"Is that money in your pocket or are you happy to see me"
I wake up every morning. Alone. He's gone off to work, to party's in which he doesn't
even think of me, to the arms of his second lover, Karin, the bitchy cheerleader back in
high school. High school….. The good old days. When I ruled the school as Miss
Matchmaker. I always helped the right people fall in love. Like making a jock notice his
soul mate in a shy, quiet girl. Like Naruto and Hinata. I mean, how else would loud
Naruto notice quiet Hinata. I really wonder how there relationship is going. Last time I
saw them, they were getting married. Last time I saw any of my friends, was in the 10
year reunion. And that was 5 years ago. I would love to see them again, but He doesn't
want me to. He doesn't like me talking to any of my old guy friends. He doesn't like me
thinking about anyone but him. He's possessive and controlling. I'm trapped in the
tower. Like Rapunzle, except no one is coming to rescue me. Because my prince is my
captor. Whenever he is gone, which is often, I always dream about what my life would
have been without him, if he hadn't moved here. If I just gave into him at the beginning, I
would have been a quick fling, one night stand. But I couldn't. I didn't want to ruin my
reputation as the girl never caught. So then it became a game to him. It's like a child
with an unreachable, shiny object. They try so hard to get it, it's the only thing on their
thoughts until they get it. As soon as they get it, it's their favorite toy. But after a while
the feeling of success and the thrill of the chase is over, it doesn't look so pretty anymore.
It becomes just like the other toys, boring and unwanted. The object just gets thrown
away and then something else catches their eyes and they go after that. But the sad part
is, I can't live without him. He is the air I breathe; He is my everything and my nothing. I
keep coming back to him because I love him so much. If I hadn't met him, I probably
would have continued my dream of becoming a doctor. He won't like what I'm about to
do. But I can't stand it here anymore. There's no love, no angriness, no happiness.
There's no emotion at all. This place is devoid with it. He's devoid with it. The only thing
I have to bring me happiness is my memories, and even those are fading….
Ok. So today I was after school for late tennis. As soon as I get up to go to the bathroom a guy comes over the loud speakers, talking about how they are going to do a fire alarm check. So I'm in the middle lobby. Then the fire alarm went off. I didn't panic because he had told us. What I didn't know was that the double doors shut during the fire alarm. The girl's bathroom was locked, so I headed to the right hallway. As soon as I get in the middle of the lobby, the fire alarm goes off. Then all the double doors shut. I go in a circle and they're all shut. So I start panicking. Devin (a friend) was sitting there laughing at me, as I almost have a heart attack because all the doors shut and locked. So I didn't know what was wrong. When the fire alarm stoops, she explains to me that, that is normal and I didn't need to panic, after she laughed her ass of.