NOTE:~ Ok, this fanfic is for the readers of Find Love? Ya Right! Who wanted Mori-senpai as the lover boy. This is all for you guys!! ^_^ Enjoys!! 3

My Last Song Ever

Chapter 1: Run Away Star

Have you ever been at that point in your life where you just wanna quit? Wanna just stop what you're doing and live life how you want to live it? But instead you are pushed to go on and to do things that you really don't want to do anymore. Sure, maybe it was fun at first and maybe you enjoyed it for a little while, but when something gets old and boring shouldn't you just be able to stop? Unfortunately for some people they don't have the choice to stop. For some they have their parents or someone pushing them to do their best, to keep on going and if they quit they will be forever ashamed of you and make you feel like crap the rest of your life by reminding you that you quit at something that could have made you a great and wonderful person. So you never end up quitting because of this certain person and or people and you keep doing this thing even if it makes you feel like crap. So either way you feel like shit, right? You can't quit and you don't like doing it either. Stop there. If the person who is forcing you to do this certain thing really did care about you, then why would they make you feel like crap if you didn't want to do it anymore? My name is Heaven Hiramatsu and I am 18 years old. I grew up way to fast and became a pop star at the age of 12. My parents pushed me and forced me to keep this going, bringing great wealth to my already very wealthy family. Let me tell you my story, let me sing to you my last song before I am done for good.....

"Heaven's little Angel has seemed to have vanished into thin air. She has skipped out on her last concert and has run away from home. Her parents have no clue where she has run off to and they have issued an all out search for their pop star daughter. If you know the where about's or see Heaven Hiramatsu, please call this number....". A set of golden hues peered at the television, shuttering at the picture that was on the screen. "This star has fallen...", she whispered to herself and turned away from the screen, climbing into a limo. Yes, this was Heaven but she looked quite different. Instead of cutting her hair, she merely wore a wig that matched her hair color, which was a light brown color, and wore that so it made her look like a boy. She had run away from home and to her grandmothers house. Her Grandmother understood her situation and was allowing her to stay there, promising she wouldn't say a word about where she was. She even supplied her with the wig and some guy clothing. Heck, she even helped her hide her obvious chest, she was not a flat person, they stuck out there BIG time. Thank god her grandma had talent with this kind of thing. She used to be in theater and had to deal with hiding certain body parts a lot so she knew what to do.

Heaven wanted to get away from her pop star life but her parents would not let her quit. This was the result. She ran away and was no posing as a boy. All she wanted was a normal life and although she knew she couldn't get back all the years she missed at being a normal teen, she could at least have a year or so to herself, if that. She just wanted to be a kid again. Sure, she loved music and was a really popular pop star, but she needed a break. She wanted to pursue her real dreams, her real goals. That could never happen if she stayed a pop star.

Heaven was going to be attending a normal high school, well what would be considered normal for your average rich family. Her grandmother refused to let her attend any school other than Ouran Academy. This should be fun! She was actually quite excited to be attending a real high school. She had never been because she had become a pop star before she could reach high school so it was all going to be a new experience for her. She couldn't wait for her first day. Actually, she was like a little kid at Christmas waiting to open their first present of the year. Since she obviously couldn't use her real name, her and her grandmother had worked together to come up with a good name for herself while she was disguising herself as a boy. Kai Tsakuya.

Heaven starred out the window of the limo now. Her and her grandmother had just went to get her fitted for her school uniform. Thank god her grandmother had connections at the store or else it would have made things awkward when they had been measuring her. "Heaven, I know you'll be fine. But you do know that this can't last forever, correct?", hearing her grandmother's raspy old voice dragged her from her thoughts andher gaze went to the grey haired female sitting across from her. "Ah, I know. But if I can at least make it last a little while then I'll be ok. All I want is a little bit of a normal life before I am dragged back down into the crazy spiral my parents are forcing me to call my life...".

The next morning Heaven awoke quite early to get ready for, what would, be her very first day of high school, ever. She was quite excited, yet nervous at the same time. But she kept positive and didn't tell herself anything negative. "Well, I guess I'm off grandma...", Heaven scratched the side of her cheek slightly, "I'm so nervous...". She let out a nervous laugh before her grandmother waved a hand. "Nonsense! You have no reason to be nervous! You will do fine, I'm sure of it my grand-son, 'Kai'", her grandmother gave her a sweet smile. "Thanks Nana, I'll see you after school", she gave her grandmother a quick hug before turning swiftly on her heel and heading out the door. She could do this! She definitely could do this!

