Title: Only The Fates May Know
Author: gacktaddict1330
Genre: angst???/romance???
Rating: T
Warnings: Ooc-ness that can be expected out of me by now. AU!!!!, cuss words, and mentions of rape.
Pairing: GacktxHyde
Summary: When Gackt meets Hyde, a young man who is distraught over the recent loss of his lover and unborn child the two become close quickly. Gackt must help Hyde over come his fears and realize that he is not just something to be used and thrown away. Add in the fact Hyde is a hanou and Gackts' family is not supportive of his choice will they be able to stay together or will small things tear them away from one another?
Notes: This is something I came up with one day when talking to my friends Spencer and You-chan…I was bored xD
Disclaimer: I don't own anything!!!!!!!
A young man with shoulder length, well kept copper coloured hair sighed heavily and watched the clouds pass by.
"You freak!" A voice yelled nearby.
"Stop running!"
"Take it like a man!" two more voices called out.
"It shouldn't bother you since you seem to like it rough though." The first voice slurred in a drunken state. The young man looked up and saw three somewhat bulky men standing in a circle kicking something on the ground.
"Oiy, what's going on?" He asked standing up, dusting himself off, and walking over to the group. Upon arrival he saw they were crowded around a small man tied up with shoulder length dirty blonde hair and warm caramel coloured eyes glazed over in fear as he watched the brunette approach through the fringe of his bangs. What stood out to him most though were two large *too big actually* sunny blonde wolf ears nestled atop the mop of blonde hair.
"Who are you?" One man asked.
"Kamui Gackt. Why exactly are you beating him? What has he done?" The young brunette now identified as Gackt, asked looking each man in the eyes.
"He's a freak! Look at him! He has wolf ears!" One yelled.
"He's a fag!" Another yelled.
"Plus, he attacked us first!" The third cried. The blondes' ears perked up and he glared through his bangs at the men, Gackt could see tears in his caramel eyes.
"You murdered Sakura!" He screamed. The first man kicked him in the face sending him to the ground hard.
"Shut up you slut!" He yelled, finally tiered of watching Gackt moved to stand in front of the blonde, taking up a protective stance.
"Leave him alone." He commanded.
"You don't know what you're doing! Stop it! They could kill you!" The blonde cried.
"You might want to listen to him if you know what's good for ya." The first man, the leader, slurred.
"Shut up, I can handle you cowardly assholes. Tieing him up like this was your way of controlling the situation like the little bitches you are." Gackt said falling into a fighting/protective stance.
"Fuck this. Your scrawny ass ain't worth the time or effort it would take to kick it." The leader said spitting at Gackt while the other two spit on the blonde directly before turning and staggering away. Gackt watched them retreat before kneeling down to help the blonde, wiping the spit off his face.
"You ok?" He asked. The blonde looked up at him through his bangs and Gackt felt his heart break at the pain reflected in the tear filled caramel eyes.
"Those men…they killed Sakura…and my baby." He mumbled tears falling down his cheeks. Gackts' bleu eyes widened and he wiped the tears away with his thumbs before untying the man.
"I'm so sorry."
"There's nothing you can do. It's in the past now. Thank-you, for your help." He said standing up and rubbing his wrists.
"How long ago?" Gackt asked quietly.
"Six months. Enough time to loose all evidence of a baby." The blonde mumbled wrapping his arms around his abdomen. Bleu eyes widened in realization and he swallowed thickly before approaching the sorrowful blonde, feeling the pain radiating off his small form.
"Are they real?" He asked suddenly. The blonde looked up confused before he realized Gackt was referring to his ears.
"Yes, they signify I am a hanou…a half demon but…they are too big for me." The blonde said shyly. Gackt laughed and smiled warmly.
"I think they fit you perfectly." The blonde blushed and looked away.
"My name's Hideto by the way, but I prefer to go by Hyde." Gackt looked happier and he smiled again.
"Gackt, nice too meet you Haido. Why don't you come with me and I'll get your wounds fixed up okay?" Gackt suggested holding out his hand to the small blonde. Hyde stared at the hand before looking back up at Gackt.
"Is that safe? They might think you're my friend and come after you…it's not very safe. I'll be fine." He said looking away. Gackt smiled warmly and shook his head.
"It doesn't matter. Come on now." He said flexing his fingers. Hyde looked once more at the hand and then at the brunette before putting his smaller hand in it and sighing resigned. Gackt noted with hidden delight that Hyde also possessed a swishy blonde wolfs tail. On the way to his apartment he couldn't help but over hear all the whispers and see all the stares sent their way by the people they passed.
