This is when spike is thinking during his last few moments alive. When vicious killed him. and you though all he did was go...'bang'....this man is not a light thinker...here is what I thought would be running through his mind...





"Am I Another Fallen Angel"

You have no right. I've fled from my dream.

Was it a nightmare that I pursued?

Or did it pursue me?...

I have regrets, like when I didnt hold you long enough.

Or should I have never left my fate behind?

Do I really have friends, will they remember me?

I am a beast? Why could I not bear my fangs.

I carried cold metal...Trapped inside were the demons.

Was it the devil entwined in my past?

Was it heavens glory that I saw shining in my future?

I've felt the sting of the bullet.

I know how the cold steel of the knifeblade feels like.

So many times.....

I've felt death.....I've seen death.

Everyone died, will I die too or am I only coming to life?

Am I another fallen angel?

I saw you in my dreams...and relived the pain.

Acursed in one eye.....jealousy filled my soul.

New to the other eye.....Times filled with laughter.

So many fallen angels...too many demons.

Love has come to pass.

To many broken links, made the chain fall apart.

I've become a lost soul...

Am I free...

Or...am I another fallen angel?~~~