Is This How It was Suppose to Happen

(Sometimes in life we have to understand that everything is not going to be how we thought it was. My bad i forgot to introduce my self my name is Emily. I died when i was 15 and seeks revenge on the person who did this to me. So your not confused let me start from the beginning.)

Its prom night of 1995 and all of us is having a good time relaxing, goofing around but that all changed. I heard a story on the news how young when were being raped and the killed. I was very worried, so after everybody had there drink we all went up to our rooms. There was 10 of us so everybody's room was on a different floor, so as i opened my door i heard something. I didn't know what it was and just thought it was random so i had ignored it. When i went to the bathroom, i heard the sound again, when i looked it was nothing, i though it was me but it was definitely something else. I thought maybe i was going crazy so i opened my mirror and grabbed a aspirin, then closed it. When i closed the mirror i saw a man that i never knew standing behind me.

As much as i wanted to scream nothing had came out, he put his hand over my mouth and dragged me to the bed. He rubbed my face and told me i was pretty the he jumped on top of me. I kept hitting him and pushing him off, so he got mad. He locked the door and tied me to the bed and put a sock in my mouth. He took off my close and then took his off, and he began to rape me. He would whisper in my ear and tell me i was doing a good job and that i was the best he ever had. After he was done he untied me and left, he told me that if i ever said something that he would come back rape me again and then kill me.

About three months later, i changed, i had always kept thinking to myself whether i should tell what happened to me or keep it to myself. I didn't want to go through all the pain and suffering, so i took it out on myself. I began to start cutting myself, i ended up cutting myself for at least 3 months, It began to get worse, that i would carry scissors in my backpack and cut myself when i was in school. My parents made me get help because i tried to commit suicide twice so that it would all be over. I new that i couldn't hold it in no more so i decided to tell what happened to the police. A week later they had put out a search for him and i was terrified. I knew he was going to come for me so i decided to go hide i didn't want my parent or anyone that i loved, so i left without anyone knowing where i was going.

I got a hotel room which i payed for with the money that i had saved up for. I had got into the shower and just thought to myself that i just needed to relax. When i got out i had put the towel around me and wen into the room. I went into the closet to get my pajamas and when i looked up, he was there. He told me that i shouldn't had told anyone and this wouldn't had happen. I decided to play along and go with the rape. 2 Minutes into the thing, the police knocked down the door. He slapped me in the face and said that i played him out. The police officers grabbed him and arrested him for the killing and rape of seven people, i would have been his eighth. He had also told me that he was coming back for me.

February 16th, the day before my birthday is when my life had ended. My parents had called me and said that the person who had raped me had broken out of jail and to hurry home. I just kept thinking that maybe he was coming for me, what would happen to me? As i ran down the street i heard someone say that i warned you twice and it's your time know. I didn't want to turn back because i knew who it was, before you knew it i heard two gunshots. I was on the ground and he was on the ground, when he had shot me the police showed up behind him and shot him.

* If you want me to make a second part please send me a message.