18:11

Beck and I were both waiting anxiously in my bathroom. I was sitting in his lap on top of the toilet seat. We'd been waiting like this for about a good five and a half minutes.

" Do you think that it's ready." Beck asked gesturing to the pregnancy test sitting on the edge of my bathroom counter.

"How long has it been?"

" About six min now." Beck said looking at his watch. " The box said it would be ready in five."

" Can you check it please" I said in my begging voice.

" Ugh, fine." So I got off his lap as he crossed the room to the counter top.

His face looked devastated. " Well were going to be parents." He said trying to put on a fake smile.

My heart drop down to my stomach. How could I be pregnant? We used protection and I was on the pill. Why me, why us. Were only 17, we don't know how to raise a baby.

" Jade. Jade." I snapped out of my train of thought.

" Huh?'' I said putting my full attention on him.

" You okay?"

" Are you sure that you read it right?" I crossed the bathroom to join him near the sink. I snatched the test right out his hands. Starring back at me was a huge pink plus sign. Fuck!

"Jade this test is only 80% accurate. We should go to the clinic or something to get you checked out by a doctor."

" I cant go to the doctor with out my dad finding out. He'll get the bill."

"Then we'll go to the free clinic up the street from school."

" They give pregnancy test there?"

" All the time. We can go tomorrow during lunch."

" Beck, I'm scared. I can't go have a baby. Not now anyway."

Beck took me into his arms with a bear hug. He began to stroke my hair softly. " Me too babe, me too. But well get it all figured out I promise. I love you Jadelyn West."

"I love you too, Beck Oliver."

The next day Beck picked me up for school. Half way their he put his hand on my thigh and started rubbing it from left to right. I loved it when he did this, every time it sent chills up my spine.

" Are you nervous" he asked as we pulled into the student parking lot of Hollywood Arts.

" I just want lunch to come so we can just know for sure. I didn't get any sleep last night just thinking about it."

" Well whatever happens I still love you." he leaned in to kiss me. It was short but sweet. The perfect way to start off the mourning.

Once we got inside the building we went to the main hallway. Like always all of our 'friends' were crowded around Vega's locker. When Beck saw my expression go from happy to bitchy he took hold of my hand.

"Hey Beck, Hey Jade." Vega greeted us. Her attitude just pissed me off. I just wanted this mourning to go by already.

" Hey guys." Beck answered for us.

" So hey look for lunch were all going to this awesome new sushi place a couple of blocks away. Ya'll want to come." Tori said.

" Um, we can't. We have other plans." Beck said squeezing my hand tightly.

" Really what are you guys doing." Why couldn't she just leave us alone.

" NONE OF YOUR BUSSINESS VEGA." I found myself yelling at her and the others. So I just pulled Beck and lead us out side.

" Babe you have to chill."

" she kept asking us what are plans were and ugh she just pisses me off."

He sat me down on a bench.

" Jade we'll find out at lunch okay. So can you make it until then."

I nodded my head yes and he kissed me on my forehead.

The rest of the mourning went by slowly. Finally the lunch bell rang and we mad our exit out of sikowits class and walked with Beck to his mustang. In less than 10min we where at the free clinic. I hesitated as I got out of his Car. I just wanted to get this over with. We walked into the clinic his arm wrapped around my shoulders. We walked up to the check-in counter together.

"Can I help you." the receptionist asked

" Uh, yeah I have an appointment here at 12:15 to get a pregnancy test." The receptionist stared at us for a moment in utter shock like she had never seen a teenage girl walk n here with her boyfriend to ask for a pregnancy test. Finally she fixed her face back into that phony happy smile of hers.

" Okay. Full name."

"Jadelyn August West."

" Alright then why don't you just take a seat over there and wait to be called."

We did as we were told and took are seats in the waiting area. Beck and I were the youngest people here. I started to tap my foot nervously as I awaited the Doctor to call my name.

"Did you see the way that chick looked at us?'' I couldn't help but bring that up.

"what do you mean?"

" she looked at us like we were sinners or something. Like she's never seen a teenage girl in here asking for a pregnancy exam before. uggh." Beck took my hand and told me to relax that everything was going to be fine. I was getting sick of him saying that. Nothing was fine.

" Jadelyn West? Jadelyn West?" A female doctor entered the room and called my name. I picked up my hand from Becks and signaled to her that I was coming.

" Aw! Yes this way. Hi Jade I'm doctor Renzy. You're here for a Pregnancy test right?" she asked while leading us into a room in the back of the clinic. In the room was a table with an ultra sound machine all hooked up. I nodded my head yes to her previous question.

"Are you the boyfriend?" she asked gesturing towards Beck.

" Yeah. My name is Beck Oliver."

" Okay jade I'm going to need you to go change into this robe in that bath room over there." I took the robe and went into the bathroom. Once out I sat on the long blue square table that the machine was next too. Beck sat in the small chair across next from it. The doctor than pulled out a long narrow white stick.

" what is that for?" I asked.

"Oh, this is a stick that I use to stick up your vagina to go to where the ovaries are. This basically will tell us if there is a heart beat or not. It shall appear on the screen, it will also give away sound if there is a heart beat." I just nodded my head. I noticed that Beck winced at the word vagina. The next thing I knew I had my legs spread open as she stuck in the tube. She had to move it around a little bit, which hurt a lot but I tried my best not to show the emotion on my face. The next thing I heard changed my life. It was fast paced whooshing sound coming from the ultra sound machine. Beck sat up in his chair to as he noticed the sound too.

" Well Jade you are actually further along than you thought. Your 3 months pregnant."

" What the hell! I've only had symptoms for about 2 weeks. How could I already be 3 months and not know?" Beck was speechless as he got up to hold my hand while I was on the table.

" well in your case like many others the symptoms came late. You'll be due some time in May or June." She pulled the stick out. I wanted to cry at the pain.

"Well ill leave you guys here to talk. Jade I want to see you in 3 mouths for a follow up appt. just to see if everything is alright."

"Wait follow up. What if I don't want to keep it?"

" your already three mouths sweetie, its to late for an abortion. I'm sorry." She walked out of the room.

" so were going to be parents after all." Beck tried to say somewhat happy, but I could tell that it was fake. I just grabbed my clothes and went into the bathroom to change. I didn't speak to Beck at all. I walked in head of him to his car.

" Do you want to go back to school." He asked before we pulled out of the parking lot. I just nodded my head no. 20min later we were at his RV. Its funny how her could read my mind. I got out of the car and walked to his RV. Once inside I took off my everything except my panties and undershirt. Beck didn't even bother to talk to me as I crawled into bed next to him he wrapped me in his arms and I began to cry my self to sleep.

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