"I can not do this...", she murmured as she stared at the huge school she would be attending known as Ouran Academy. Her eye twitched slightly at its amazing size. "So big...", she murmured, every step she took closer to the building just made her feel like a tiny little ant. She had no doubt that she would get lost. She quickly shook the negativity from her thoughts and stood up straight, fixing her tie. "You'll be perfectly fine! You'll be A ok! No worries!", she reassured herself and strutted into the building in a brave manner.

"Ah crap...", she mumbled to herself, looking at the paper with her classes and then at the room numbers.

She was lost. Her first class was no where to be found and she was definitely a half hour late by now.

When she finally found the room, a look of relief crossed her features and she knocked on the door. The female teacher answered it. "Yes..?", she asked. "My apologies for my interruption in your class. I am a new student and I had some trouble finding this class", Heaven made her voice sound like a man as she spoke. She handed the teacher a slip and bowed to her apologetically.

"Ah, Kai Tsakuya. Welcome to my class. Please take a seat in the empty desk over there", the teacher spoke. Heaven gave her a nod and took the slip of paper back from the teacher before heading back to the empty desk near the back of the room. She took a seat and looked towards the front, ready to listen and learn. Mind you, she was quite a smart kid since she had been tutored at home due to her becoming a pop star, but being in a class with kids much like herself made her feel good. She was just like everyone else now. Thank god.

Oblivious to her, 'Kai' had caught the eyes of a few girls in the class. They had been whispering and giggling about her the whole time they were in the class. They talked about how much of a 'gentlemen' he was and how cute he looked. She was oblivious to them though. She knew she was posing as a guy and all, but she didn't think she looked that good as a guy. Did she?

The lunch bell rang and everyone headed off to eat. Heaven got to her feet and headed out of the classroom and down the hall to the lunch room. She smiled at the women serving the food. "I do hope it's a good meal, eh?", she asked in a polite manner. The women smiled at her, "Always is. You're a new face around here, cute one too". "Ah, thanks...", she replied, blushing slightly. She didn't think she was cute, whether she was guy or girl. She took her lunch and found a table by herself. She began eating her lunch alone. "You're Kai-chan right?", came an awfully sweet voice. She lifted her head from her food to a short blonde boy she recognized from her class. Was he really a senior? "Ah, yeah", she replied, wiping her mouth with the napkin. "May we sit here?", he asked, tilting his head to the side in a rather cute way. We? She finally noticed the tall dark haired figure standing over the short blonde. How did she not notice him standing there before? "Ah, sure!", she replied, smiling at them. Did she already have friends now?

The two took seats at the table and they quickly began talking. Heaven had found out the small blonde was Mitsukuni Haninozuka, also known as Hunny and his little bunny was Usa-chan, and the tall male was Takashi Morinozuka, also known as Mori. They were in something called the Host Club. "Ah, that sounds neat", she commented, taking a drink, "Must be fun entertaining girls all day, eh?". "It is a lot of fun! And I get cake all the time, right Takashi?!", Hunny stated, looking towards the tall quiet man next to him. "Ah...", he replied quietly. "You should come by and check us out some time!", Hunny said, turning his attention back to Heaven.

"Maybe..", she replied.

"It's a lot of fun!", Hunny persisted.

"It depends if I'm free...", she let out a slight laugh. This felt more like an order to come check them out rather than asking her to.

"OH!! And maybe if you come you could entertain girls with us!! It's so much fun! And I think you would be a real hit with the girls since that's all they talked about during class!", Hunny stated as he munched down a piece of cake.

"Girls were...talking about me..?", she asked in surprise, pointing to herself. "Yep, yep!", Hunny replied, "I wonder if Tama-chan would let you join the Host Club. I'm sure he would if you asked!". "Ehh, I don't know if I want to. I just got here and I still have to get a feel for the school before I do any club activities or anything of that sort!", Heaven stated, looking towards the clock and waiting for the bell to ring to save her from Hunny's questioning and talking about this Host Club. "Well you think about it", Hunny murmured as he continued eating his cake, "But I'm sure you'd make a lot of new friends if you came and joined the Host Club!". "Uhm...maybe. I'll think about it Hunny-san", Heaven replied, relieved as the bell rang, "Well back to class. I'll see you two later". She picked up her trey and headed off to put her garbage in the garbage and return the trey before heading off to class.

