My knees buckled from underneath my body, collapsing to the cold, steel floor beneath me in a fit of sobs as my mother broke the news. I played no attention to the chaos that I seemed to have caused, I was just too focused on the fact that family could die, and not only them but my entire planet. I needed to marry this man. A man I've been afraid of my whole entire life. And now I need to go and spend the rest of my life with him, it is my duty as the princess of Manaan but still 'runaway princess' they call me, so I did, I ran away not to hide, but to put my mind and soul in peace so I could do what I had to do to save my people. I tried and tried to calm myself but I just couldn't rage was all I felt knowing that slavery is what I was up to. A slave of the first order. A slave of the man I have dratted my whole life, for making my planet, my people insensible on their terrifying political and military faction. In a way we were all already slave of the First Order, working for them is what we did and no one opposed to it, not like we could, the terror that The Order provoke was immense but as a role model I had to training on my emotions in situations like these.
I calm myself down but stayed watching Manaan blue skies they were as blue as its ocean and all they could bring is peace. I admire the last sunset I would see here, as I closed my eyes I felt a strong force coming my way, I would recognize this sense anywhere, it was him. Kylo Ren, standing right behind me. I didn't felt scared but my heart was beating twice as fast as it would normally do.
'May I ask what are you doing?' he asked.
'May I ask why do you care?' I snapped back, I heard him chuckle.
'Well we're supposed to be planning our wedding' I sigh
'I don't think a princess does anything for her wedding but show up and say I do" I said and turned around to see his face for the first time. Kylo Ren was known to be this incredibly frightening person but now I'm starting to think that it's all an act and that his suit does everything for him, because at this moment the least thing I felt was fear. Confusion is what I felt.
'I may not be the most…affectionate person…but I swear I will value this union immensely.' He said as he sat next to me.
I sighed in content, bringing myself closer to him as I gently laid my head on his shoulder. Tensing for a moment Kylo watched me carefully. To say the least, this was the most physical contact he ever had with anyone, not to mention contact meant to be romantic and endearing.
"Ok…" I whispered. We stayed there until the sunset was over. After that he walked me to my room and we said our goodnights.