The anger deep inside of me rips out in the form of a flying fist and doesn't stop until everting is gone. It drove me away from my family, my friends and my home. I don't belong anywhere, life has no place for me, I'm a freak. I wish someone would be there to listen to my raged filled mind but I've got no one. Even the Everlasting cat whos meant to watch over and help all of us does not here my desperate pleads for help. No matter how hard I try nothing ever seems to go my way and honestly I'm sick of it, this deep pain that prevents me from ever being truly happy.
I used to feel happiness them my mother left, leavening me and my brothers with a farther who only cared about himself. Then finding out I had magic pushed me over the edge no one talked to me and I became an outcast among the Jellicles. What made this even harder for me was trying to keep my sexuality to myself, yes that's right me the hidden paw likes toms, well one to be exact but we can never be together. Why has life always been hard on me, did I do something in a past life that I'm getting punished for now? All I've ever wanted to know is why the Everlasting cat made me this way and has ripped me apart from the ones I loved.
Sometimes I imagine what life would have been like if my mother hadn't left, dad would pay attention to me and Munk wouldn't have to hide his emotions in order to get respect from others. Tugger I guess would have been the same flirt he is but with maybe a little respect for the older cats. On the other paw though if my mother hadn't had left I wouldn't have my reputation and organisation that sometimes distracts me from the anger deep inside but that doesn't matter now as they say I'm just...
...a mystery cat.
Sorry these little things are short but I enjoy writing them so give me some character suggestions and ill do more.