A/N: Starting on the SEQUEL!! This is the sequel to SISTERS... you HAVE to read sisters before you read this or you won't understand most of it! I hope you guys will like this! I'm new at this and I really hope that you guys will read and review! Hugs and Kisses!

Amelia Cullen Luvs Da's

Chapter 1: A Similar Face/ The Monster Deep Down

Seven Months Later . . . . . . . . . . .

Amelia's POV

Madness. It had become her constant companion. The fight to keep her mind from thinking of them had forced her into derangement.

What was the fantasy? What was the reality? There was no distinguishing between the two anymore. Was he ever really here? Was he just a figment of her imagination? It was easy to say he was real when his scent was still on her, but that had left her long, long ago. And yet, somehow, she was still here. Day after day after day. Immortality.

Life was now an annoyance.

She would sit in a little cottage as she was surrounded by werewolves on the outside. She hated feeling so trapped and there were no communication between her and anyone else. She would occasionally write to Charlie and Renee, but she would never receive anything. She felt alone... she stared blankly at the ceiling for days, the smell of rotting meat on the floor. It didn't smell appetizing, so she wouldn't feed. Her eyes were black... soulless. She would eat occasionally, but against her will.

For once in the few months that she was locked in the shack, the door eased open and a head peeked in, "Hello? Are you hungry?" A girl about Amelia's age walked in holding a bag of blood from a hospital. She held it out and Amelia took it slowly, but drank it greedily. The girl sat down beside her and smiled, "Hi! I'm Maria! Sam told me to keep you company... and make sure you weren't up to anything." The girl rolled her eyes.

Amelia breathed deeply and noticed for the first time in forever, that there was a vampire amongst them... it was the girl. Amelia looked at her curiously, the girl stood up quickly, she looked happy, but you could tell that deep down that she was just as sad as her if not worse... it was hard to believe that anyone could feel this pain, though.

"I shall go now," Maria bounded for the door in quick movements. Amelia reached out and spoke for the first time in seven months, "Please, stay! It would be nice to have someone to talk to." The girl's smile stretched across her face and she sat back down.

They talked for what seemed like hours, about everything, until the door burst open and Sam made his appearance in between the jamb. Amelia rolled her eyes at him in annoyance, she was so bored with him that she would fall to her knees and beg for him to kill her. Maria on the other hand, ran out of the cottage and left her alone. Sam smirked and slammed the door shut... once again, leaving her alone.

Edward's POV

So, there he was. . . at the boundary of the meadow, using the last of his strength to get there. . . .

The wolves were bound to find him. They always sensed when a vampire was weak. He would never be able to run away, much less fight. It was a welcomed thought. . . leaving this existence. Madness made everything so clear.

It was a good way for a monster to die.

When he'd run away from her. . . after what she had said . . . he killed every animal he saw. "Damn right I'm a monster!" Edward screamed. He wanted to wallow in it. He never saw a human. Lucky for them. . .

Her birthday was the last time he fed.

That's when he stopped keeping track of the days. The sun came up and down. Don't think about her. He would stand in the rain and wait to feel something. Amelia smelled so good in the rain. Don't think about her. It was dark and he would think of how he would sneak in the window. Stop, dammit don't think about her. Don't think about either of them.

He was devastated when Bella died and he felt like he died (again) along with her. He thought that no one could bring him back, no one could smell as good, no one... was good enough. Until he met Amelia. The sound of her voice caught him off guard... so did her smell. She smelled so good, so powerful he almost fell over from the impact it had on him. She smelled beautiful, different from Bella's perfume but mouth watering none-the-less. Thinking about both of them brought ache to his chest, even with his heart long gone. All he wanted to do was start over.

He stretched out into a position, a position for one to die... until his hand hit something strange. It was a bag with a note in it. He used all he could to sit up and pull it from under the tall grass. It had his name on the top... in Amelia's handwriting.

She not only had to say her words but she wrote it down for him too. Let the pain come! He wanted to scream, let it rip me apart. He read the note and got wide eyed... this definitely was not a good bye letter. Or not what he expected at least.

My beloved Edward,

Tonight I am being forced to say good-bye to you, perhaps for the rest of my life. Sam found me after I left your house. I was foolish. I should have listened to you. He was waiting for me. He had been watching for the chance he would find me alone. He had a plan in mind all along. He brought me to a basement, where I was locked in for hours waiting for his return. There are so many of them, Edward. Sam made me a deal. I would tell you good-bye, and he would not send the werewolves after you. I had to say yes. What choice did I have? I could never bear to see you or any of your family hurt, or killed.

He did not tell me until later that he had planned exactly what I was to say to you. Edward, it will kill me to say these things to you. I will be lying. Please forgive me for what I say tonight. I will not mean one word of it. Please believe me. Edward, I love you, I will only love you for the rest of eternity. I do not love Jacob. I did not go to him after I left you. He wasn't even helping Sam tonight. You are not a monster. You could never be one in my eyes. You have saved me and gave my life more meaning and hope than I ever thought I was capable of feeling.

He is taking me somewhere after tonight. He isn't saying where. I am to tell Charlie that I am going to school in Tucson, but it is also all a lie. The only clue I have is Jake telling me before I left that, Sam planned to send me somewhere in New Mexico on a reservation where his uncle lived. There are werewolves there too.

I don't have much time. Sam a while ago and should be back any minute. He's coming back to take me to a meadow. Edward, saving you like this has finally made me realize how you felt the day you left Bella. Please just let me be with you. I love you. I'll love only you forever.

If you don't find this letter until after I'm gone, please live a good life. You have everything you need to love and live for right in front of you, your family. Find someone else to love if you can. But please, next time make sure she's already a vampire. I don't want to see you go through that pain again... if I ever see you again.

Thank you for loving me. No one has ever felt more loved, or been more loved than I have been.

Forever yours,

Amelia

He read the letter twice and still couldn't make himself believe it. She loved him. Amelia loved me. She didn't think he was a monster. He slowly rose to his knees and turned his head to the sky and put out his arms. "Thank you," he whispered. "For one more chance."

He heard footsteps coming into the meadow. His head turned in alarm and he looked desperately from side to side. He was too weak to hear anyone's mind. Death was not so welcome now.

It was Alice. She was walking to him and shaking her head with a smile on her face. "Finally, you came back and read that letter," she said ruefully.

He smiled. It had been a long time since he'd smiled. "She loves me, Alice."

"I know that," she said, "We've always known that."

"I am going to find her, and save her... I want to marry her." He smiled again.

Alice smirked at him, "Maybe you should drink first. You wouldn't be able to save a kitten in a tree right now." She started to help him up. "Maybe a shower before we go would also be nice." She offered.

He looked over himself. "Self-pity looks great on me don't you think?"

"I want to burn those clothes," she murmured "Jasper and Emmett are bringing you something to drink, so just stay here and they will come." She ran off into the trees and a few moments later Emmett and Jasper appeared from the shadows.

Jasper helped Edward to his feet and they all walked through the woods in search of something to eat. He was going to find her and save her... nothing was going to stop him.

A/N: Well, I hope you liked the first chapter of ADVANTAGE! It was hard to think about this chapter and not use the words 'I' and 'me'... But I did it... I think... hahahaha! PLEASE REVIEW!!

Amelia Cullen Luvs Da's