Chapter 1:
Did you ever feel that you were living this double live. You know that's exactly what I have been feeling lately. I don't know Liz Parker anymore. But yet I have never been more comfortable in my own skin. Its weird and ironic. Liz Parker has changed but has stayed the same. I'm still of course the smallest of town girls and I am still in love with science. But there is a part of me that has changed that has lost its innocence that has become a freeing person. That part of me I know is due to the one man that has turned my world upside down not in a bad way or nothing like that but has influenced how I carry myself and how I respond to even the smallest things such as touch. This man has changed me and has made me who I am. This man is Max Evans. This man is the one that makes me weak and holds a force over me that is so pure. He is my everything that's all there is to it. But this man can cause my fragile small town heart to break too. THis man has a destiny a destiny that wasn't me atleast that's what I thought. Everything changes in a day. This here is my story. It might not interest most but trust me its an exciting ride. In the end I am the person who wrote in this journal. Maybe when somone reads this 50 years from now they will understand the feeling of finally come to terms with one's destiny. This is the story of Liz Parker and Max Evans. Enjoy the ride.
"Did anyone see you", asked the young man.
"No no one did", said the young one with doe like eyes.
She looked at him and licked her lips.
"Umm let's dance", said the young women.
He looked at her and saw the pure and burning lust in her eyes. He smirked at her.
"Umm not yet we have some business to take care of".
She nodded her head and rubbed her legs together to stop the wetness from coming down her legs. The no panty rule that he gave her was annoying but also very freeing. She walked in front of him and swayed her heart shaped ass.
"What a fine piece of tail", he mumbled to himself.
She looked back over his shoulder and smirked. She loved this side of him, not the leader or the control freak but the man that made her cum hard, the man that made her feel like she was sexy and god the nympho she knew she was. He was hard of course but that wasn't something new. He was always hard around her. During the day this side of him was in control and he never let anyone see it. But at night he was hers to do as she pleases. She knew that she was going to get the fuck of her life, she always did. They loved to do it in public and loved to be watched becasue during the day they had to be invisible. At night when the music was pumping and everyone around them was up for the sexual show they could be themselves.
"Fuck me good", said the young women.
He nodded his head.
"YOurs a fuck fiend. Your pussy is tight for me always for me, got that bitch", he whispered in her ears.
"Yes this pussy right here is always yours no one can fuck it like you can", said the woman.
He snaked his hand under her ass skirt as he like to call it becasue it barely covered her ass. He knew she was wet she was always wet. He pumped three fingers in her hard and quick. He knew her body already. He knew how to fuck it.
"God umm fuck", said the woman as she moaned.
RIght now they were against the wall at their meeting place. The music was pumping so loud that the vibrations were hitting the wall and of course her ass that was pressed against it.
"You like this you naughty girl, you like to be taken like this", said the man whispering in her ear.
"Yes I'm so bad so dirty, I need to fuck", said the girl gyrateing her hips against his hard arousal.
She knew what he liked of course. He liked to be sucks and liked when he fingered his ass. Most men would be uncomfortable with a finger in their ass but not him, he loved to pump cum into her mouth while her fingers hit his prostate. His pants was already slightly lowered. He knew what she was going to do. He felt the leap in his dick already.
She lowered herself to her knees and licked his erection.
"Umm your such a cock whore", he whispered.
He knew she liked the dirty words becasue they never got to say them during the day. SHe went down to buisness. He didnt like the teasing he loved her on her knees giving him the plasure that she denied him during the day. She sucked him and he watched her. He looked into her innocent eyes and growled. She knew how to suck like a porn star.
"That's enough get up and let me fuck that pussy good and proper", said the man.
She whimpered and moaned and his words.
"Turn around", said the man.
