I own nothing
River's P.O.V.
They think they know my ğeğe, they don't.
The Captain and Jayne think of Simon as a pansy doctor from the Core, but they do not look closer.
Inara sees more than most, but she does not analyze what she learns. She will not see him as he truely is.
Zoe does not bother with him much, and Wash is almost always confined to the bridge so he does not get to satisfy his curiosity about my brother.
Shepard...he is a man of mystery himself. He does not ask questions because he does not know if he truely wants the answers. And if he begins to question others they may begin to question him.
And Kaylee...she is blinded to him...as she is with most of us I suppose. She sees the sunshine and goodness that is on the surface of people. Therefore she does not see much further into people.
What they all fail to see in my brother is the fierce warrior that hides beneath the shiny surface. When he tells the story he says "money and luck" are what helped him save me...but they are not the only things.
He is my golden warrior, my protector, my best friend. And he is afraid that if he lets into his warrior side he will be shaming his healer side.
He screams in his sleep.
The things he saw in the Academy, before they presented me to him. The things done to me in the Academy. The things he did, learned, and said during his battle to come for me. They tear up his mind while he sleeps, because in his dreams he has no defence.
What the crew of the Firefly Serenity has yet to discover about my brother... is that because he was raised in the Core, land had to live by their rules. He knows many things: how to wield a sword, and human anatomy.
This knowledge and much more is what makes him dangerous...and he hates himself for it.