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Okay this is sad! It has romance in it too. Lots of flashbacks! And I made up Mia's middle name.
Warning!: THE RONINS ARE JERKS IN THIS AT FIRST! RYO IS THE BIGGEST! BUT IT WILL CHANGE! Also for those who know my first name, it's Kristin, not Kirsten like the girl is and if it was me, I wouldn't keep them apart ^_-. I would make sure they were together. And I am not stupid like she can be, now I am giving it away so here it is!
You don't love me anymore?
Mia walked with her five best friends, she walked close to her boyfriend trying to feel his warmth, but none came. Mia felt cold in side, again he was trying to be far from her. She never knew why he didn't want to be near her or open up. She stopped and fell back from the group. Mia noticed that they didn't stop to ask her what was wrong or anything. With a sigh she went another way trying to figure it out.
"HELP!" A voice screamed Mia ran down to where she heard it and saw the others there ready for action.
" Are you alright?" Ryo asked the girl that cried for help.
" Yes thanks." She said as she ran over to him, she held onto his arm. Mia felt jealous, Ryo never let her hang onto him when there was a battle or anytime, she then smirked, he would throw her off of himself.
" It's nothing, don't worry." Ryo reassured giving her a smile.
" Thanks again." She said returning the smile.
Mia felt bad, she was never a loud to be near him when there was a battle. The way she was close to him made Mia feel sick! She always got 'whatever', or 'Damn it Mia Serena Koji! Why the hell do you always get in the way!?'
" Is that all that I do? Do I always get in the way? If I do then why did you ever say you loved me? Or did you just say that to make me feel wanted?" Mia asked to her self out loud.
" Mia!" Rowen called to his friend, Mia looked up at them.
" What?" Mia asked.
" The dynasty isn't back! Just a soldier that didn't die when Talpa did!" He explained.
" Thank you so much for saving me! I really thought that I was a goner! And I never thought that my prince charming red knight would be so cute!" The girl cried clinging onto Ryo.
" Thanks." He said blushing.
" I am gonna get the car." Mia mumbled before leaving, of course as always no one noticed nor did they care. ' I could never get him to blush no matter what I said to him.' Mia thought.
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Flashback
" Ryo thanks!" Mia cried hugging her boyfriend after he saved her.
" Damn it, Mia Serena Koji! You always get in the way!" He snapped pushing her off of him.
" Ryo, I am just trying to help, I…"
" If you want to help then leave! And you know that I hate it when you cling onto me!" He cried moving back.
" I am sorry, really." She whispered before turning to leave. She didn't want anyone to see her cry.
End of Flashback
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She loved him a lot. She felt empty with out him, and she felt empty all of the time. He never wanted to be with her. He once told her that he loved her, that was a year ago. Never after that had he showed any kind of feelings towards her. She was always told never to give up on anything, but this time she had too, she knew that she would.
She pulled up to the main door in time to see them come out. The girl was hanging onto Ryo's arm making him laugh as she told him something. He was flirting with her, wasn't he? Mia blinked away the tear that was about to come down her face, she put on a fake smile and put on her sunglasses.
" Mia this is Kirsten." Ryo said introducing them.
" Hello." Mia said trying to be nice to her.
"…"
" Anyway, Kirsten is getting kicked out of her apartment, so we said she could stay at the mansion. I am gonna move into Rowen and Sage's room and she can have mine." Ryo said.
"…" Mia gave them the cold shoulder on the way home, so it wasn't her house anymore? They don't ask her if this girl could stay, and she didn't want her there! She hated her already.
As soon as they got home Mia stormed off to her room slamming and locking the door behind her, she expected someone to come up and ask her what was wrong. But no one came. ' Why do I even bother to think that they care?' Mia wondered to herself.
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Flashback
" Ryo what's wrong?" Mia asked him as she moved closer to see his face.
" Leave me alone!" He hissed.
" Ryo, you've been here for two hours alone with the lights off, what's wrong?" Mia asked again touching his shoulder.
" I told you that I want to be left a lone!" He snapped pushing her away; Mia fell to the ground with a thud. She held onto her leg that she landed on.
" I just want to help you." She whispered.
" I don't want your help. And don't you wonder why we only help you when we need your help to save the world? We could careless what happens to you in the everyday normal life! We just don't want to die or those who we do care about to die! So just leave me the hell alone!" He hissed.
" I am sorry, I didn't realize. I won't bother you guys again." Mia said before getting up she tried her best to run out of the room, but her leg hurt too much.
End of flashback
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Why did she love him? It was clear that he hated her. She felt stupid when he would say nice things to her every once in a while and believe that he cared about her. " Ryo…will there ever be someone for me to care about like I do for you?" Mia asked out load before falling asleep.
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Mia woke up the next day around six; she could hear the guys and Kirsten outside. They truly didn't care for her. With a sigh she plugged her laptop in and went online. She saw her friend on, so she IMed him.
Wildfiregrl34: Hi
Luverman65: You're on early, and hi.
Wildfiregrl34: I know, don't remind me.
Luverman65: Why not?