She did as she was told. She knew the results if she didnt obey. He moved back and without any warning stabbed her tight pussy while everyone around them watched. There were of course people already fucking that what they did at this club but they loved to watch these two. They had a passion that no one has ever seen. He made her screma while he bite her neck. He made her scream while he pumped his fingers as well as his dick into her tight cunt, he made her scream while he pulled at her nipples. But she made him scream when she turned around and grabbed his ass and pumped two fingers into his hole. That made all the difference really. The pure extasy and screaming was only a part of their love making. No the best part wasn't the fucking no it was the kissing. People would think it was the sex that held the passion but the people around them knew that wasn't the case here. After the had their carnal pleasurs satisfied, the y kissed. He bent his head and licked her lips. He made sure that his tongue swiped ever so gently against her bottom lip that was quivering. He lick the top lip and made her whimper. She knew when to open her mouth to let his warm tongue into it. He tasted every corner and surface area of her mouth. He made love to her mouth. he never fucked it like he did her body. These were the times when she knew that all of this was worthwhile becasue she was with him. He looked down at her flushed face and smiled. She looked up at him and smiled also.
"Let's go home Zan", she said like every night since she has been back.
They walked out hand and hand to his jeep. They drove in silence but they wre okay with that. He drove to his house of course. She walked into the window and smiled.
"Tommorrow is the day", she said.
"I know", he replied.
"This future version of yourself is an idiot did I tell you that", said the girl laughing.
"I know but we are going to fix everything and that blond bimbo wont' hurt us again", said the man.
"I know I finally will have both sides of you", said the girl.
"Oh so you want him too", said the man smirking.
"Yes I do, I want all of you", said the girl.
"Me too, I don't get to have that side of you, the side that takes you on dates adn holds your hand in the halls, I want that", said the man with the amber eyes.
"I know but now you will", replied the girl.
"I know, how they made you was stupid, they should have given you two sides like I have", said the man.
"i know Zan, but I will be a part of her and we can finally take on all of our enemies", replied the girl.
"I know I wish that you were joined with her already", said the man brushing her brown hair away from her face.
"I will be and our friends will go through the process too, we will be stronger together", replied the girl.
"Its almost dawn I have to get in there, he is probably going to be tired like crazy", said Zan.
"I know but this is the only time we have to be together", replied the girl.
"Yeah I know goodnight my love", said Zan.
"Good night Zan, I will come tommorrow night before she makes a mistake", replied the girl.
Zan kissed her softly and climbed into the room. He looked at the sleeping boy in his bed and sighed. He climbed into the bed and did what he did every time at this hour, he became Max Evans again. he merged as one. He was only a part of Max Evans, the part that was always hidden and repressed. He was Max's secret desires his free self the part of him he never showed even to Liz. But before he did that he looked at the doe eyed brown hair girl, the love of his life and smiled as she shook her breasts at him with a wink.
He whispered, "Good night Serena my love", and he became Max Evans again.
Beep Beep Beep.
Max Evans rolled over and hit his alarm clock hard.
"God Its morning already", said Max.
He heard his sister showering in thier bathroom and knew that he wasn't going to get in there anytime soon. he was tired all the time lately. It didnt make any sense. He tried going to sleep earlier and he still felt exhausted. He knew something was wrong but he didnt know what. He knew alot of it had to do with Tess and he insistance that he follow his supposed destiny and of course Liz that was pushing him away telling him that he had to love Tess. He couldn't though. There was just something about Liz Parker that got to him. He knew even if he had met Tess first that he couldn't love her, shit he couldnt trust her. He sighed again and embarked on a long a grueling day. He found his clothes and heard Isabel go to her room, the shower was free now. He climbed into the tub and turned on the hot water. He winced at that. He shifted his head back and looked at the cuts on his back. He didnt understand it, but lately he had all these buises on his body. He always had bite marks and he didnt understand where he got them from. He didnt tell Isabel or Michael about them. He didnt understand why he didnt he just knew that it was something he wasn't supposed to talk about. The other thing of course that always fraked him out was the dry cum on his penis. He knew like all typical males he had wet dreams but he didnt understand why he couldn't remeber them. He sighed once more as he got out of the shower. He walked downstairs and saw his mother and sister talking.
"good morning Max", said Diane Evans.
