Chapter 1 -
Contemplations.
I'm sure that there's some rule about falling for you best friend right? I mean, isn't is supposed to be wrong or something stupid like that?
It all started in my old school a few years ago... three years ago actually. I was 14 so was she and we were at this party. I can't remember the occasion for which it was for, I just know that it was a party occasion. We were only so young and obviously after half a litre of vodka each, we were both completely fucked. I know that she took some kind of drug that night as well that her sister gave her. God knows what it was though.
I remember being sat down on the windowsill in the front room and she came over and kissed me. Not a peck but a full on kiss and of course I responded but that was before her stupid, interrupting, whore of a sister walked in on us. She took one look at us both and then her eyes stayed on me and she started screaming obscenities at me for what seemed like ages. I told her to fuck off and walked out myself, bit pointless really. I knew that Emily was on the brink of tears and after that night, I never saw her again. I stayed at home constantly and something seemed to happen at school because she was no longer in my lessons, I bet that Katie did something about that, wouldn't put it past her, she's a grade A fucking dick. Back then, I loved that kiss but now that I've seen her again here at college, I'm not too sure anymore. I mean, if she did it again now... would I like it or not?
I'd ridden my bike home for college and decided to go for a run after being bored in my house for an hour. I was sick of hearing my mother yelling at the other half a million inhabitants that lived here with us, why it can not just be us I will never understand. I started running and decided to go down an old route, past Emily's house. It brought back memories of when I used to always come around here and hang out with her. I ran past her house and took a glance, there she was with her beautiful red hair blowing in the slight breeze as she sat on the ground playing an acoustic guitar and singing along to what she was playing. I ran even faster so that I could get off the street and so that I could hopefully get rid of the image of her sitting there singing and playing and looking the most gorgeous that I've ever seen her before. I ran for another fourty minutes before turning back to go home, I was going to run the way that I came and when I got back to her street, there she was, still playing that guitar and still singing. She was singing a song that I recognized, it made me smile. I stopped and looked at her, listened to her, resisting the urge to go over and kiss her... Hold on, why am I thinking about kissing her, I shouldn't be thinking that at all. We're not friends anymore so I can't just go around thinking that especially with all the history that we have. She looked up and saw me. She looked confused so I ran off back home.
When I got home, I collapsed onto my bed and led there thinking about everything that had happened between us in past, the good memories and all of the silly, pointless arguments. Those times that we had a laugh and those when we cried. It made me think back to the days where I actually got on well with her twin sister, Katie, who is now a total stuck up bitch who thinks that everyone wants to be her or be just like her, how wrong she is. Also, she seems quite homophobic as she thinks that it's me who is gay and not her sister, either that or she's just Naomiphobic if there ever could be such a thing, it would be rather dramatic but then again, dramatic is Katie Fitch all over.
*Song was You Had Me At Hello by A Day To Remember. =D