Wildfiregrl34: They're letting a girl move in. I hate her so much! And she's all over Ryo. I think they're in love.
Luverman65: I tell ya he's no good.
Wildfiregrl34: I know, he's nice and I love him. I don't think he loves me or ever has.
Luverman65: Mia…
Wildfiregrl34: I'll be fine.
Luverman65: Are you sure?
Wildfiregrl34: Yeah, I have to go, I'll talk to ya on Monday.
Luverman65: Okay, bye.
Wildfiregrl34: bye.
Mia got off line and turned off of computer. She pushed the power button for the TV and flipped through the channels, she hated it when there was nothing on.
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Flashback
" Ryo there isn't anything on, can't we do something, that's not in this mansion?" Mia asked.
" Mia I told you I don't feel like going anywhere." He said.
" You never do." Mia said.
" We went over this before." He said annoyed.
" You're a shamed of me! You think I am fat! Everyone else says I NEED to eat! How can I be fat when I need to eat!?" Mia snapped.
" I never said that you were fat." Ryo protested.
" Yes you did! You said that I need to eat less!"
" You do!"
" I am sorry if you don't like the way I look." She said before storming off.
End of Flashback
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' I lost ten pounds, and you still don't care.' Mia thought, ' I only weigh 86 pounds, I am in danger of getting really sick. When will you care about me? When will you respect me for me? When will the others care?'
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Meanwhile
" I am getting worried, we haven't seen Mia since yesterday afternoon." Cye said.
" She's fine." Ryo said, he felt something inside say he was wrong and he is to blame for it. ' I should be nicer to her, but I can't bring myself to it, why not?'
" How can you say that? She missed lunch, dinner, and then breakfast today. And we didn't ask her if Kirsten could stay." Cye protested.
" She's fine," Ryo repeated.
" You're her boyfriend, and you're not worried?! Oh wait you could care less about her! You even told her so, then you say you're in love with her, but you're not. Why are you doing this to her?" Rowen asked.
" You don't know how I feel about her! And Mia is strong, she'll be fine." Ryo said. ' I love her…I always have.'
" You're worse then I am. You're flirting with Kirsten in front of Mia." Sage said.
" Look I could care less about Kirsten! I don't see why you can't trust me, Mia does."
" Maybe she's afraid that you'll get mad." Kento pointed out.
" Why would she?" Ryo asked confused.
" Well you hurt her feelings all of the time. Second thanks to you she sprung her ankle." Sage said.
" She knows that I am sorry for what I've done to her, why can't you guys just forget the past and live for the future?"
" Why don't you want to be near her? Why do you push her away? Why don't you let her express her feelings towards you? Or you express your feelings if you have any towards her? And when was the last time that you even kissed her? Or even hugged her?" Rowen asked looking at his friend.
" Mia knows that I don't like that stuff, she knows that I care for her." Ryo informed them.
" When was the last time you told her that?" Cye asked.
" A year ago." Ryo whispered before leaving the room
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It was almost ten at night and Mia had yet to come out of her room. She sat on her bed finishing her homework for school the next day. That week they were supposed to have a dance at school on Friday, Mia knew that she wasn't going so she could careless, but anyone who didn't have a date would be going wild on Monday trying to find a date for it. Would Kirsten ask Ryo? Mia shook her head, no he wouldn't say yes if she did ask him. Ryo might not love her, but he wouldn't crush her pride like that.
Mia stopped when she heard a knock at the door. She looked up surprise. "Come in," she said as she looked back down.
" Ms. Koji." A voice said as the person shut the door behind them after they entered the room.
" Yes Kirsten?" Mia asked looking surprised at the girl.
" Well you show no respect for me so I'll show none for you, Mia." She said.
" You never gave me your last name, so how am I supposed to know it?" Mia asked annoyed.
" Well sorry! You don't need to get smart with me! Kirsten snapped.
" What do you want?"
" I am asking Ryo to the dance, I am joining the school tomorrow." The brown hair, purple eyes girl said.
" He's my boyfriend!" Mia hissed getting even more annoyed she stood up.
" I know that, and I don't give a damn either!" Kirsten cried walking up to Mia.
" He'll say no anyway, and if he was going to go, then he would go with me." Mia informed her as she turned around not wanting to look at the pitiful accuse of a human that was in front of her.
" Doesn't even look like he cares, you locked yourself in here for more then twenty-four hours and he doesn't even ask you if you're okay. That doesn't sound like a boyfriend that cares to me."
" You wouldn't understand our relationship, so please go away." Mia said trying to control her anger.
" Don't give me that bitch!" Kirsten cried as she slapped Mia in the face, Mia looked at her surprised and raised her hand to slap her back when…
" We heard screaming what's going on?" Ryo asked coming into the room with the others.
" Mia was bossing me around! She said I have to stay away from you! She was going to slap me!" Kirsten said grabbing onto Ryo.
" I never said that! And you slapped me first!" Mia protested.
" I just came in here to ask if it was okay if I ask you to the dance since I don't know anyone there and I heard her ask someone over the phone!" Kirsten lied.
