Disclaimer : I do not own Pride and Prejudice Miss Austen is still in possesion of it.
Summary:Mr Darcy is on his way to London to discover Wickham and Lydia and he can't help but think about a different Miss Bennet by the name of Elizabeth.
Now I know that it may sound extremely selfish to say, but I don t really care about Lydia and I definitely don t care about Wickham and yet here I am, on my way to discover them in London and I am going to bring Lydia home or make him marry her as if she were a relation of mine. But in truth I don t care about them. Either of them.
I care what happens to them for the pure fact that Miss Elizabeth Bennet does and seeing as she does not care for me I have no reason to care or do this and yet I am. Because Miss Eliza may not care for me but I care for her, I care more than I care for anything else in the world, more than I care for myself even. All that I do is done for her. I would go to the end of the earth and back for her. I love her entirely with all my heart and even if she is never to find out that I will have done this for her I must do it anyway for my own piece of mind as it was my stupid fault that it happened in the first place. I could have sent him to Australia or Canada or sent for him to be killed but that wasn t in my nature so I allowed him to carry on and now look what has happened. I have ended up hurting the love of my life and through her myself. I had settled on fighting for her when she had left Hunsford and that is what I will continue to do until I win. I am not a quitter and I never was. Miss Elizabeth Bennet would one day be mine.