Open Book
The same thing happened twice, I'm standing here
But what I see is so different from what I feel…
I couldn't tell if it was my own…couldn't tell that my arm ached
The blood was rushing down my side…I don't feel the pain…it's all so void and empty inside,
I see him, his face was so terribly messed up that I couldn't tell if he was my father…
I did it…
…I did it…
The screams…those cold hands that grabbed mine…
It was all over…
I turned around, the door felt so far away…
My legs wouldn't move…his body was there
Right in front of me was eyes staring in shock, I found it quire… I had told them my plans
The icy stare from my mother was the most hurtful
I could tell
My mind went black…I don't remember what happened after that, but
The gun was still in my hands…
They can't stop me…
I unconsciously walked toward them, they stepped back
I laughed, warm tears ran down my face…
It was funny, they were my friends,
How much was I a brute…
I single handedly slaughtered them all…
The pain in my chest increased…
I didn't like it.
My mother was still watching me…
She smiled…
I was truly her son,
To have killed so many, and without regret,
I stepped to her side, she closed her eyes and the next thing I knew
She was on the ground…the blood, oozed out of her…
"My…m-my, you have grown…up so…much…" she managed to said as I bent down to hold her hands
It hurt
But
Not nearly as much now
The dream was over, things went as planned
I killed Yukimura, Sanada, Niou, Murai, and the rest of them
I had murdered my father…
My friends…teammates…
My mother…
I watched as the sun rise, it was beautiful…compared to me…I felt sick
The smell of the blood was getting to me…rust…salt.
It was horrid…I saw the book in mother's hands…
…it was the bible…
I reached to open it…but the redness of the blood on my hand was burning…
It was that way, huh
God, god…had ad banded me… Kirihara Akaya was no longer alive…instead a lie…disappear…