Disclaimer: I do not nor will I ever own Inuyasha's fine ass, or any other part of him for that matter. Damn.
A/N: Well this is my first fanfic I have ever written, so be gental. I've read my share of fanfic, so I have a good idea of good style.
I Need Serenity
It all started when I first met her. Who was I kidding, she could never feel that way towards someone like me. After all I was only a high school teen trying to get somewhere in life, only my way was through music. No one believed in our band at first, but as time progressed their thoughts changed. Our band was known as Legacy. Of course we weren't the only band trying to actually get a shot of being something. They were as I liked to call them "wannabe rock stars". The only thing they know how to do dealt with either drugs or sex. They are known as Sinister.
I'll never understand how everything happened the way it did, but I know I gave it my all for her.
"Inuyasha!" said someone from a distance. I turned to see who was actually bugging me this early in the fucking morning. Its bad enough I have to be in school. As to my surprise it was Kagome. She was wearing her usual school uniform, which still made her look sexy as ever. That girl was always cheerful no matter what time of the day. She was the most beautiful girl at Shikon-high school, there was no one like her. I turned to her trying not to show how actually tired I was. "Good morning to you too wench," I said with a smirk. As always she would curve her lips and then put her hands on her hips. Ooh how that made me want to kiss her more.
" Inuyasha do you really need to call me that? " she said.
" Of course it suits you", I said.
" Well as I was trying to get your attention before, Sango said you guys are competing with Sinister this weekend, and apparently who ever is better get a shot," Kagome said smiling. 'Great now not only do I have to see the dumb bastards but compete with them' I thought to myself. " "Alright I guess we'll see what happens, are you coming to the practice tonight?" I asked her. She looked down as she went to answer me, " Well you know I want to, its just I have a date with Hojo. He doesn't give up on asking me out so I figured I'd give it a shot," she said now facing me . " Of course you would go for the smart ones, not to mention he's rich." I said annoyed. 'Yet another reason she will never go for me, I'm neither' I thought sadly.
"Baka you know that isn't what I care about in a relation ship, It's not like I have any one else," she said looking away.
" You really are stupid sometimes wench" I said looking at her from the corner of my eye.
" Whats that supposed to mean?" She said getting mad all over again.
" Forget it its nothing important," I said looking away.
As she went to say something she was cut off by our group of friends who were walking over to join us in the courtyard. "Hey you two, hope we aren't interrupting," said Miroku Hoshi smirking at us as he walked over and sat between us. He was my best friend and the guitarist in our band. Oh yea and not to mention the biggest pervert at Shikon-hight school. I'll never understand how Sango puts up with him. Glaring at him as I said " Get your head out of the goddamned gutter pervert."
Kagome just sat there looking like she wanted to say something but she stayed silent. "Miroku leave them alone, sorry guys we didn't mean to come at a bad time," said Sango Hirakotsu. She was on the track team, in our band as the drummer, and not to mention my other close best friend. I usually went to both her and Miroku when I needed help with something. They both have been telling me that I should ask Kagome out but I already knew her answer. " Its not a problem Sango, don't apologize," said Kagome smiling. " Well there's only a few weeks left of high school, lets make it count." said Kagome as she got up brushing her self off. Ironically the bell went off as if it was on cue. " Yea I guess your right," I said getting up stretching. Sango stayed laying her head on Miroku's shoulder not wanting to move. "Fuck school, we pretty much already graduated." said Sango laughing. " But my dearest Sango we must not be late for class," and his hand slowly moved to her ass. We all knew what was coming. 'SLAP' " Yeah I'm ready for class now," said Sango getting up and walking into the building. Kagome looked at Sango and then back to me. "I'll go calm her down so she doesn't kill anyone, try and get him up will you Inuyasha?" she said glancing down at the dead-looking pervert. " Yeah leave me with the idiot," I said laughing.
" Can we talk after school before practice?" I asked hopefully.
" Of course just come over my house after school" she said smiling. Then she ran off to catch up to Sango, as I stood there and looked down at the still dead-looking pervert. 'This is going to be an excruciatingly long day' I said sighing to myself.