~Within The Host Club After School Before Opening~

"A new popular senior?!", Tamaki exclaimed. He sat epically in his chair and pointed to Hunny and Mori, "If this senior is popular with the girls that would be better for the Host Club! Even if it will be his first and last year at Ouran, we should focus to make it the best he's ever had! Hunny-senpai! Mori-senpai! Please go find this senior before he leaves the school grounds and bring him here!". "Alright!", Hunny exclaimed, throwing Usa-chan into the air before catching him and then being picked up onto Mori' shoulders, "Let's find Kai-chan, Takashi!!". "Ah...", Mori replied as he headed out of the Host Club room with Hunny on his shoulders.

~With 'Kai', About To Leave School~

"Ehhh?! THE LIMO BROKE DOWN?! BUT NANA!!!!!", she whined as she stood at the curb and talked into her cell phone, "I can't walk home!! It's too far!!". "You're going to have to dear, or get one of those new friends to take you home that you were talking about", her Nana could be so mean sometimes. "B-But...I just met them and I don't wanna impose and...", Heaven trailed off as she was suddenly grabbed by her arms from behind and her cell phone snatched out of her hands. "Hello ma'am! My name is Mitsukuni Haninozuka! Do you mind if we take your grandson away for a bit? We promise to bring him right home!!", Hunny spoke into the phone. "H-Hunny?!", Heaven looked back to see the one holding her was Mori, "M-Mori?! What's going on? Hey!! Give me back my cell!! NANA!!!". "Here ya go!!", Hunny said as he finished talking to her grandmother and he slipped the phone into her pant pocket, "To the Host Club, Takashi!!". Hunny pointed forward and Heaven was carried by her arms to the Host Club. "I thought I was gunna have time to think! Wait! Can't I have a choice!!", Heaven questioned, squirming in the grasp of her captor.

"Hello Kai Tsakuya. My name is Tamaki Suoh and I'm the Host Club's King!", Heaven stared at the blonde before her, blinking at him. "So...You're the reason I was dragged here against my will...?", she asked, raising a brow. "Not at all!!", Tamaki slipped a hand around her shoulder and began to go on about how the Host Club would help 'him' make new friends and make 'his' first and last year at Ouran a good year. "You really think this Club could do that...?", she asked aloud, placing a hand under her chin.

"Well I should warn you, it gets quite crazy around here", a brunette interrupted, "You never know what's going to happen. I'm Haruhi Fujioka". "Nice to meet you. I'm Kai Tsakuya", Heaven reached out and shook Haruhi's extended hand. For some reason it felt feminine, but she had no clue why. "Well if this new male is going to join in the Host Club he needs a type", a tall male with glasses stated as he wrote down something on a note book. "A...type...?", Heaven asked in confusion. "Ah yes!", Tamaki finally pulled himself from his speech, which was still going on but no one had been listening to it, "Here at the Host Club we all have types. Kyouya Ootori is the Cool Type, The Hitachiin twins, Hikaru and Kaoru, are the Little Devil Types, Hunny-senpai is the Loli-Shota type, Mori-senpai is the Wild type, Haruhi here is the Normal type, and I am the Prince type!". "Ok...", Heaven murmured, glancing around as they were all named by their types. Her gaze stayed on Mori though. He didn't seem like a wild type. More like the Silent type.

"So what type should this new comer be..?", she heard two voices suddenly and notice that two people were resting their arms on her shoulders. She looked from either side to see it were those Hitachiin twins.

"The Calm Type?", one asked.

"The Nice type?", the other asked.

"The Tragic Type?", the first one asked.

"The Radiant Type?", the second one asked.

"Or maybe...", the twins began together, grinning slyly, "you'd prefer the Onnarashii type? You seem like a girl after all". (Note: Onnarashii means feminine)

"Ehhh???!!!", she questioned. Had she been discovered by these Devilish Twins?!

