Chapter One: Sickly Positive

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When you dream, you don't feel anything. Pain, sadness, and despair, are all in your mind. Your protected by this bubble that makes this that are scary go away. But what happened when you wake up and there is no bubble, and the harsh reality comes crashing down?

That what it feels like right now. One second you're protected and then the next it pops. How does one deal with this? I have no idea.

All I know is that right now I'm staring at a pink, positive pregnancy test and my bubble just shattered.

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I stared at the test for I don't know how long, but I felt like screaming. This can't be happening to me.

This was the last day of school so I only had a half day, so I was home alone. I've been sick almost two weeks now and I miss my period. I can't believe this is happing and I didn't even want this. If I didn't get in his car this would have never happened. If only…

"Where are we" He just looked at me, with a smile on his face.

"Baby, don't worry I'll take care of you." He reached out and skimmed his hand down my cheek. I smacked it away.

"I'm not your baby, and take me home now!" I was starting to panic, but I just turned it into anger.

"That's not going to happen." And he came at me.

I pushed those thoughts away because if I focused on them I would end up sobbing in my room the rest of the day.

I had to tell my mom first, but she will want to know who the father and I can't tell her.

"If you know what is good for you won't tell anyone, or you'll be sorry."

I shook my head, of course I couldn't tell them. This is my fault anyway.

I started to clean because if I stay still for too long I might go crazy, and I start to think which is bad. I still can't believe this happened to me.

I cleaned for hours, never checking to time. I just kept seeing that test in my hand. Before I knew it, it was already six'o clock. Renee will be home soon. Her husband, my step dad, Phil is in Florida right now, for some minor league baseball, but I think they want to move there.

I started to get hamburger out. I thought that we could have cheeseburgers. And I know my Mom if I let her near a stove she might burn the house down.

I put some fries in the oven and headed up stairs. I laid down on my bed and opened one of my favorite books, Withering Heights.

I was done with the first chapter when the timer on the stove went off. I ran down the stairs and pulled them out of the oven. I just put the burgers on a pan when I heard my mom pull in.

Okay Bella you can do this…after dinner.

The front door opened and my mom walked in. "Hey sweetheart, how was your last day of school?" She asked.

"Fine." I said. That's normal right? "Um..How was work?" I asked.

"Great! Did you know the Cassy is…" I kind of tuned her out. I love my mom, but sometimes she's too much.

I finished making dinner while my mom told her office tales. I planed how I was going to tell her.

We made our plates and sat down at the table. Mom kept talking about her day so I just let her go on. More time to stall.

I was done before her, maybe it's the pregnancy hormones.

She finished and I took our plates to the kitchen and I washed them, then came and sat on the sofa with my mom. She turned on the news. Maybe this is good I could tell her and she won't even hear me, and then in eight mouths when I go into labor and she asks why I never told her, I will just say 'oh don't you remember the last day of school last year?' yeah right. If I get out of this with my fingers I'll be lucky.

Well here it goes. "Mom?"

"Yeah babe." I winced a little at that. I hate that name.

"Um…I have something to tell you." I turned towards her. Her eyes were still on the screen.

"Okay, what is it?" I looked at my lap, took a deep breath and said..

"I'm pregnant."

No response. Maybe she didn't hear me, and I can get away with the 'remember I told you plan.' I looked up and her face was pale, and her eyes wide. Yep, she heard.

"What?" She asked. I doubted that I needed to repeat it.

"I'm pregnant?" It came out more like a question, because I really didn't know what she wanted me to say.

She leapt off the sofa so fast, I thought she might hurt herself, I know I would. "Bella how could you do this? You have your whole life to live for, and you had to go and screw it up." My mouth was hanging open. She's never talked to me like that.

I was speechless. "I-I-I" I Tried to speak but she cut me off.

"Bella I expected so much from you and go around and sleep with one guy that you probably will never see again and now your pregnant. Didn't I ever tell you, you could say no?" I tried to say no, but he wouldn't take that for an answer. "So do you have anything to say for yourself?"

"I'm sor-sorry" I was already crying. I can't believe my mom is talking like this.

"Your sorry? YOUR SORRY! That's it." She yelled at me.

"Mom I-I" She cut me off again.

"Bella, I'm so disappointed with you right now, just go to your room."

"But Mom I" I tried

"ROOM BELLA" She looked so angry . She's never been like this. I was sobbing by the time I got to my room. All I could do was lay on my bed and cry myself to sleep.

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I woke up in the dark. I was still laying on my bed with Withering Heights on my night stand. I didn't hear my mom down stairs so I thought it was okay to go get some water.

I walked down the hallway and came to the top of the stairs and that's when I heard her. She sounded like she was on the phone. I walked down half the steps to hear her better, and I couldn't believe who she was talking to…

"Charlie I know this is a shocker, but I don't know what to do?" She said. She was talking to my dad? Why? "Charlie what do you want me to do? She's already pregnant, it's not like I can reverse time, yes I know how she got pregnant, I was there twice in my life." She paused to lesion.

"Well what do you think we should do?" She asked.

" I don't know, maybe that would be the best and she would be in a new place." What are they going to sent me to a convent? "Are you going to tell Emmett?" Emmett. My heart sank a little. My older brother is going to be so disappointed. I could already feel the tears starting.

"Okay Charlie. Forks will be a good change for her. I'll call when I have it set up." And she hung up the phone.

She was sending me to Forks?! My own Mother didn't want me. The tears were already falling so I ran back to my room. My mom was just sending me off, I can't believe this. I should have never got in his car.

I was laying on my bed facing the window when she came in. "Bella, I want you to know that I called your father and told him." She told me.

"And I think it would be best for all of us that you went to live with him until the baby comes and we see what we can do." And with that got up and walked out of the room.

I cried for the rest of the night, and in the morning I fell into unconsciousness.

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AN- So what do you think so far? I don't think that Edward will be in the next chapter, but I don't know. Please review and give me your thoughts!

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