After school I stopped at my house to get a change of clothes. Unintentionally I ran into my prick older half brother Sessomaru. Can't stress the half brother thing enough. "Don't forget we have practice tonight brother, in case you didn't know." said Sessomaru said through this cold eyes. He wasn't only my older half brother, but the bassist in the band. My fucking luck. " Yeah, yeah I know," I said with my annoyed voice. He looked at me, cold and calculating,
" You are forgetful at times little brother, I'm just trying to make sure you don't fuck up every one else chance. Where are you off to?" he asked.
"Kagome's, I figured I might as well try asking her before she goes out with Hojo." I said looking at the time. "FUCK you made me late, I'll see ya later at practice asshole!" I said rushing to get changed and out the door in a matter of a second.
About 10 minutes after speeding to Kagome's house I finally got there. I ran up the many steps in front of her house. 'Damn why does she have to live at a shrine' I said to myself. As I got the final steps, I saw her sitting near her favorite tree. She looked so beautiful in her red skirt with her white tank top with a pull over red long sleeve. I couldn't help but stare at her. I started to walk over towards her, and after about five steps she finally noticed me. "Hey there Inuyasha," she said smiling while tucking her hair behind her ear. I gave her a warm smile then sat down next to her to continue the conversation from this morning. " Look I'm sorry about this morning, I cant help but feel envious towards Hojo." I said turning my hands into fists on my lap. She took notice and put her hand on one of mine. " Why would you ever envy Hojo?" she asked confused. I turned to face her as I answered her saying "What guy wouldn't envy Hojo if that meant going on a date with you?" She blushed but still held my hand.
" What are you trying to say Inuyasha?" she questioned me still blushing.
It took me a bit to some up the courage to tell her but 'what the hell' I thought 'when will I ever get a chance to ask again.'
Looking into her eyes I told her " Kagome I know I may not show it a lot but I have strong feelings for you." Kagome couldn't help but look away blushing even more.
" Inuyasha you know I care for you too, but I already have a date with Hojo tonight" she said with a sad look on her face. I felt like a fool for even thinking there was a chance for me. I gave her a sad smile "its fine, I knew I didn't stand a chance after all I'm just a guy in a band. Not good based off of Hojo's standards." Now she looked upset but before she could correct me Hojo appeared seemingly out of no where grinning like an idiot. "Hey Kagome are you ready for our date for this evening?" he asked with that dumb smile on his face. I couldn't help but get more angry as seconds went by. I stood up taking a few steps away from Kagome, looking at her and giving her yet another sad smile while saying "I wish you happiness Kagome and I'm sorry I didn't have the opportunity too."
With that I left a speechless Kagome with Hojo and her regret for not stopping me when she could have. After a few minutes she came to her senses and gave Hojo and fake smile saying she was ready to go, but really she was sad at the thought she lost her chance with me forever.
Little did she know the damage she would cause.
Practice had already started by the time Inuyasha had gotten there. He definitely made a noisy entrance as he slammed open the door. Everyone stopped what they were doing and just exchanged glances at each other.
"What happened?" Sango asked with a worrisome tone in her voice. "Just what I thought would happen," I answered grabbing a drink to try and relax. "What exactly did you think would happen?" asked Miroku curiously.
"What the fuck do you think? She will never go out with a no body like me. I'll have to make myself into someone before she even thinks about me," I yelled answering his question.
"Did you just honestly pull that out of your ass little brother?" asked Sessomaru sarcastically.
"What other reason is there? She didn't say no or anything. Hope shes fucking happy with her choice" I answered sarcastically right back at him.
Miroku and Sango exchanged worried looks at each other. They both knew Kagome better than that to think so little of Inuyasha. "I guess everything happens for a reason huh?" I asked them sadly. "Well lets get to practicing" I said trying my hardest not to show emotion. "Are you sure your up for it," asked Sango worried. "More ready than I'll ever be," he answered grabbing the mic.
'Godsmack~Serenity'
As I sit here and slowly close my eyes
I take another deep breath
And feel the wind pass through my body
I'm the one in your soul
Reflecting inner light
Protect the ones who hold you
Cradling your inner child
I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by
Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control
Tragic visions slowly stole my life
Tore away everything
Cheating me out of my time
I'm the one who loves you
No matter wrong or right
And every day I hold you
I hold you with my inner child
I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by
Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control
Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control
I need serenity [x2]
As I finished the song I then realized how much she had effected me, or more like changed me forever.
A/N: Well hope you guys enjoys it. Ill be updating as much as I can! :) R&R 33