Prologue
I blinked as I looked around the near-empty waiting room. The tears were threatening to spill over again. There should be people here, more people should be worried about her. What if she didn't ma- No.
I couldn't afford to think like that.
She'd make it. She would. She's strong like that, stronger than me.
Jack was sat beside me. Placing a hand on my shoulder, he shook me out of my dark thoughts. "She'll be okay, man."
Offering a small smile, I nodded "I know,"
I looked down. "But what if she's not?"
"Toby. She will be, I promise."
"You can't promise stuff like that, Jack!" I snarled. He removed his hand. "Look, I'm sorry, I don't know what I'd do if she..." I choked on my words "You know."
Jack looked me in the eye "She'll be fine."
I forced a smile.
"Thanks," I stretched out and stood up "uh, I'm gonna go film a lazyvlog, see if I can take my mind off all this."
He nodded "That might help. Tell me if you need anything."
I nodded and walked a little way down the adjacent hallway
"Audience?! Wha? What are you doing in a hospital corridor?!"
As I said the words, my phoney good mood dropped and I felt the tears that were now familiar to me prick my eyes. I paused, staring at the camera in my phone. For once I had nothing to say. My words were forgotten, and the topic I had decided to discuss that day was lost to the depths of my mind, hidden behind thoughts of her.
She, who had stolen my heart within minutes of us meeting. She, to whom I had to prove that love was more than just a fairytale. The one I loved the most, and the one who would maybe never love again.
I was stupid to think this would take my mind off her.
I sighed.
It was time the Audience knew. They deserved to, I guess.
"It's time I told you about something. About someone. I know some of you will think very differently about me by the time this video is over, but I need to tell you." I paused "I owe it to you, I guess. You need to know."
A/N; Just a quick prologue to see if there's any interest. This is my first Tobyfic, so reviews would be appreciated. Tell me if you like the way I write him, etc.