Halo Everyone! I'm back with a new story! I don't want to give it away so I'm not gonna tell you, you understand! Anyway, another RenxeuR fanfic, Enjoy!
Dear Diary,
I can't believe what I did today, I can't even bear to say it. The Gekko-Go hates me for it now and now I can't return. He was disappointed that I did it but I had to. Something was telling me to do it. I didn't mean to hurt my friends... The last one I attacked was him, Renton. He said 'You're making a big mistake, Eureka! You know you don't want to do this, you can't kill people! Especially me Eureka, I love you!' "I'm sorry Renton" 'You know you can't do it!' "Renton I'm sorry!" I had shot him near his shoulder and then he fainted and I threw my gun back, I started to cry and I didn't stop until the rest of the Gekko-Go saw me. They were suffering a great loss of blood but they had gone back to the ship to get some bandages. It was just silent and then Holland threw me some bandages. Holland said that I had to figure it out myself. I had some blood on me as well. I bandaged me up and then I did Renton's arm. At first, I thought he lost too much blood and might have to get amputated. I realized it wasn't that much so I bandaged it up.
Holland said I could join the Gekko-Go again but I would need to undergo therapy with Mischa everyday and I would need to be escorted to where the mechas were so that way I can't get my hands on the weapons. Holland would tell Renton to escort me usually to think about what I did to him. Renton didn't really mind, he just did what he was told. I still wonder if Renton remembers what I did to him, he doesn't seem like he remembers. He probably does and he probably still loves me after what I did. Guess that's just how it is around here. Holland's gonna always pair me with Renton, he doesn't want me to forget the bad times or the good times. Sure everything changes on the outside, but we can never change who we are on the inside. I can't hide that I was a killer once, and Renton can't hide the fact he likes me. That's just how it is in the Gekko-Go.
Well, was it good? I hope it was, I always had a dream every night that Eureka had re-joined the military and had killed the Gekko-Go, scary huh? In my dream, it was kinda dramatic between Renton and Eureka, she had killed him and said 'I have no regrets, I have no regrets...' and she kept saying it repeatedly. And she died a slow and painful death beside him. Anyway, still working on Lost and Forgotten chapt.3, I was busy with my piano lessons and my friend returned from Denmark and we went to Busch Gardens Europe. It's really fun there but it cost alot. We're members so we got a discount on the ticket for her. And it was the first time there. Anyway, hope you enjoyed the story.