A/N: I'm sorry I take out all my painful feelings on this couple. I love them, I really do! It's just they are so easy to have a painful relationship. It's forbidden and dangerous and hurtful. Maybe that's why I like it? Anyways I wrote this because I'm feeling depressed and this helps me not cry.
Warning: Yaoi, angst,(slight) GinRan, crying, abandonment, and obviously GinIzu.
Disclaimer: Bleach belongs to Tite Kubo.
Thinking About You
Streaming down my face,
I cannot see through these tears.
When I am bored,
I sit and think.
All I can think about is you.
Your purple hair.
Your blue eyes.
Your fair skin.
Your wicked smile.
You were in love with another,
Before I even came into the picture.
I was your lieutenant,
And thought to be lover.
It hurts so much,
To think I can't touch the one thing I love.
To love is to hate,
To hate is to care,
To care is to obsess,
And that's all I do.
My smile no longer shows,
While yours is just an act.
I cry on the outside,
While you die on the inside.
I thought I had you,
But really I never did.
You never even touched me,
And you recoiled when I touched you.
What does Rangiku have that I don't?
I've had women throw themselves at me,
Yet I always deny them.
It's because I am in love with you.
With all my heart,
I wish you would love me too.
Even if you didn't,
I wish you would come back.
Captain Ichimaru.
Gin Ichimaru.
Gin-sama.
Master,
Please,
Say you love me,
Even if it isn't true.
After Note: Yup this is pretty sad. Sorry if some of you cry.
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