"Stop picking on our new host!", Tamaki suddenly ordered and the twins slipped away from her. Her gaze shifted to Tamaki. "Now then, Kai what is your personality like?", Tamaki asked. "Uhm...I dunno...Guess I'm a nice guy and I like helping people...", Kai rubbed the back of her neck, trying to wrack her brain for things to say about her personality. "I think Kai should be the Sweet type!!", Hunny chimed in. "Why is that Hunny-senpai?", Tamaki asked. "Because when he arrived today in class, he was a little late and he seemed very sweet when he was apologizing to the teacher and that's what seemed to win the girls over. Sweet and Gentle Type!!", Hunny stated as he munched on a piece of cake. Did he always eat cake? Heaven wondered.

"The Sweet&Gentle Type!!", Tamaki announced, pointing to Heaven. "Sweet...and...gentle...?", Heaven asked. "Then it's settled, you're now apart of the Host Club now! Today will be your first day! Let's open the doors of the Host Club!", Tamaki announced, turning on his head and heading to his assigned 'spot' in the room. Heaven took her seat at her assigned table and waited for the girls to file in. Surprisingly she had a lot of customers.

"Oh wow!! You live with your Grandma?! That is SO sweet!!", one girl cried out. "Well she needs the help, and since my parents are no longer around we take care of each other", Heaven stated, watching as the girls fell for her words. This was actually quite fun. "OOOOHHHH!! That is so amazing!! You're amazing Kai!!", the girls exclaimed. "I wouldn't say I'm amazing", Heaven began, "I'm just me. That's all I ever want to be". "Ooohhh!! I think he may be even cooler than Kyouya!", one of the girls commented.

Kyouya snapped one of his pens at hearing this

"He may even be more adorable then Hunny-senpai!", another girl commented.

Hunny dropped his cake and looked as if he was about to cry.

"Maybe even better then the twins incestuous act!", another one went on.

The twins shot a glare over towards Kai.

"Ladies, ladies!! Stop comparing me to the other members of the Host Club", Heaven chimed in before the girls could do anymore damage than what they already had done, "We are all unique in our own way and have our own traits. Don't demeanor someone else's good quality's, it just isn't right". Even with her words the girls squealed and went on to insult the rest of the Host's even more. Heaven had a feeling she had now made a few enemies in the Host Club with the dirty looked she was given from Kyouya and the twins. This was definitely a bad idea.

Heaven let out a soft sigh as the club was over and sat back in her seat, "I really don't think this was a good idea...". "Nonsense! You were a hit with the girls!!", Tamaki piped up and took a seat next to her. "Ehh, ya at the cost of them insulting some of the Club's members...", she murmured in reply. She looked at the faces of some of the select few members that had been picked on and saw they weren't happy. "I'm very sorry Tamaki-san, but it's my very first day at Ouran and I really don't need any enemies. I don't think being a Host is the right thing for me", she patted the male on his back before getting to her feet, "I just came here to be a normal kid, and having those girls jumping around me like that brings back old memories that I don't like...". "Memories...?", Tamaki questioned. "Ah, never mind", she replied, smiling at him before heading towards the door of the Host Club, "Maybe I'll see you all around some time...Sorry the Host Club couldn't work out".

Heaven suddenly stopped and looked at the little blonde boy standing in her way. "Hunny-san...?", she asked, tilting her head. "Don't go Kai-chan!! I don't care if the girls think you're cuter then me! I wanna be your friend!!", Hunny stated, half way on the verge of tears, "Please don't leave the Host Club!". "Uhm...what are you doing? Hunny...are you crying? Please don't cry!", she backed away from the small boy only to bump into a large figure and when she looked back she saw Mori standing over her. He was looking down on her like she had done something wrong to make Hunny cry.

Her gaze went back to the small boy in front of her, "Please Hunny-san, don't cry!! I don't like to see people cry! Uhm...Ok! I'll stay in the Host Club BUT you have to promise you don't cry!!". She wasn't good with people crying. "Ok!", Hunny piped up, his tears seeming to vanish just like that and he was smiling again. Did he do that to trick her..? "Oh! We promise your Grandmother that we would give you a ride home! Come on Kai-chan!", Hunny grabbed the sleeve of her uniform and began leading her down the hall. 'Why do I have the feeling things are going to turn out worse for me while in the Host Club...? I'm not good with enemies...', she thought to herself. Her first day at Ouran Academy seemed to go by smoothly, but how will the rest turn out? She had to wonder.

END:~ Chapter 1 for ya!! ^_^ I hope you guys liked it. This one is gunna take a while before the romance actually starts happening between Heaven and Mori so bare with me! Hope ya enjoyed it and please review!! Thanks!! 3