Max gave a small smile that didnt reach his eyes. Diane was worried about her son but she knew he wouldnt come to her with his problems. That made her sad though but she knew that it was something that he had to deal with. Isabel looked at her brother. SHe noticed the changes in him. He was tired all the time and he had bags under his eyes. She knew he still had nightmares about the white room but lately when she would try to dream walk him she couldnt get in. Maybe he was blocking her.
"You ready", said MAx.
Isabel lifted her head up adn nodded. SHe was worried about him but she knew he wouldnt tell her what was wrong. SHe knew that Liz Parker had alot to do with what was going on with her brother. Isabel sometimes wished that they never got that message from thier "Mother" you, she wished that Tess never came to town. She knew that she should be happy that she had another female alien to talk to but she wasn't. She missed Liz and Maria. She missed Alex. She felt a stab of pain everytime she thought of him. She sighed and got her book bag and followed Max to the jeep. SHe saw Michael walking towards the jeep with a glare on his face as usual. He grunted towards them as a form of hello and got in the back. He closed his eyes meaning he didnt want to talk about anything. Isabel sighed again.
Michael looked at Max and inwardly was worried. Max looked bad. He looked like he hasn't had a good night sleep in months. Michael also was feelign like crap. Maria has come back into his life atleast a little bit. he was still scard that he would hurt her though. God why did it have to be this way. They were happy atleast a little bit. he wasn't living with Hank. Him and Max were actually getting along and He was with Maria. It was great but now all this crap was happening and he just wanted to go back to when things were normal. When it was the six of them. Michael would never admit it but he was happy with Maria, Liz and Alex. they were his friends and he respected them. He even missed them a little. It was like the battle lines were drawn or someting humans against aliens and he what he wanted was things to get back to normal but they wouldn't. They would never be normal.
Max parked the car and shut it off. he didnt utter a word to them. Isabel turned worried eyes towards Michael. Michael looked at her and sighed. THis was the way it was for a while now. Max wasn't the same. He was a former shell of himself. Michael wanted his friend back. But he knew the only way to get Max back was Liz. Liz. Michael sighed at that. SHe was the girl that changed everything. SHe made them human. Michael turned his head when he saw what made them alien. He saw the curly blond girl try to talk to Max but Max basically looked through her. Tess looked like she would pop a gasket any second. Max didnt even care. Michael glared at the girl. He didnt like her,shit he barely trust her. He understood what Max felt but he Michael couldn't do anything about it.
"hey Spaceboy", said the other blond in his life.
he tried to glare at her but she jsut rolled her eyes. His lips twitched. Maria was sure amusing, and he loved her. He didnt want her to get hurt. He sometimes wished the she was an alien like him so he wouldnt have to worry so much. He looked at her not really hearing what she was saying. Her mouth was run a mile a minute. he like this girl he jsut didnt understand why. She was god damn amazing.
"Michael are you listening to me", asked Maria.
She was taken back in shock when all he did was nod his head and smile. He turned on his heel and left her there in shock. Michael smirked. he loved shocking her. SHe knew it was rare for him to smile.
"Michael Guiern jsut smiled at me", said Maria outloud.
INside she was jumping for joy. Maybe there was hope for him after all. Maria walked ot her locker and sighed. Her bestfriend stood there with a fronw on her face. God she wanted to killed that slut Tess from making her friend so unhappy.
"Hey Liz", said Maria.
"Hey Maria", said Liz smiling but not really smiling.
Maria sighed inward. God why was her friend so stubborn. Max loved her she loved Max what was the big deal. She really hated that word destiny. Maria turned her head and smiled behind her.
"Alex my man", said Maria as she hugged her other best friend.
Alex frowned when she saw that Liz was almost in tears.
"Come here", said Alex smiling at his friend.
Liz smiled and hugged him close. Alex was somone she could depend on.
"Alright no more frowing, tonight is our night, lets go out", said Maria already jumping at the idea.
ALex and Liz looked at her and smiled. MAria was so bubbly sometimes.
"Alright what are we going to do?", askd Alex.
