Two hours later...
"please stop...why are you doing this?" (Woke up breathing really fast.) Oh god tell me that was a dream. Just think about this logically. It was just a dream, nothing like this happened to me. I ran into my room and he came in and kissed me. Where was Nathan or Lucas? No one came in this time. One of them always came. He took off my clothes. Still no Lucas or Nathan. He takes his off..no one still. Oh no no.. this is not real. This is not the part I don't remember. He didn't do that to me. Lucas came and got me. I remember hearing him yell . Derek had a knife and somehow Lucas saved me. Calm down Lucas would've told me if that happened. (I started to breath deep.) God dammit Peyton just calm down. It was just a dream no need to shake . No need to worry about it either. Okay I'm just gonna go and see if Brooke wants to do something. This never happened.
I wanted to try and write a story from just one person's point of view/ so here's the first chapter and I hope you like it! (Did you like the nayton?) So review cause I love em all!! I'll try and update soon but I have a lot of stories and little time. I'll do the best I can. Anyways I also have another story I'm gonna working on so look out for that one. Bye for now...