As soon as she sat down and started sipping her morning coffee, Stella Hansen began flipping through the little souvenir book that her best friend Louise Cooper had given her and spotted a picture of both her and her old boyfriend John Winger while they were still in the Army before she got up, went into the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror until she sighed and said, "I really am sorry, John. I did not mean to drive you away with my success as a Penthouse model. I mean, I know that you said that you understand the reason why. But now, I really am not so sure. I just wish that I am able to travel back in time and convince myself that I should not go through with it was. But if I know Russell, he would say that making such a wish is downright impossible. And he would be right. So, I guess that the only thing I should do now is keep on living a good life and hope that you would do the same."