Liz looked at her friend and narrowed her eyes.
"It better not be something stupid Maria", said Liz closing her locker.
"Its not stupid we are going to see Madame Vivan", said MAria.
Liz and Alex looked at their friend.
"Madame Vivan, god Maria you need to lay off the Cedar Oil", said Liz laughing.
She hadn't laughed liuke that in a while. SHe frowned again. She saw him. GOd it was hard, even now her heart beat everytime she saw him. She couldnt think this way. HIs destiny was with Tess but why was her heart having such a hard time understaning that. He gave her a small smile. SHe was going to return until she saw the person that destroyed her life. Tess. God she hated that girl. She knew that ISabel wanted to trust her but there was something inside Liz that knew that they couldn't. Liz walked away leaving her friends. She couldnt deal right now. She hated not being with him not sharingher lunch. She hated that he belong to someon else. Liz sighed and sat down at her desk and waited for class to start. SHe felt him slid in next to her. She smelt his unique smell. He always smelled musky and sweet with a little bit of spice.
"Hi", he said softly looking at hr doe eyes.
Something flickered. He got a flash her head thrown back in extascy. He shook his head to rid his mind of the image. It seemed so real. Liz looked at him and smiled a little bit.
"Hi Max, you have to stop this", said Liz.
"Liz we belong together I know we do", said MAx.
"No you belong with Tess", said Liz even though it hurt to do so.
Max looked at her and saw the hurt there. He had to find a way to convince her. He already planned on singing with the marchi band. He had been taking lessons for weeks now. he hoped this would win her over.
"You can't get rid of me that easily", said MAx smirking.
He brushed her hair behind her ear and smiled as she blushed. Only Liz can be innocent and sexy all rolled into one.
"I am going to win your heart again", said Max smirking.
Before she could reply the teacher walked in.
Liz's day was not the best. She messed up her orders. she spilled milkshake on a costumer. She was just not having a good day.
"Come on let's go", said MAria bouncing around.
Liz sighed and tried smiling at her friend. Maria told her how Michael smiled at her and took her to the granolith to see it and how he thanked all of them. Michael has come a long way.
Liz just got from seeing Madame Vivane. She hated to admit but what the woman said made her heart swore. God she was going to marry Max the love of her life.
"Liz", said a voice behind her.
"WHo are you?", asked Liz.
"My name is Serena,I am you, I need your help", said Serena looking into eyes that were very much like her own.
Liz gasped still looking at the girl that could be her twin. They were differences of course. her hair was streaked with red highlights. She was thin but curvy and had breast that Liz wanted. She was mor punk rock having a black shirt with the words bitch on wheels and of course baggy jeans. She was like the harder version of her.
Chapter 2:
"Who? What?", asked Liz looking panicked.
"Listen to me Liz this is important", said Serena.
"I am you", said Serena.
"What no I mean you look like me but I mean how is this possible?", asked Liz confused.
"I am an extension of you, Liz you are special, you wre born to Nancy Parker but you are not completly from her", said the girl.
"What are you talking about", said Liz sitting down.
SHe knew she could trust this girl.
"Look Liz did you ever wonder why you were drawn to Max, it didnt make sense, you have always had a crush on him, you never even told Maria that, anyway Liz what Im about to tell you is important", said Serena.
"You are queen Liz Max's queen", said Serena.
"No its Tess", said Liz getting up and pacing.
"Im human", said Liz.
SHe looked at the girl and knew she wasn't.
"Im not am I?", asked Liz.
Serena shook her head negatively.
"GOd explain to me", said Liz her heart was pounding but she wanted to know.
"Alright you are Ava queen of Antar, atleast you were, look they had sent two sets of pods here but they knew that one of the sets were no good, so they waited until they knew that the Roswell batch bascally hatched and found four women and injected them with the essence of the royal four, these women were Amy Delcua, Michelle Valenti, MArtha Whitman, and they were going to inject your mother but something happened", said Serena.
"SO tess is still his queen", said Liz sadly.
