Well, it's my first YJ poem . Hope that you'll like it. Please R&R!

I don't own YJ. I just own this poem...

"Reminding"

I want to feel the warmness of the sun again,

I want to feel the smell of these white flowers

But I can't feel… just memories of pain

Remind me the time I wasn't lifeless.

I thought that life can't end like this before

Until the blade of knife went through my weak body

My beloved brother, please, just say for what!

Where was I wrong that you have done it, buddy?

We were a family, why we fell apart…

Don't know, as what has happened, my brother.

You've changed, in the end the part

Of you… It died. And you became another.

Time's ticking, months are passing by…

But you won't think about me, oh bro,

Was your dream of a pure heart

More valuable than my just started life?

It's secret. Only word I used to say

Since I have died. This word is full of pain

And memories about the fateful night

When you have gone: the monster took your mind.

My blood was dropping from the blade of knife,

The scarlet roses bloomed on my white dress.

Through all this pain want tell you last goodbye

But only word has slipped from my lips…the Secret.

I want to feel the coldness of snowflakes,

I want to feel your love to me, my brother.

But I can't feel… just memories of pain

Remind me the time I wasn't lifeless.