" You said that you were asking him and that you didn't care that I was dating him! And I asked no one to go with me!"
" Mia stop it! All you do is care about yourself. I can go and hang out with people you know, not like you own me. And you shouldn't slap people either." Ryo said.
" I am not caring only about myself!" Mia told him.
" Look go with someone else Mia, Kirsten knows no one. And it's not like I could care, Kirsten I will go with you." Ryo said kindly to her.
" You…you never take me anywhere. And why wouldn't you care?" Mia whispered. ' Do you think that little of me that you don't care where I am or who I am with?'
" See there you go only caring about yourself." Ryo said before leaving the room.
" Mia…we're sorry." Rowen whispered before leaving with the others until Kirsten was the only one in the room.
" You better just give up." Kirsten said as she pushed Mia backwards, " you can't beat me. I am much better then you at everything. Have fun trying to find a date that would want trash like you." With that Kirsten left the room smiling ear to ear.
Mia looked at the closed door stunned. Why was he doing this to her? Kirsten gets away for slapping her and he does nothing but to say yes to her.
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Meanwhile
" Ryo how could say that Mia only cares for herself?" Rowen asked.
" She can at times." He answered.
" Kirsten slapped her!" Cye protested.
" Maybe Mia deserved it."
" I hope that Mia leaves you and no one wants you." Sage said before leaving.
" I agree with Sage." Kento said as he left.
" You're lucky that she hasn't kicked you out yet! You treat her badly and that you own this place." Rowen informed him before going upstairs.
" Mia might do something that she'll regret because of you, I hope that doesn't happen and if it does, then she better not forgive you." Cye said leaving.
Ryo fell down to the floor leaning against the wall. They were right he does treat her badly, he didn't deserve her and her love. " I…I love you Mia, but why can't I show it?" He asked out loud to himself.
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" Mia, what's wrong?" Her friend asked her, it was her friend that she talked to on line.
" It's nothing Alex." Mia told him.
" I think I know what it is. Is it Kirsten going to the dance with Ryo?"
" Yes…he doesn't care about me." Mia said, " he doesn't care about me at all."
" Don't get upset." Alex told her trying to cheer her up, "if you want I can take you to the dance."
" Thanks." Mia whispered before leaving to go to class.
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" Look a contest! A sword contest!" Kento said. Then he sighed," for girls only."
" I can join." Mia suggested, " I've seen you guys fight enough times to know how to use one."
" Mia seeing is one thing, doing it is different." Ryo informed her.
" Then you can teach me."
" Mia we don't have time too."
" How do you know that everyone else is busy?" Mia asked annoyed.
" Mia just forget it." Ryo told her.
" Ryo you can't tell me what I can and can't do!" She protested.
" Look Mia I don't have time for this." He said getting up and leaving the room.
" Mia he's right we're busy." Kento told her as they all left.
" You guys never have time for me." Mia whispered as she sat down at the kitchen table. The timer went off saying that the dinner was ready. Mia just turned it off and then turned the oven off. She got her coat, purse, and keys so she could go shopping.
Mia walked outside to see the guys showing Kirsten how to use a sword so she could be in the contest. ' I asked them first…' she thought as she got into the car.
She went to the mall to get some new clothing and something for the dance. 'Guys like how Kirsten dresses. Maybe it's time that I ware other things.' Mia thought as she picked up some belly shirts and some low cut (or are they low hang?) jeans.
' Now if I can find a nice dress to get Ryo jealous.' Mia thought as she looked at some dresses. She picked out a tight, low cut, back showing, no sleeves, and short blue dress for the dance. She picked out black high heels to go with it. She was going to put her hair up in a bun on top of her head. ' This should do it.'
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When Mia got back she looked at her agenda and did her home work, one was write about love, and it was do next Friday. She started it when she was done she looked over it. She knew she couldn't do any better.
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On Friday
" Kirsten you look…great." Ryo said taking his date's hand. He gave Alex a cold look. He knew that Alex was taking Mia to the dance and he felt a little jealous. Also he didn't think Kirsten looked great he thought she looked like a slut.
" Thanks hun!" She said smiling. She was had on a red belly shirt and a black mini skirt with her brown shoulder length hair up on her heard.
" Mia…wow! I can't tell you in words a great you look!" Alex said as Mia came down the stairs in her new dress.
" Thanks Alex." Mia said as she blushed a light red. Alex offered her his arm and she gladly took it.
Ryo looked her over, she did look great, and the outfit showed off her curves. He realized how skinny she was, and it was because of him. Her bones also showed through the dress. ' Mia you look like a angel, no a goddess.' Ryo thought.
" Mia I got us a limousine." Alex informed her.
" I never been in one before." Mia said smiling.
" You should have told me, I would have gotten one for a date." Ryo told her.
" We never went on a date, if ever then once." Mia said.
Ryo couldn't think of anything to say next, she was right. He never really knew where she would want to go or what to do with her. He knew that she thought that he was a shamed of her, but he wasn't.
End of part one! Please review.