"No her pod was switched with the bad set, look Ava is from the other set she belongs with Kyle who has Zan's essence in him", said Serena.
"Zan?",asked Liz but she already knew who he was
"Max you already know this", said Serena looking at her.
"What happend to me then?", asked Liz.
"They couldnt inject your mother completely basically Kivar Max's enemies found out, so they did this ritural on Antar they split the fetus making you into two people. Until it was time to join them together", said Serena.
"You are me", said Liz.
Serena nodded her head.
"YesI am you", said Serena.
"I cant believe this what about Tess?", asked Liz.
"She is the enemy she made a deal atleast Nasado did 40 years ago to bring Max and the others to death and she had to be pregnant by Max too", said Serena clutching her fist.
"Have you ever met Max?", asked Liz.
"NO only a part of him", answered Serena.
Liz looked at her confused.
"Zan, he is a part of Max you know I love him like you love Max. Max is only a part of the whole package, like you Liz are only a part of a whole, together we become one person, and when MAx finally accepts his alien side he will also become whole and our love for him will be strong enough to destroy Tess", said Serena.
"God this is crazy", said Liz pacing.
"I know but you know its trust you belong with him and so do I, please Liz don't deny me the man I love that we love, I only have a small part of him and I want everything, I want not only the passionate and great lover but also the man that gives you flowers and holds your hand. Everytime you deny him you deny us, you deny me", said Serena.
"look Liz something else is going to happen today, you going to get a visitor from the Future its Max he is going to com up with some crazy plan to help you fall out of love with present Max, we are going to set him straight, he doesnt know about her deception yet", said Serena.
As she finished her sentence they saw a flash and Future Max in all his glory set through. He eyes widen.
"Serena?", asked FMAx.
"Yup we have to talk to you", said Serena.
Liz was looking at him in awe.
"WOw you look wow", said Liz.
Max looked at her and smiled. She blushed.
"ALright Serena how did you get here I dont understand", said FMax.
Serena sat him down and told him everything. Fmax clenched his fist.
"God how could I be so stupid", said FMax.
"You aren't", said Liz.
"Oh God me present self is coming here", said FMax.
Liz looked confused. Liz looked over the balcony and alughed.
"That is so corny", said Serena laughing.
FMAx looked embarrassed. He looked at Serena and smiled he always knew he had feeligns for her but he was a married man and he wouldnt let those feelings destroy his marraige but to find out that she was Liz he understood now.
"he is so cute", said Liz looking at FMAx.
"you are so cute", said Liz.
FMAx blushed but Serena made him look at her. Serena pulled Liz's hand and mad her stroke his cheeks. Serena kissed his forehead.
"I always wanted to do that", said Serena blushing.
Liz should have felt jealous but for some reason she didnt.
"This is right", said Liz and kissed him softly.
Max held her waist. Serena stepped back but Liz pulled her towards them.
Liz looked into FMax eyes and asked, "Do you love us?".
FMAx looked at Serena and Liz and smiled.
"With my whole heart", said FMAx.
"Then lets take the bitch down", said Serena leaning her head on his shoulders.
"Im going to disappear I feel it", said FMax.
Serena looked at him and sighed.
"WE have to get present you to open himslf up to the Zan part of him, all of them need to do it actually", said Serena looking at the man that she loved like Liz loved him.
Liz nodded her head.
"I need to know everything Serena", said Liz looking at her in the eyes.
"Me and Zan would meet up at night, then he would merge with Max in the morning", said Serena.
"OKay how?",asked FMax.
"How come i couldn't do it before?", asked FMAx.
"Because you didnt find the need to , you and Liz cemented tommorrow night you know that so I couldn't merge with her it was too late, I started getting visions that's why I went to Max, I made Zan come forward, we came up with this plan to make sure that I get to merge with Liz like I was supposed to", said Serena.
"I understand, what about Ava from the other set the one that was supposed to be with us instead of Tess?", asked Liz stroking Fmax's arm.
Fmax was surprised Liz never had been to publice with her affections before.
"Its because of me", said Serena answering his inner question.
