Shuffle Challenge: ShuseixHotsuma by Larkawolfgirl

Rules:

1. Pick a character, fandom, pairing, friendship, whatever.

2. Put iTunes or your music program on shuffle and start playing songs.

3. For each song, write something inspired by the song related to the theme you chose earlier. You only have the song length. No pre-planning and no writing after the song is over. No skipping songs either.

I wrote these a long time ago but never posted them. They suck, but I have gone back and edited them a bit. I have also reordered them from my favorite to the worst.

Scars (stronger for life) by corrinne may

Hotsuma stared down at the gravel. The rain was pouring in heavy streams upon his head. How could Shusei leave him? Didn't he know how it would tear him open. He felt so mad at himself for trying to kill himself so many years ago. If he hadn't tried to back then, then maybe Shusei would not have left him. He had left because of the scar hadn't he? The scar that he had inflicted with his own power. The power that had haunted him his whole life. The power that made him a monster. The only one who didn't see him as a monster was Shusei.

"Shusei," He cried. The tears began streaming down with the raindrops. "Shusei, I miss you. Please come back." His thoughts when to all the things that they had never gotten to do because of that scar. He vowed that he would redeem himself for that scar somehow.

Voodoo by Godsmack

Shusei stared at Ashley as she claimed that she would be killing him soon. He was glad. Now he wouldn't be a burden on Hotsuma anymore. He would be able to stay with Yuki and be happy. Shusei didn't care if he died as long as Hotsuma was happy. As he felt the hand of death wrapping over him, he let a small whisper escape his lips.

"Hotsuma." Just as his conscious was fading he heard a far off cry.

"Shusei!" He saw the silhouette of Hotsuma just before his eyes fell closed.

Bed of flames by Hungry Lucy

Hotsuma stared silently at Shusei. He couldn't help but think of dirty things that he could be doing with him. He felt so ashamed, but he couldn't stop the thoughts from coming. He realized that Shusei had looked up from his papers.

"Hotsuma, is something wrong?"

"No." He quickly looked away. The look on Hotsuma's face made Shusei feel horrible. He knew that he should just leave Hotsuma alone. Hotsuma had Yuki and didn't need him anymore. He was causing him more pain than he was worth.

His thoughts were interrupted by Hotsuma's voice. "Shusei stop worrying I like having you around."

Have a nice life baby Hilary Duff

Shusei had just broken up with Hotsuma. He was distraught, but he knew that it was for Hotsuma's best interest. Yet, the pain was tearing him apart. He just wished that the shock had not been too traumatizing for Hotsuma.

Hotsuma was pissed off. How could Shusei have just told him to have a nice life and then run off? Where was he planning to go anyway? Worry shoved its way through his anger. He ran out of the mansion into the night. He would bring Shusei back somehow.

Ugh, these really suck, I apologize. I don't even really like this song.

Deep Forest by Deep Forest

"Hey. Shusei, do you ever think about where we came from?"

"What do you mean where we come from?"

"Well, I mean the human race. Do you think that there might have been little people that we have evolved from?"

"Hotsuma, you sound crazy, you know that?"

"Do I? Maybe I'm just tired.

Two hours later

"Hotsuma, I've been thinking about what you said before. Maybe it wasn't all that far-fetched."

"You really think so?"

" Hey, you want to look it up with me? We can search it on the internet."

"I guess." Hotsuma was just glad that Shusei didn't think that he was crazy anymore.

Oh my God! That sucked so bad!