"Trash…new lover?"
"Still mourning…slut."
"…isn't that Gackt?"
The brunette finally hearing enough, bristling he turned and addressed the women speaking.
"Stop it all of you! Don't you know anything?! He lost everything in his heart and yet you still find it in yours too add to his pain with your cruel words?! What happened too the sweet women who have been so kind to me all these years? Who are you to judge him?!" Gackt yelled surprising Hyde who looked frightened. The women bowed their heads in shame.
"As I thought. Come on Haido. You're bleeding heavily and I want to get those taken care of." He said pulling lightly on the smaller hand. Hyde nodded still shaken and followed the angry brunette.
"There you go! All done!" Gackt exclaimed standing back to examine his handiwork. Hyde's raw and bloody wrists were concealed with thick medical gauze coiling around them like snakes and his ankles were the same. Many patches and band aids were stuck to random spots to stop all the bleeding and prevent infections.
"Gods I am so tired of all this!" He yelled bringing his hand up to slam it down when his wrist was caught in a firm but gentle grip.
"You'll only injure yourself worse if you throw a fit in this condition Haido. You need rest. Follow me." Gackt said standing up, pulling the blonde with him. Hyde looked at his hand as Gackt held it gently in his larger grasp as the brunette led him to a fairly large room with modest furniture.
"They will be big but, it's better than what you are wearing." Gackt said walking over to a chest of draws and pulling out a simple white shirt and black sweat pants. Haido accepted the bundle before looking around silently.
"Oh, I'm sorry. Please go change in the bathroom. Leave your clothes outside the door so I may wash them while you rest." The brunette said pointing to a door connected to the bedroom. Hyde nodded and walked towards the door. It was only then that Gackt noticed the blonde hanou walked with a slight limp. Gackt waited while the blonde changed and when he emerged from the bathroom the brunette hid a smile behind a cough at the sight. The simple white shirt hung off his thin form and the left side hung low on his shoulders the sleeves on both arms going past his finger tips while the pants though tied as tightly as the draw string would allow still hung dangerously low on lithe hips.
"Here rest up and I'll bring these in when they're done." Gackt said talking the bundle of clothes and walking out of the bedroom.
"Why is he doing this? He doesn't even know me." Hyde wondered aloud looking up at the ceiling before climbing up onto the unmade bed and falling asleep, not bothering with covers. Gackt came in silently two hours later with his clothes and smiled softly; pulling the blankets up over the blonde's small shivering form.
Hyde awoke to silence as he yawned loudly stretching languidly before looking around his surroundings.
"Were am I?" He asked frantically before looking at his wrist as everything flowed back into his sleep fuzzled mind.
"Oh yes, Gackt-san, and the fight…this is his room then." He said rubbing his eyes sleepily and getting up too look for the brunette. He saw his clothes on the foot of the bed but no signs of the other man.
"It's too quiet for someone else too be here…he's gone then!? Why would he help me if he was just going to abandon me?! Did he abandon me?!" He cried near tears as he began to search frantically for the kind brunette. A piece of paper on the near-by table caught his eye. Upon forcing down the feeling of guilt at snooping he approached the note and found it addressed to him.
'Haido, I've gone to get some groceries. I'm dangerously low and since you will be with me the next while I figured I needed some more. I'm sorry if my unannounced disappearance caused any sort of panic.
Get some more rest!
Gackt Kamui.'
"How'd he know I would panic?" Hyde thought aloud.
"Because I figured that was how your personality worked and it appears as though I was right." Gackt said from the doorway. Hyde turned around quickly and cried out happily when he saw Gackt in the doorway, arms laden with grocery bags and more at his feet. He walked over to help the brunette when he was stopped with a hand lightly on his forehead.
"No you don't get to help. You get to go back to bed now Haido." Gackt said sternly but with a gentle smile. Hyde huffed glaring at the other man before sulking off back to the bedroom in a dejected manor. Gackt smiled and watched the blonde walk away with fondness in his icy bleu eyes.
"Why does he care about me? None of this makes any sense!' Hydes' mind screamed at him as he lay down.
"I'll worry more about it later." He said aloud falling asleep again. Gackt checked the room again a few minutes later, happy to find the blonde in a deep sleep with his mouth open slightly, his legs sprawled and one arm hanging off the bed while the other clutched the pillow to his chest tightly.
"So cute!" Gackt cooed softly, shutting the door quietly before giggling and walking back towards the kitchen.
So???? Whatcha thinks??? Too weird or whats?????