"I'm everything that Liz buries within herself", said Serena.
"I'm the one that can get the tattoos and the tongue piercing, becasue I know you Liz you want them jsut afriad to lose you inhibitions", said Serena.
Liz looked at that girl and nodded her head. SHe was right she always wanted to do those things she wanted to make love to Max and have him love her, actually she didnt onyl want to make love to him, she wanted to feel him fucking her. She was embarrassed by her thoughts but Serena read them so clearly.
"When we merge and when Max releases Zan you won't be embarrassed about having thoughts about him, he is ours you know", said Serena smirking and laying her head down on FMax's shoulders.
"Its true Liz I am yours don't be afraid to show me", said Fmax.
He pulled her to his body and hugged them both close. These were his girls. He loved them he that in his heart.
"When is the merging going to take place?", asked Fmax.
"Tonight its important, and we have to get Ava, the other set had killed thier Zan yesterday I felt it, so Ava is on the run from them", said Serena sighing.
She loved this.
"Call Max its time to change the future", said Serena.
Liz nodded her head and kissed Fmax's lips. It was different from her Max but the same. It was like he was sure about her mouth. He held the back of head and tongued ever surface of her mouth. Liz moaned when he rubbed her behind.
"Max", moaned Liz.
Liz pulled back with her eyes glazed. GOd she wanted him.
"Tell him", whispered Serena in her ear.
"Dont be afraid to show your desires" said Serena.
Liz looked at her and blushed.
"Im going to have fun when we merge", said Serena.
"Will I remeber me life", asked Liz.
FMax was playing with her hair and kissing her neck.
"Yup you will but you will have me inside eventually we will be the sam person, When the merger happens you might get some things from me like my eye color which are a little lighter then your, and me nipple rings and all my piercings", said Serena.
FMax looked at her.
"You have nipple rings I didnt know that", said FMax.
Serena lifted up her shirt and took one breast out of the bra and showed him. She wasn't embrassed like Liz was.
"I wish I could do something like that", said Liz quietly as she watch Fmax's eyes glaze in lust for her counterpart.
"You can, I'll show you, dont' be afraid, he is ours understand no need to have shame about our love for him", said Serena.
Fmax was still looking at the nipple ring.
"Want to touch it?", asked Serena looking at him.
Fmax looked at Liz for permission. SHe nodded her head and smiled. He reached out and tweaked the nipple making Serena gasp.
"God Max", see moaned softly.
He looked at her and Liz. Liz looked horny and aroused. He smirked. She wanted that from him. He pulled her to his chest.
"Tell me what you want baby", said Fmax.
"I I dont' know", said Liz.
"Yes you do I feel what you want Liz tell him please so he can please us", said Serena moaning as FMax tweaked her nipple.
"I can't", said Liz.
"Yes you can", said Serena.
SHe looked at Fmax and said, "I want you to suck my nipples".
She blushed. He smiled. He lifted up her shirt and looked at the dusty nipple and put his hout scorching mouth on to it. Liz archd her back.
"Max", she said softly.
"That's it baby that's it", said Fmax holding her waist as she rocked against him.
"Oh God I god", moaned Liz as he continued to suck.
"Let go baby I'm here", said FMax.
Liz stiffen and cried out "Max god".
"Thats it", said MAx still sucking on her nipple while he played with Serena's.
He heard her cry out and smiled. Umm he loved this two women, even though they were going to merge he knew he was going ot have fun. Liz, his Liz from the future even though she was open she was still so innocent. She never iniated sex he did, he loved her and her ways but he loved this version of her also that was free and with out restrictions. Both girls feel on top of him and he smiled. He looked down and noticed that he was fading.
"No not yet", said Liz.
She kissed him softly.
"I love you", said Liz.
"I love you too", said Serena.
He looked at his girls and smiled. The future might not be bad after all.
"Good night my loves", said Fmax and left them.
Serena hugged Liz. SHe knew he feelings.
"WE have to tell the others", said Liz. Serena nodded her head. This time they would win.