A.N.- Time Skips and Switch of POV. So Beware. And make sure to R and R.
Disclaimer: Don't Own McFly! They are still very cute!
Danny,
There are times you cannot deny your heart, from now on, we will never be apart, Even though you didn't want me to, I will be forever inside you.
…I hope one day you will forgive me.
Dougie
When Tom brought that letter to me and I read it, I think I died a little inside. The paper was covered in his blood. I could barley hold that god forsaken thing, let alone breath. I noticed Tom was still in the room. I quickly rushed out of there and into Dougie's room. I stopped in the door way, not knowing what to think. He was really gone, wasn't he? I gave up on holding back my tears.
Some People Laugh
Some People Cry
Some People Live
Some People Die
I heard Tom and Harry talk right down the hall. They were talking about him. I didn't want to hear it. I didn't want to hear about him. I walked into his room. It still felt like he was here, here with me. I looked down at his bed, still a mess from this morning. This was going to be the most difficult thing I have ever done.
Some People Run
Right into the Fire
Some People Hide
They're Every Desire
"Danny? Are you still in here?" Tom came back to check on me. Him and Harry have been bringing me food and trying to get me out of his bed. I couldn't leave. If I did, he would leave too.
But We Are the Lovers
"No! I can't leave!! If I leave, he won't come back!" Why were they doing this? Didn't they realize that Dougie would be gone if I left.
"You can't live like this! We are taking you to a hospital so they can help you!" Tom, always pulling me away. Harry never said anything when the two men brought me away. I didn't know where I was going, but all I knew was I was loosing him and myself.
If You Don't Believe Me
Then Just Look Into My Eyes
'Cause The Heart Never Lies
Nothing. That's what I felt…or didn't feel. My wrists were numb from the cuts and my head was spinning. I could hardly open my eyes because of the bright white light. When my vision finally focused, I knew I was in the hospital. Didn't I try to kill myself? Wasn't I dead?
"Doctor, he's awake."
Well, I guess that letter was pointless to write, if I was going to see Danny anyway.
Some People Fight
Some People Fall
"Dougie!?" Tom and Harry ran out of the house to greet me, or rather hit me. I was still sore after they released me from the hospital. So when my to band members punched me and slapped me, I went down like that.
"Do you have any idea what you put us through, what you put Danny through?!" I looked up at them in confusion.
"Danny?" I looked around for him, but he wasn't outside. Tom and Harry didn't say anything, so I rushed back into the house. I ran to his room, he wasn't there. I ran to my room, he wasn't there. The house was empty. "Where the hell is Danny?!"
Others Pretend
They Don't Care At All
I could see, at that moment, was the wall, but I heard him. He was here and that's all that mattered. I started crying without realizing it. I must have sounded like a pansy. The nurse wouldn't open the door quick enough. Once it was open and Dougie was in view, I basically throw myself at him.
"Danny, are you okay? I didn't know that the letter would cause you so much --pain." I didn't say a thing, I really didn't want to. I missed him so much. I knew that he wasn't really gone. I saw Tom and Harry sitting down in the waiting room, looking at us.
If You Wanna Fight
I'll Stand Right Beside You
The Day That You Fall
I'll Be Right Behind You
I was home. It had been way to long since I had been home. I took a deep breath, loving the smell of the house. I walked into my room, longing for a nap or to just relax. It had been a long week. My attempts at suicide, Tom and Harry kicking the shit out of me, and getting Danny out of the hospital had put a lot of stress on the band. We took a four month break, Danny got over his depression and started to write some songs. It was weird, for the longest time I have had this crush on Danny and I thought he would hate me, and when I heard and saw how Danny reacted to my "death", I was taken back.
To Pick Up The Pieces
If You Don't Believe Me
Just Look Into My Eyes
'Cause the Heart Never Lies
"Dougie?" I asked, groggy from sleep. He was standing in my doorway. He looked like he hadn't slept in a week. I watched him walk over to my bed and crawl underneath the covers. I wrapped my arms around him and smothered my face into his hair.
"I missed you." I laughed softly as I heard those words leave his mouth. I missed him too. I missed him so much.
"Dougie, we have work to do tomorrow, is this why you woke me up?" I felt him nod. I sighed and cuddled in closer to him. "Alright, just tonight, and maybe tomorrow night too." I knew that Dougie was smiling and I felt a little bit better that night.
Now That Your Over
And We're Still Together
It's Not Always Easy
But I'm Here Forever
Yeah We Are The Lovers
I Know You Believe Me
When You Look Into My Eyes
'Cause The Heart Never Lies
'Cause The Heart Never Lies
Because The Heart Never Lies