"We will be best friends forever!"

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I still rember then you said that, whose words~ it hurt so much.. I wanted to cry, but I didn't, I'll never let anyone see me cry, not even you, so I'd just smile to you and nod..

That time I didn't know why it did hurt so much.. And I am still not sure... But I think... I think it because I love you, Sora.

Yearh... I do really love you Sora, I really do!

Tsk... It is a little ironic, isn't it? It's first now that I have become so tried to the darkness, betayd you, lost myself ... lost you ... That I realize how much I love you..

every time we have fought did hurt so much, not when you and your 'friends' hit me -okay that did hurt to, but..- When I did hurt you, I did also hurt myself.

"Oooh Riku-" I can hear Ansem call for me, I can't help it but let out a small whimper as I get up and walks over to him.

I can't ever face you again, Sora.. If you knew what I have done..

If you knew...

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Sorry if Riku if totally OOC ^^'

Well, hope you liked it^^