Dear Diary,

You've been sitting on my dresser since the day I got you. My sister had given you to me a few century's back, I never thought I would have a reason to write in you. I would usually just go to her if I had a problem, but now I understand its a way to let out my feelings. Well,it used to seem I had nothing to write about, I now have too much to write about.

Lets start off with knowing a little about myself.

I have white fur, and I am a winged unicorn, an"Alicorn", whom goes by the name of Celestia. I am a savior to the land in which I live. I am the princess of the sun, in which I raise everyday at the break of dawn.

Thousands of years ago, an evil residence resided along the borders of the world, enslaving everyone in his reach. Havoc was spread, for The Lord in which we were ruled under was the king of chaos. He strived to wreck and control all in which his heart desired, and he did just that. But as I gained courage and sadness upon those around me, I sought out power to defeat the king, who went by the name of Discord. Of course I didn't do it alone, I was helped by the side of my sister Luna. Yes, I have a little sister, who was- very...

I- we defeated the master of chaos, with the help of very powerful Elements that we had found. These Elements came from the Tree of Harmony, for the tree was very powerful. All in which is good is spread through out the tree, connecting harmony inside it. As long as Harmony remained through the land, the tree would live and let forth it's power. Although, there was one element that I had an odd feeling about. I didn't know what it meant-but I knew it meant something powerful.

We were able to take the Elements out of the captive stone, and the Tree of Harmony would still remain peaceful. Though, if harmony was ever to be broken, the Tree would slowly die, and so would life soon after. But after we had decided what had to be done with Discord's fate, we used them, capturing the king in stone for thousands of years to become.

We held the elements in a secret stone underground at our old castle. We had promised to only use them when fate depended on it.

Princess Celestia, who ruled by the side of Princess Luna. We were praised and loved through out the land, and I'm very proud of my standing. We maintained harmony above our subjects, and ever since then I have tried my best to do whatever I can in the need of my kingdom. Though some cases were harder than I thought, I had made a promise to never abandon my land.

My sister, was not treated equally in her case, for I didn't abandon my kingdom but instead her, and I will always be forever responsible. I have lived hundreds of years upon my regret for my mistakes, 290, to be exact, but the burden will never escape my heart. All of the memories of my doings have brought out depression and sadness, and I am incapable of handling my new responsibilities right. If I could only turn back time, and change everything from that one fateful night...

The reason of this, is my fault. I was cast away in the beam of the limelight, whilst my sister was buried beneath the length of the shadows. She tried to explain, but I was the one who didn't listen. She took this as an insult, and I now understand how wrong I was. In some cases she would state I didn't love her, and I would find her to lock herself away to cry, but as I tried to comfort her it became worse and worse. I hadn't had time to pay much attention to her, and she soon got the idea that I hated her, so I strode away not even to tell her I loved her. It was the worst mistake of my life.

She had grown more powerful than I had thought she would ever be capable of being. She produced darkness upon the land, and shattered coldness through our kingdom. The battle was fierce. I tried to reason with her- but she continued to fire at me with hatred. She had warned me and I hadn't listened, thus I had unintentionally abandoned her physically. I used the Elements and banished Luna to the moon for a thousand years, and I will say, it is the worst thing I have ever done.

If only I would have listened, cared, and treated her like a little sister, maybe this wouldn't have happened. I can't say if I'll ever see her again, but if I do, I would never be able to handle sanity. I am unstable, and have emotionally been drawn from correctly ruling over my kingdom, thus being handed to the powers of Princess Cadance, whom helps rule by my side to maintain the harmony.

And as I stand here, gazing out upon my weakened kingdom, I long for the day of my sisters return. I have had dreams of her returning to hate me for my doings, or to never return at all. I'm afraid my sister won't be forgivable, and I may never rule by her side again. I was once strong but I'm beginning to shatter, and I don't know how much longer I can hold on. I keep glancing up at the moon in the darkened sky, praying, just praying to her to hold on tightly, and maybe she would return someday. If I could only trade myself in her place to understand the pain she's going through, I would- I love her so much, and I miss her.

She's my little sister, and I will forever be sorrowful. She is a friend, a sister, a daughter, and will forever be

A true princess of the night.

Love,

Celestia.

Celestia then drew back away from the balcony in which she stood upon, and used her magic to tear out and roll the diary entry, securing it with a red piece of thread. She closed her eyes and prayed to her beloved sister, and cast the letter out the window. The wind blew it up past the clouds, and as it blew out of sight, Celestia felt warm tears welling up in her eyes. She turned around to stumble into bed, praising her sorry to her sister who shines up above.

A thousand years, of regret.